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quis enim ferat imperitum uideri hominem, qui uolasse Daedalum non audierit, mendacem illum, qui finxerit, stultum, qui crediderit, impudentem, qui interrogauerit, non uideri, aut in quo nostros familiares grauiter miserari soleo, qui si non responderint, quid uocata sit mater Euryali, accusantur inscitiae, cum ipsi eos, a quibus ea rogantur, uanos et ineptos nec curiosos audeant appellare? Illa igitur ratio perfecta dispositaque grammatica admonita est quaerere atque attendere hanc ipsam uim, qua peperit artem; nam eam definiendo distribuendo colligendo non solum digesserat atque ordinarat uerum ab omni etiam falsitatis inreptione defenderat.
因為誰能忍受這樣一個人被視為無知:他沒有聽過代達羅斯曾飛翔的傳說——編造此傳說者是說謊者,相信者是愚人,追問者是無恥之徒;或另一點——我慣常為我們的朋友深表憐憫——他們若不能回答歐律阿魯斯的母親叫什麼名字,便被指控為無知,而他們自己卻不敢稱那些向他們發此問題的人為浮誇、愚拙或好管閒事之徒?於是那理性,既已完善並整理了文法學,便受到勸誡去尋求並留意那使它生出此技藝的能力本身;因為藉著界定、劃分與歸納,它不僅整理並安排了此技藝,更保護它免受一切虛假的悄然滲入。
For who could endure that a man be thought unlearned who has not heard that Daedalus flew — that he who invented the tale is a liar, that he who believed it is a fool, that he who asked about it is shameless — or, another point on which I am wont gravely to pity our friends, who, if they cannot answer what was the name of Euryalus's mother, are accused of ignorance, while they themselves dare not call those of whom these things are asked vain, foolish, or overcurious? That reason, then, having perfected and arranged grammar, was admonished to seek out and attend to this very power by which it had brought forth the art; for by defining, distributing, and collecting it had not only digested and ordered it but had also defended it from every creeping-in of falsehood.
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quando ergo transiret ad alia fabricanda, nisi ipsa sua prius quasi quaedam machinamenta et instrumenta distingueret notaret digereret proderetque ipsam disciplinam disciplinarum, quam dialecticam uocant? haec docet docere, haec docet discere; in hac se ipsa ratio demonstrat atque aperit, quae sit, quid uelit, quid ualeat. scit scire, sola scientes facere non solum uult sed etiam potest. uerum quoniam plerumque stulti homines ad ea, quae suadentur recte utiliter et honeste, non ipsam sincerissimam quam rarus animus uidet ueritatem, sed proprios sensus consuetudinemque sectantur, oportebat eos non doceri solum, quantum queunt, sed saepe et maxime commoueri.
那麼,理性何時會轉去打造其他事物,除非它先區分、標記、整理並闡明它自己的、彷彿某種機械與工具——即他們稱為辯證法的那門「學科中的學科」?這門學科教導如何教導,也教導如何學習;在其中,理性顯示並開啟自身,揭明它是什麼、意欲什麼、有何能力。它知道如何去知,而唯有它不僅意欲、更能夠使人成為有知者。但既然多數愚人,對於那些正確地、有用地、可敬地向他們勸勉之事,並不追隨那唯有少數心靈得見的最純真的真理,卻追隨自己的感受與習慣,就當不僅盡他們所能地教導他們,更當常常、尤其要激動他們。
When, then, would it pass over to fashioning other things, unless it first distinguished, marked, digested, and set forth its own instruments and tools, as it were — that discipline of disciplines which they call dialectic? This teaches how to teach, this teaches how to learn; in it reason shows and opens itself, revealing what it is, what it wills, what it avails. It knows to know, and alone it not only wills but is also able to make men knowing. But since for the most part foolish men, in regard to those things which are rightly, usefully, and honourably urged upon them, follow not that most sincere truth which few minds behold, but their own feelings and custom, it was fitting that they be not only taught, as far as they are able, but often and above all be stirred.
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hanc suam partem, quae id ageret, necessitatis pleniorem quam puritatis refertissimo gremio deliciarum, quas populo spargat, ut ad utilitatem suam dignetur adduci, uocauit rhetoricam. hactenus pars illa, quae in significando rationabilis dicitur, studiis liberalibus disciplinisque promota est. Hinc se illa ratio ad ipsarum diuinarum rerum beatissimam contemplationem rapere uoluit. sed ne de alto caderet, quaesiuit gradus atque ipsam sibi uiam per suas possessiones ordinemque molita est. desiderabat enim pulchritudinem, quam sola et simplex posset sine istis oculis intueri; inpediebatur a sensibus.
理性把自身這要完成此事的部分——其中必要性多於純淨,其懷中滿塞著它向民眾撒播的種種悅樂,好使民眾肯屈就而被引向自身的益處——稱為修辭學。至此,那在表意上被稱為合乎理性的部分,已藉自由學術與諸學科而得推進。由此,那理性意欲把自己攝離、投向對神聖事物本身最有福的默觀。但恐怕從高處墜落,它便尋求階梯,並藉自己的產業及其次序為自己開闢一條道路。因為它渴望那美——單純而唯一的美,是它無需這雙肉眼便能凝望的;但它卻被諸感官所阻礙。
This part of itself which should accomplish that — fuller of necessity than of purity, with a bosom crammed full of the delights which it scatters upon the people, so that it may deign to be led toward its own advantage — it called rhetoric. Thus far that part which is called rational in signifying has been advanced by liberal studies and disciplines. Hence that reason willed to seize itself away to the most blessed contemplation of divine things themselves. But lest it fall from on high, it sought steps and contrived for itself a way through its own possessions and their order. For it desired beauty, which alone and simple it could behold without these eyes; but it was hindered by the senses.
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itaque in eos ipsos paululum aciem torsit, qui ueritatem sese habere clamantes festinantem ad alia pergere inportuno strepitu reuocabant. et primo ab auribus coepit, quia dicebant ipsa uerba sua esse, quibus iam et grammaticam et dialecticam et rhetoricam fecerat. at ista potentissima secernendi cito uidit, quid inter sonum et id, cuius signum esset, distaret. intellexit nihil aliud ad aurium iudicium pertinere quam sonum eumque esse triplicem, aut in uoce animantis aut in eo, quod flatus in organis faceret, aut in eo, quod pulsu ederetur;
於是它把目光稍稍轉向那些感官本身——它們高呼自己擁有真理,以糾纏不休的喧嚷把那急欲奮力向前趨往他事的理性喚了回來。它首先從耳朵開始,因為它們說那些話語是它們自己的,理性已從中造出文法學、辯證法與修辭學。但那在辨別上最有力的理性,很快就看出聲音與它所是之記號的那事物之間有何差別。它領悟到:與耳朵的判斷相關的無非是聲音,而聲音是三重的:或在生靈的嗓音中,或在氣息在樂器中所發之聲中,或在因擊打而發出之聲中;
And so it turned its gaze a little upon those very senses which, crying out that they possessed the truth, kept calling back with importunate din the reason that was hastening to press on to other things. And first it began with the ears, because they said that the words were their very own, out of which it had already made grammar and dialectic and rhetoric. But that reason, most powerful in discerning, quickly saw what difference there was between a sound and that of which it was the sign. It understood that nothing else pertained to the judgment of the ears than sound, and that this was threefold: either in the voice of a living being, or in that which breath produced in instruments, or in that which was uttered by a stroke;
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ad primum pertinere tragoedos uel comoedos uel choros cuiuscemodi atque omnes omnino, qui uoce propria canerent, secundum tibiis et similibus instrumentis deputari, tertio dari citharas lyras cymbala atque omne, quod percutiendo canorum esset. Uidebat autem hanc materiam esse uilissimam, nisi certa dimensione temporum et acuminis grauitatisque moderata uarietate soni figurarentur.
屬於第一類的是悲劇演員、喜劇演員、各式各樣的合唱隊,以及一切凡以自己嗓音歌唱者;第二類歸於長笛及類似的樂器;第三類則歸予基薩拉琴、里拉琴、鐃鈸,以及一切因敲擊而發出樂音之物。但它看出,這材料是最低賤的,除非它藉時值的固定量度,以及聲音高低有節度的變化而被賦予形式。
to the first belong tragedians, comedians, choruses of every kind, and absolutely all who sing with their own voice; the second is assigned to flutes and similar instruments; to the third are given citharas, lyres, cymbals, and everything that is tuneful by striking. But it saw that this material was most worthless, unless it were shaped by a fixed measurement of times and by a modulated variety of high and low pitch of sound.
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recognouit hinc esse illa semina, quae in grammatica, cum syllabas diligenti consideratione uersaret, pedes et accentus uocauerat, et quia in ipsis uerbis breuitates et longitudines syllabarum prope aequali multitudine sparsas in oratione attendere facile fuit, temptauit pedes illos in ordines certos disponere atque coniungere, et in eo primo sensum ipsum secuta moderatos inpressit articulos, quae caesa et membra nominant. et ne longius pedum cursus prouolueretur, quam eius iudicium posset sustinere, modum statuit, unde reuerteretur, et ab eo ipso uersum uocauit.
它認出,那些種子由此而來——即它在文法學中、當它以勤勉的斟酌翻檢音節時,曾稱之為音步與重音者;而由於在字詞本身中,容易留意到散布於言語中、數量幾乎相等的短音節與長音節,它便嘗試把那些音步排列成固定的行列並加以連接。在此,它首先遵循意義本身,印上了有節度的關節,也就是他們稱為「切分」(caesa)與「成員」(membra)者。又恐怕音步的行進滾流得比它的判斷所能承受的更遠,它便設定一個界限、由此折返,並正是從這折返之事,稱之為「詩行」(versus,由「折返」而來)。
It recognized that hence came those seeds which, in grammar, when it turned over the syllables with diligent consideration, it had called feet and accents; and because in the words themselves it was easy to attend to the shortnesses and lengths of syllables scattered through discourse in nearly equal number, it attempted to arrange those feet in fixed rows and to join them together. And in this, first following the sense itself, it impressed measured joints, which they name 'cuts' (caesa) and 'members' (membra). And lest the course of the feet roll on further than its judgment could sustain, it set a measure whence it should return, and from that very thing it called it 'verse' (versus).
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quod autem non esset certo fine moderatum sed tamen rationabiliter ordinatis pedibus curreret, rhythmi nomine notauit, qui Latine nihil aliud quam numerus dici potuit. sic ab ea poetae geniti sunt. in quibus cum uideret non solum sonorum sed etiam uerborum rerumque magna momenta, plurimum eos honorauit eisque tribuit quorum uellent rationabilium mendaciorum potestatem. et quoniam de prima illa disciplina stirpem ducebant, iudices in eos grammaticos esse permisit. In hoc igitur quarto gradu siue in rhythmis siue in ipsa modulatione intellegebat regnare numeros totumque perficere; inspexit diligentissime, cuius modi essent;
但那並非由固定的終點所量度、卻以合乎理性地排列的音步奔行之物,它以「節律」(rhythmus)之名標記,此名在拉丁文中無非可稱作「數」(numerus)。於是詩人由它而生,理性在詩人身上見到不僅聲音、也有字詞與題材的重大分量,便大大尊崇他們,並賜予他們隨其所願、行使合乎理性之虛構的權能。又因為他們的根系出自那第一門學科,理性便准許文法學家作他們的裁判。因此,在這第四階梯上,無論在節律中還是在旋律本身中,它領悟到數在其中主宰並成就整體;它極其勤勉地考察它們是何種類;
But that which was not measured by a fixed end, yet ran on with rationally ordered feet, it marked with the name of 'rhythm', which in Latin could be called nothing else than 'number' (numerus). Thus from it the poets were born, in whom, when it saw great importance not only of sounds but also of words and matters, it honoured them greatly and granted to them the power of such rational falsehoods as they wished. And because they drew their stock from that first discipline, it permitted the grammarians to be judges over them. In this fourth step, then, whether in rhythms or in modulation itself, it understood that numbers reigned and perfected the whole; it inspected most diligently of what sort they were;
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reperiebat diuinos et sempiternos, praesertim quod ipsis auxiliantibus omnia superiora contexuerat. et iam tolerabat aegerrime splendorem illorum atque serenitatem corporea uocum materia decolorari. et quoniam illud, quod mens uidet, semper est praesens et inmortale adprobatur - cuius generis numeri apparebant — sonus autem, quia sensibilis res est. praeteritum tempus inprimiturque memoriae, rationabili mendacio iam poetis fauente ratione louis et Memoriae filias Musas esse confictum est. unde ista disciplina sensus intellectusque particeps musicae nomen inuenit.
它發現它們是神聖而永恆的,尤其因為正是藉它們的相助,它才把一切更高之事編織在一起。如今它極其難以忍受它們的光輝與寧靜被聲音的肉體性材料所玷污。而由於心靈所見之物永遠當前、且被證明為不朽——數正是屬此種類——而聲音既是可感之物,便隨時間過去、被印於記憶之中,理性本身如今偏袒詩人們合乎理性的虛構,於是虛構出繆斯乃是宙斯與記憶之女。由此,這門分享感覺與理智的學科,得了「音樂」(musica)之名。
it found them divine and everlasting, especially because it was by their aid that it had woven together all the higher things. And now it could most grievously endure that their splendour and serenity should be discoloured by the bodily material of sounds. And because that which the mind sees is always present and is proved to be immortal — of which kind the numbers appeared — while sound, being a sensible thing, passes away with time and is imprinted on the memory, reason itself now favouring the poets' rational falsehood, it was feigned that the Muses were daughters of Jove and of Memory. Whence this discipline, sharing in sense and intellect, found the name of 'music'.
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Hinc profecta est in oculorum opes et terram caelumque conlustrans sensit nihil aliud quam pulchritudinem sibi placere et in pulchritudine figuras, in figuris dimensiones, in dimensionibus numeros quaesiuitque ipsa secum, utrum ibi talis linea talisque rotunditas uel quaelibet alia forma et figura esset, qualem intellegentia contineret. longe deteriorem inuenit et nulla ex parte, quod uiderent oculi, cum eo, quod mens cerneret, conparandum. haec quoque distincta et disposita in disciplinam redegit appellauitque geometricam. motus eam caeli multum mouebat et ad se diligenter considerandum inuitabat.
理性由此出發,進入眼睛的資源之域,並在勘察大地與諸天時察覺到,除了美之外沒有別的取悅它,而在美中有形狀,在形狀中有尺度,在尺度中有數;它並在自身之內詢問:那裡是否存在著這樣一條線、這樣一個圓,或任何其他這般的形式與圖形,一如理智所能涵括者。它發現眼睛所見的遠為低劣,無論哪一部分都不能與心靈所辨識之物相比。這些事物它也加以區分、安排,收攝成一門學科,稱之為幾何學。諸天的運動大大打動了它,並邀請它勤勉地予以考察。
Setting out thence, reason came into the resources of the eyes and, surveying earth and heaven, perceived that nothing else pleased it than beauty, and in beauty figures, in figures dimensions, in dimensions numbers; and it asked within itself whether there existed there such a line and such a roundness or any other form and figure as intelligence might contain. It found what the eyes saw far inferior, and in no part to be compared with what the mind discerned. These things too, distinguished and arranged, it reduced into a discipline and called it geometry. The motion of the heaven greatly moved it and invited it to consider it diligently.
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etiam ibi per constantissimas temporum uices, per astrorum ratos definitosque cursus, per interuallorum spatia moderata intellexit nihil aliud quam illam dimensionem numerosque dominari, quae similiter definiendo ac secernendo in ordinem nectens astrologiam genuit, magnum religiosis argumentum tormentumque curiosis. In his igitur omnibus disciplinis occurrebant ei omnia numerosa, quae tamen in illis dimensionibus manifestius eminebant, quas in se ipsa cogitando atque uoluendo intuebatur uerissimas, in his autem, quae sentiuntur, umbras earum potius atque uestigia recolebat. hic se multum erexit multumque praesumpsit, ausa est inmortalem animam conprobare.
在那裡也一樣,藉著季節最恆常的更替、藉著群星固定而確立的軌道、藉著各間距有節度的空間,它領悟到主宰的無非是那同樣的尺度與數;它們藉著同樣地界定與區分、把事物繫入次序,生出了天文學——這對虔敬者是一大論據,對好奇者則是一種折磨。因此,在所有這些學科中,一切具數之物都與它相遇,然而這些在那些尺度中更為明顯地顯耀——那些尺度是它藉著在自身之內思索與翻轉而凝望為最真實的;而在這些憑感官所覺察之物中,它所回想起的毋寧是它們的陰影與蹤跡。在此,它大大地自我提升、大大地擔當,敢於證明靈魂是不朽的。
There too, through the most constant vicissitudes of the seasons, through the fixed and defined courses of the stars, through the measured spaces of the intervals, it understood that nothing else held sway than that same dimension and numbers, which, by likewise defining and separating, binding them into order, gave birth to astronomy — a great argument for the religious and a torment for the curious. In all these disciplines, then, all things numerical met it, which nevertheless shone forth more manifestly in those dimensions which, by thinking and revolving them within itself, it beheld as most true, while in these things which are perceived by the senses it rather recollected their shadows and traces. Here it raised itself much and presumed much, and dared to prove the soul immortal.
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tractauit omnia diligenter, percepit prorsus se plurimum posse et quidquid posset numeris posse. mouit eam quoddam miraculum et suspicari coepit se ipsam fortasse numerum esse eum ipsum, quo cuncta numerarentur, aut si id non esset, ibi tamen eum esse, quo peruenire satageret. hunc uero totis uiribus conprehendit, qui iam uniuersae ueritatis index futurus, ille, cuius mentionem fecit Alypius, cum de Academicis quaereremus, quasi Proteus in manibus erat. imagines enim falsae rerum earum, quas numeramus, ab illo occultissimo, quo numeramus, defluentes in sese rapiunt cogitationem et saepe illum, cum iam tenetur, elabi faciunt.
它勤勉地處理一切事物,並清楚地察覺到自己能做極多之事,而凡它所能做的,都是藉著數而能做。某種驚奇打動了它,它開始猜想:或許它自己就是那數目本身、萬物藉以被計數者;或者若不是如此,它至少存在於它竭力要抵達之處。但這數它以全力去把握——那如今註定要作普遍真理之標記的數,正是阿呂庇烏斯在我們探討學園派時所提及者——它彷彿普洛透斯般在它手中。因為我們所計數之物的虛假影像,從那我們藉以計數的最隱密之物流溢而下,把我們的思想攫向自己,且常使那數即使已被把握、仍從手中滑脫。
It treated all things diligently and perceived plainly that it could do very much, and that whatever it could do, it could do by numbers. A certain wonder moved it, and it began to suspect that perhaps it was itself that very number by which all things are numbered; or, if that were not so, that it was nevertheless there where it strove to arrive. But this it grasped with all its strength, that number which, being now destined to be the index of universal truth — the one of which Alypius made mention when we were inquiring about the Academics — was, like Proteus, in its hands. For the false images of those things which we number, flowing down from that most hidden thing by which we number, snatch our thought to themselves and often make it slip away even when it is already held.
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Quibus si quisque non cesserit et illa omnia, quae per tot disciplinas late uarieque diffusa sunt, ad unum quiddam simplex uerum certumque redegerit, eruditi dignissimus nomine non temere iam quaerit illa diuina non iam credenda solum uerum etiam contemplanda intellegenda atque retinenda.
若有人不向這些影像屈服,並把那散布於如此眾多學科中、廣泛而多樣之物,全都收攝於一個單一、真實而確定之物,他就最配得「有學識者」之名;而他如今尋求那些神聖之事,並非魯莽——那些事不再僅僅是要被相信的,更是要被默觀、被理解並被持守的。
If anyone shall not yield to these images, and shall reduce all those things which are spread widely and variously through so many disciplines to one single, true, and certain thing, he is most worthy of the name of learned; and not rashly does he now seek out those divine things — no longer only to be believed, but also to be contemplated, understood, and retained.
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quisquis autem uel adhuc seruus cupiditatum et inhians rebus pereuntibus uel iam ista fugiens casteque uiuens, nesciens tamen, quid sit nihil, quid informis materia, quid formatum exanime, quid corpus, quid exanime in corpore, quid locus, quid tempus, quid in loco, quid in tempore, quid motus secundum locum, quid motus non secundum locum, quid stabilis motus, quid sit aeuum, quid sit nec in loco esse nec nusquam, quid sit praeter tempus et semper, quid sit et nusquam esse et nusquam non esse et numquam esse et numquam non esse, quisquis ergo ista nesciens, non dico de summo illo deo.
但凡有人——無論仍作其慾望的奴僕、貪求那些正在朽壞之物,還是已在逃離這些事、貞潔而活,卻仍不知何為虛無、何為無形的質料、何為無生命的成形之物、何為物體、何為物體中無生命者、何為地方、何為時間、何為在地方之中、何為在時間之中、何為依地方而有的運動、何為不依地方而有的運動、何為靜止的運動、何為永世、何為既不在地方之中亦非無處、何為超乎時間而恆常、何為既無處存在亦無處不存在、既永不存在亦永非不存在——凡如此無知於這些事之人,我尚且不說論及那至高的上帝,
But whoever, whether still a slave of his desires and gaping after perishing things, or already fleeing these things and living chastely, yet not knowing what is nothing, what is formless matter, what is a formed thing without life, what is body, what is the lifeless in a body, what is place, what is time, what is in place, what is in time, what is motion according to place, what is motion not according to place, what is stable motion, what is eternity, what it is to be neither in place nor nowhere, what it is to be beyond time and always, what it is both to be nowhere and to be nowhere not, and never to be and never not to be — whoever, then, being ignorant of these things, I do not say concerning that supreme God,
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qui scitur melius nesciendo, sed de anima ipsa sua quaerere ac disputare uoluerit, tantum errabit, quantum errari plurimum potest. facili?.. autem ista cognoscet. qui numeros simplices atque intellegibiles conprehenderit; porro istos conprehendet, qui et ingenio ualens et priuilegio aetatis aut cuiuslibet felicitatis otiosus et studio uehementer incensus memoratum disciplinarum ordinem, quantum satis est, fuerit persecutus. cum enim artes illae omnes liberales partim ad usum uitae partim ad cognitionem rerum contemplationemque discantur, usum earum assequi difficillimum est nisi ei. qui ab ipsa pueritia ingeniosissimus instantissime atque constantissime operam dederit.
那被越不認識越好地認識的上帝,甚至若他想要探究並論辯自己的靈魂,他就將盡人所能地大大謬誤。但凡已把握了單純而可理解之數者,將輕易認識這些事;而凡既有天賦、又因年齡或任何幸運之特權而有閒暇、且被熱忱猛烈燃起、盡足夠地追求了前述諸學科次序者,將把握那些數。因為既然一切那些自由技藝,一部分是為生活之用、一部分是為對事物的認識與默觀而學習的,那麼要達到對它們的運用是最困難的,除非對那從童年起便最有天賦、最迫切、最恆常地付出勞力之人而言。
who is better known by being unknown, but should wish even to inquire and dispute about his own soul, he will err as greatly as it is possible to err. But he will come to know these things easily who has grasped the simple and intelligible numbers; and those he will grasp who, being both strong in native talent and at leisure by the privilege of age or of any kind of good fortune, and vehemently kindled with zeal, shall have pursued, as far as is sufficient, the aforesaid order of the disciplines. For since all those liberal arts are learned partly for the use of life, partly for the knowledge and contemplation of things, to attain the use of them is most difficult save for him who, most talented from his very boyhood, has given his labour most urgently and most constantly.
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Quod uero ex illis ad id, quod quaerimus, opus est, ne te quaeso, mater. haec uelut rerum inmensa quaedam silua deterreat. etenim quaedam de omnibus eligentur numero paucissima, tu potentissima, cognitione autem multis quidem ardua, tibi tamen, cuius ingenium cotidie mihi nouum est et cuius animum uel aetate uel admirabili temperantia remotissimum ab omnibus nugis et magna labe corporis emergentem in se multum surrexisse cognosco, tam erunt facilia quam difficilia tardissimis miserrimeque uiuentibus. si enim dicam te facile ad eum sermonem peruenturam, qui locutionis et linguae uitio careat, profecto mentiar.
但至於這些事物中、為我們所尋求之目的所必需者,母親,我求你,別讓這彷彿某種無邊之林的種種事情把你嚇退。因為將從一切之中揀選出某些極少數之物:你——最有能力者——儘管在認識上它們對許多人確實艱難,然而對你——你的天賦於我日日常新,你的心靈我知道已在自身之內大大興起,無論因年齡還是因可欽佩的節制,都最遠離一切瑣屑,並正從身體巨大的污穢中浮出——它們對你將如同對那些活得最遲鈍、最可憐之人而言的艱難一樣容易。因為若我說你將輕易達到那免於措辭與語言之瑕疵的言談,我必是說謊。
But as for what is needful out of these things for that which we seek, I beg you, mother, let not this immeasurable forest, as it were, of matters deter you. For certain things, very few in number, will be chosen out of them all: you, most powerful, though in knowledge they are indeed arduous to many — yet to you, whose native talent is daily new to me, and whose mind I know to have risen much within itself, most remote whether by age or by admirable temperance from all trifling, and emerging from the great defilement of the body — they will be as easy as they are difficult to those who live most slowly and most wretchedly. For if I should say that you will easily come to that speech which is free of the fault of diction and language, I should surely lie.
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me enim ipsum, cui magna necessitas fuit ista perdiscere, adhuc in multis uerborum sonis Itali exagitant et a me uicissim, quod ad ipsum sonum attinet, reprehenduntur. aliud est enim esse arte, aliud gente securum. soloecismos autem quos dicimus fortasse quisque doctus diligenter attendens in oratione mea reperiet; non enim defuit, qui mihi nonnulla huius modi uitia ipsum Ciceronem fecisse peritissime persuasisset. barbarismorum autem genus nostris temporibus tale conpertum est. ut et ipsa eius oratio barbara uideatur, qua Roma seruata est.
因為即使我自己——我本有巨大的必要徹底學習這些事——在許多詞音上仍受義大利人的騷擾,而就發音本身而論,也反過來被他們責備。因為藉技藝而穩妥是一回事,藉出身而穩妥是另一回事。至於我們稱之為「語法錯誤」(soloecismus)者,或許任何勤勉留意的有學識之人都會在我的言談中發現它們;因為並不缺乏這樣一個人,他極其在行地說服我:連西塞羅本人也犯過不少此類過失。但至於「野語」(barbarismus)之類,在我們的時代已被發現到這般地步:以致連那篇拯救了羅馬的演說本身,看來都成了野蠻的。
For even I myself, who had great necessity to learn these things thoroughly, am still harassed by the Italians in many of my word-sounds, and am in turn reproached by them as regards pronunciation itself. For it is one thing to be secure by art, another to be secure by birth. As for the solecisms which we call by that name, perhaps any learned man attending diligently will find them in my speech; for there was no lack of one who most expertly persuaded me that Cicero himself committed not a few faults of this kind. But of barbarism such a kind has been discovered in our own times that even that very oration by which Rome was saved seems barbarous.
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sed tu contemtis istis uel puerilibus rebus uel ad te non pertinentibus ita grammaticae paene diuinam uim naturamque cognosces, ut eius animam tenuisse, corpus disertis reliquisse uidearis. Hoc etiam de ceteris huius modi artibus dixerim, quas si penitus fortasse contemnis, admoneo te, quantum filius audeo quantumque permittis, ut fidem istam tuam, quam uenerandis mysteriis percepisti, firme cauteque custodias, deinde ut in hac uita atque moribus constanter uigilanterque permaneas.
但你,既輕看這些事——視之為孩童之事或與你無關者——你將如此認識文法學那近乎神聖的能力與本性,以致你彷彿已掌握了它的靈魂,而把它的身體留給了那些能言善辯者。對於其他此類技藝,我也要如此說:這些技藝若你或許徹底輕看它們,我便勸誡你——盡我作兒子所敢的,也盡你所允許的——要你堅定而謹慎地守護你那藉可敬的奧祕所領受的信德,然後要你在此生與此德行中恆常、警醒地持守不移。
But you, despising these things as either childish or as not pertaining to you, will so come to know the almost divine power and nature of grammar that you may seem to have grasped its soul and to have left its body to the eloquent. This I would say also of the other arts of this kind, which, if perhaps you utterly despise them, I admonish you — as much as I, your son, dare, and as much as you permit — that you firmly and warily guard that faith of yours which you have received through the venerable mysteries, and then that you constantly and vigilantly persevere in this life and in these morals.
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de rebus autem obscurissimis et tamen diuinis, quomodo deus et nihil mali faciat et sit omnipotens et tanta mala fiant et cui bono mundum fecerit, qui non erat indiguus, et utrum semper fuerit malum an tempore coeperit et, si semper fuit, utrum sub conditione dei fuerit et, si fuit, utrum etiam iste mundus semper fuerit, in quo illud malum diuino ordine domaretur-si autem hic mundus aliquando esse coepit, quomodo, antequam esset, potestate dei malum tenebatur et quid opus erat mundum fabricari, quo malum, quod iam dei potestas frenabat, ad poenas animarum includeretur? si autem fuit tempus, quo sub dei dominio malum non erat, quid subito accidit, quod per aeterna retro tempora non acciderat?
但關於那些最晦暗卻又神聖之事——上帝如何既不行任何惡、又是全能的,而如此巨大的諸惡卻仍發生;祂——那全無所缺者——為誰的益處造了世界;惡是否一向存在,還是在時間中開始;且若它一向存在,它是否在上帝的權能之下存在;且若它存在,這世界是否也一向存在,好使那惡在其中藉神聖的次序被馴服——但若這世界曾在某時開始存在,那麼在它存在之先,惡如何被握於上帝的權能之下,又何需打造一個世界、好把那上帝的權能已在約束的惡關進去、以懲罰眾靈魂?但若曾有一段時間,在上帝的統治之下並無惡,那麼是什麼突然發生了、而在其前一切世代中未曾發生?
But concerning matters most obscure and yet divine — how God both does no evil and is omnipotent, and yet such great evils come to pass; and for whose benefit He made the world, He who was in no need; and whether evil always existed or began in time; and, if it always existed, whether it existed under the condition of God; and, if it existed, whether this world too always existed, in which that evil might be tamed by the divine order — but if this world at some time began to be, how, before it existed, was evil held under the power of God, and what need was there to fashion a world in which the evil that God's power was already curbing should be shut up for the punishment of souls? But if there was a time in which under God's dominion there was no evil, what suddenly happened, which had not happened through all the ages before?
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in deo enim nouum extitisse consilium, ne dicam impium, ineptissimum est dicere. si autem inportunum fuisse et quasi improbum malum deo dicimus, quod nonnulli existimant, iam nemo doctus risum tenebit, nemo non suscensebit indoctus; quid enim potuit deo nocere mali nescio qua illa natura? si enim dicunt non potuisse, fabricandi mundi causa non erit; si potuisse dicunt, inexpiabile nefas est deum uiolabilem credere, nec ita saltem, ut uel uirtute prouiderit, ne sua substantia uiolaretur; namque animam poenas hic pendere fatentur, cum inter eius et dei substantiam nihil uelint omnino distare.
因為說在上帝裡面興起了一個新的計謀——姑且不說這是不虔敬之事——乃是極其荒謬的。但若我們如某些人所想,說惡對上帝而言曾是糾纏不休、彷彿邪惡的,那麼沒有一個有學識之人會忍住不笑,沒有一個無學識之人會不憤慨;因為那我不知是何物的惡之本性,能對上帝造成什麼傷害?因為若他們說它不能,那麼便沒有打造世界的緣由;若他們說它能,那麼相信上帝可被侵害就是不可贖的罪愆——甚至不是以這樣的方式:即祂至少可能藉其能力預先防範、使自己的本體不受侵害;因為他們承認靈魂在此償付刑罰,儘管他們主張靈魂的本體與上帝的本體之間毫無任何差別。
For to say that a new counsel arose in God — not to say an impious thing — is most absurd. But if we say that evil was importunate and, as it were, wicked toward God, as some think, then no learned man will restrain his laughter, and no unlearned man will fail to be indignant; for what harm could that I-know-not-what nature of evil do to God? For if they say it could not, there will be no cause for fashioning the world; if they say it could, it is an inexpiable crime to believe God violable — and not even in such a way that He might at least have provided by His power that His own substance not be violated; for they confess that the soul here pays penalties, though they hold that between its substance and God's there is no difference whatever.
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si autem istum mundum non factum dicamus, impium est atque ingratum credere, ne illud sequatur, quod deus eum non fabricarit — ergo de his atque huius modi rebus aut ordine illo eruditionis aut nullo modo quicquam requirendum est. Et ne quisquam latissimum aliquid nos conplexos esse arbitretur, hoc dico planius atque breuius, ad istarum rerum cognitionem neminem adspirare debere sine illa quasi duplici scientia bonae disputationis potentiaeque numerorum. si quis etiam hoc plurimum putat, solos numeros optime nouerit aut solam dialecticam.
但若我們要說這世界並非被造,那麼相信這事乃是不虔敬且忘恩的,免得那結論隨之而來——即上帝並未打造它。因此,關於這些及此類事情,要麼必須藉那學識的次序去探究,要麼就全然不必探究。又恐怕有人以為我們懷抱了某種極其龐大之物,這一點我更明白而簡短地說:對這些事的認識,無人當去企求,若沒有那彷彿雙重的科學——即善於論辯之學與數之能力之學。若有人認為連這也太多,就讓他單單極出色地認識數,或單單認識辯證法。
But if we should say that this world was not made, it is impious and ungrateful to believe it, lest that consequence follow — that God did not fashion it. Therefore, concerning these and suchlike matters, either something must be inquired by that order of erudition, or in no way at all. And lest anyone suppose that we have embraced something very vast, this I say more plainly and briefly: to the knowledge of these things no one ought to aspire without that, as it were, twofold science of good disputation and of the power of numbers. If anyone thinks even this too much, let him know most excellently the numbers alone, or dialectic alone.
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si et hoc infinitum est, tantum perfecte sciat, quid sit unum in numeris quantumque ualeat nondum in illa summa lege summoque ordine rerum omnium, sed in his, quae cotidie passim sentimus atque agimus. excipit enim hanc eruditionem iam ipsa philosophiae disciplina et in ea nihil plus inueniet, quam quid sit unum, sed longe altius longeque diuinius. cuius duplex quaestio est, una de anima, altera de deo. prima efficit, ut nosmet ipsos nouerimus, altera, ut originem nostram. illa nobis dulcior, ista carior, illa nos dignos beata uita, beatos haec facit, prima est illa discentibus, ista iam doctis.
若連這也無邊,就讓他至少完全認識數中的「一」是什麼、它有何等能力——尚非在那至高的律法與萬物至高的次序中,而是在這些我們日日處處所覺察與所行之事中。因為哲學這門學科本身承接了這種學識,而在其中,它所發現的無非是「一」是什麼,卻遠更崇高、遠更神聖。它的探究是雙重的:一是關乎靈魂,另一是關乎上帝。第一者使我們認識自己,第二者使我們認識自己的本源。第一者對我們更甘美,第二者更寶貴;第一者使我們配得那有福的生命,第二者使我們成為有福的;第一者是為那些正在學習之人,第二者是為那些已有學識之人。
If even this is unbounded, let him at least know perfectly what the one is in numbers and how much it avails — not yet in that supreme law and supreme order of all things, but in these things which we daily and everywhere perceive and do. For the very discipline of philosophy takes up this erudition, and in it it will find nothing more than what the one is, but far more loftily and far more divinely. Its inquiry is twofold: one concerning the soul, the other concerning God. The first brings it about that we know ourselves, the second that we know our origin. The first is sweeter to us, the second dearer; the first makes us worthy of the blessed life, the second makes us blessed; the first is for those who are learning, the second for those already learned.
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hic est ordo studiorum sapientiae, per quem fit quisque idoneus ad intellegendum ordinem rerum, id est ad dinoscendos duos mundos et ipsum parentem uniuersitatis, cuius nulla scientia est in anima nisi scire, quomodo eum nesciat. Hunc igitur ordinem tenens anima iam philosophiae tradita primo se ipsam inspicit et, cui iam illa eruditio persuasit aut suam aut se ipsam esse rationem, in ratione autem aut nihil esse melius et potentius numeris aut nihil aliud quam numerum esse rationem, ita secum loquetur: ego quodam meo motu interiore et occulto ea, quae discenda sunt, possum discernere uel conectere et haec uis mea ratio uocatur.
這就是智慧之學的次序,藉此每一個人都能勝任於理解事物的次序——也就是辨識那兩個世界以及宇宙萬有之父,關於這位父,靈魂裡沒有任何認識,除了知道自己如何不認識祂。那麼,靈魂持守此次序,如今被交付於哲學,它首先審視自己;而當那學識已說服它相信理性要麼是它自己所有的、要麼就是它自己,且在理性中要麼沒有什麼比數更好、更有力,要麼理性無非就是數——它便如此與自己對話:我能藉我某種內在而隱密的動作,區分或連接那些當被學習之物,而我這能力被稱為理性。
This is the order of the studies of wisdom, through which each one becomes fit for understanding the order of things — that is, for discerning the two worlds and the very Parent of the universe, of whom there is no knowledge in the soul save to know how it does not know Him. Holding this order, then, the soul, now handed over to philosophy, first inspects itself; and to it, once that erudition has persuaded it that reason is either its own or is itself, and that in reason either nothing is better and more powerful than numbers, or that reason is nothing else than number, it thus speaks with itself: I can, by a certain interior and hidden motion of mine, distinguish or connect those things which are to be learned, and this power of mine is called reason.
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quid autem discernendum est, nisi quod aut unum putatur et non est aut certe non tam unum est quam putatur? item cur quid conectendum est, nisi ut unum fiat, quantum potest? ergo et in discernendo et in conectendo unum uolo et unum amo, sed cum discerno, purgatum, cum conecto, integrum uolo. in illa parte uitantur aliena, in hac propria copulantur, ut unum aliquid perfectum fiat. lapis ut esset lapis, omnes eius partes omnisque natura in unum solidata est. quid arbor? nonne arbor non esset, si una non esset? quid membra cuiuslibet animantis ac uiscera et quidquid est eorum, e quibus constat? certe si unitatis patiantur diuortium, non erit animal. amici quid aliud quam unum esse conantur?
但有什麼是當被區分的,除了那被認為是一、卻並非是一之物,或至少並不如所被認為的那樣是一之物?同樣,為何有物當被連接,除非是要它盡其所能地成為一?因此,無論在區分還是在連接中,我意欲的是一、我所愛的是一;但當我區分時,我意欲那被淨化之物;當我連接時,我意欲那完整之物。在前者中,異己之物被避開;在後者中,本己之物被聯合,好使某個完整之一得以形成。為要石頭成其為石頭,它一切的部分與一切的本性都被鞏固為一。樹又如何?若樹不是一,樹豈不就不成其為樹?任何生靈的肢體、臟腑,以及構成它的那一切之物又如何?誠然,若它們遭受「一」的分離,它就不再是動物。朋友所竭力追求的,豈不正是要成為一?
But what is to be distinguished, except what is thought to be one and is not, or is certainly not so much one as it is thought to be? Likewise, why is anything to be connected, except that it may become one, as far as it can? Therefore both in distinguishing and in connecting I will one thing and I love one thing; but when I distinguish, I will the purified, and when I connect, I will the whole. In the former part alien things are avoided; in the latter, proper things are joined, so that some one perfect thing may come to be. That a stone might be a stone, all its parts and all its nature are consolidated into one. What of a tree? Would not a tree not be a tree if it were not one? What of the limbs of any living being, and the inward parts, and whatever those are of which it consists? Surely, if they suffer a divorce of unity, it will not be an animal. What else do friends strive for than to be one?
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et quanto magis unum, tanto magis amici sunt. populus una ciuitas est, cui est periculosa dissensio. quid est autem dissentire nisi non unum sentire? ex multis militibus fit unus exercitus. nonne quaeuis multitudo eo minus uincitur, quo magis in unum coit? unde ipsa coitio in unum cuneus nominatus est quasi couneus. quid amor omnis ? nonne unum uult fieri cum eo, quod amat et, si ei contingat, unum cum eo fit? uoluptas ipsa non ob aliud delectat uehementius, nisi quod amantia sese corpora in unum coguntur. dolor unde perniciosus est? quia id, quod unum erat, dissicere nititur. ergo molestum et periculosum est unum fieri cum eo, quod separari potest.
而它們越是一,就越是朋友。一個民族就是一座城市,紛爭對它是危險的。但何為紛爭,除了不感受如一?由眾多士兵組成一支軍隊。任何群眾豈不是越聚合為一、就越不易被擊敗?因此那聚合為一被稱為「楔形陣」(cuneus),彷彿「共一」(couneus)。一切的愛又如何?它豈不意欲與它所愛之物成為一,且若它得償所願,豈不與它成為一?快感本身之所以更猛烈地令人欣悅,無非因為相愛的身體被強逼合而為一。痛苦為何具毀滅性?因為那本為一之物竭力要被拆散。因此,與那能被分離之物成為一,乃是麻煩而危險的。
And the more they are one, the more they are friends. A people is one city, to which dissension is perilous. But what is it to dissent, except not to feel as one? Out of many soldiers one army is made. Is not any multitude the less easily conquered the more it comes together into one? Whence that coming-together into one is called a 'wedge' (cuneus), as it were 'co-one' (couneus). What of all love? Does it not will to become one with that which it loves, and, if it befall it, does it become one with it? Pleasure itself delights the more vehemently for no other reason than that loving bodies are forced together into one. Whence is pain destructive? Because that which was one strives to be scattered. Therefore it is troublesome and perilous to become one with that which can be separated.
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Ex multis rebus passim ante iacentibus, deinde in unam formam congregatis unam facio domum. melior ego, si quidem ego facio, illa fit, ideo melior, quia facio; non dubium est inde Ille esse meliorem, quam domus est. sed non inde sum melior hirundine aut apicula — nam et illa nidos adfabre struit et illa fauos — sed his melior, quia rationale animal sum. at si in ratis dimensionibus ratio est, numquidnam et aues quod fabricant, minus apte congruenterque dimensum est? immo numerosissimum est. non ergo numerosa faciendo sed numeros cognoscendo melior sum. quid ergo? illae nescientes operari numerosa poterant? poterant profecto. unde id docetur?
從許多先前散亂在我面前、然後被聚集成一個形式之物,我造成一座房屋。我是更好的,既然是我造它;它如此形成,並因這事——即由我造成——而更好。無疑,我因此比房屋更好。但我並不因此比燕子或小蜜蜂更好——因為燕子也精巧地築巢,蜜蜂也造蜂房——而我比這些更好,乃因我是有理性的動物。但若理性在於固定的尺度,那麼鳥類所造之物豈不同樣恰當而協調地被量度?不,它極其充滿數。因此我之所以更好,不是因製作具數之物,而是因認識數。那麼怎樣呢?那些鳥類豈能在不知情下製作出具數之物?它們確實能。這是從何得知的?
Out of many things lying scattered about before me, then gathered into one form, I make one house. I am the better, since it is I who make it; it becomes so, and it is the better for this, that I make it. There is no doubt that I am therefore better than the house is. But I am not therefore better than the swallow or the little bee — for the swallow too builds its nest artfully, and the bee its honeycombs — but I am better than these because I am a rational animal. But if reason lies in fixed dimensions, is not what the birds fashion measured no less aptly and congruously? Nay, it is most full of number. Therefore I am the better not by making numerical things, but by knowing numbers. What then? Could those birds, without knowing, produce numerical things? They certainly could. Whence is this taught?
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ex eo, quod nos quoque certis dimensionibus linguam dentibus et palato adcommodamus, ut ex ore litterae ac uerba prorumpant, nec tamen cogitamus, cum loquimur, quo motu oris id facere debeamus. deinde quis bonus cantator, etiamsi musicae sit imperitus, non ipso sensu naturali et rhythmum et melos perceptum memoria custodiat in canendo, quo quid fieri numerosius potest? si nescit indoctus, sed tamen facit operante natura. quando autem melior et pecoribus praeponendus ? quando nouit, quod faciat. nihil aliud me pecori praeponit, nisi quod rationale animal sum. Quomodo igitur inmortalis est ratio et ego simul et rationale et mortale quiddam definior? an ratio non est inmortalis ?
從這事得知:我們也以固定的尺度把舌頭配合牙齒與上顎,好使字母與字詞從口中迸出,然而我們在說話時卻不思量該以口部什麼動作去做。再者,哪一位好歌者——即使他不諳音樂——不憑那天然的感覺、在歌唱中憑記憶保有節奏與旋律呢?還有什麼比這更能合乎數地被做出?他既無學識便不知曉,然而他仍憑本性的運作而做到。但他何時才更好、當被置於牲畜之上呢?當他知道自己所做之事時。除了我是有理性的動物之外,沒有別的使我被置於牲畜之上。那麼,理性如何是不朽的,而我卻同時被界定為既有理性又是有死之物?抑或理性並非不朽?
From this: that we too fit our tongue to our teeth and palate in fixed dimensions, so that letters and words burst forth from the mouth, and yet we do not think, while we speak, by what movement of the mouth we ought to do it. Then, what good singer, even if he be unskilled in music, does not, by that very natural sense, keep both rhythm and melody, grasped by memory, in his singing — than which what can be done more numerically? He knows not, being unlearned, yet he does it, with nature operating. But when is he better and to be preferred above the beasts? When he knows what he does. Nothing else prefers me above the beast except that I am a rational animal. How, then, is reason immortal, and I at once defined as something both rational and mortal? Or is reason not immortal?
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sed unum ad duo uel duo ad quattuor uerissima ratio est nec magis heri fuit ista ratio uera quam hodie nec magis cras aut post annum erit uera nec, si omnis iste mundus concidat, poterit ista ratio non esse. ista enim semper talis est, mundus autem iste nec heri habuit nec cras habebit, quod habet hodie, nec hodierno ipso die uel spatio unius horae eodem loco solem habuit; ita, cum in eo nihil manet, nihil uel paruo spatio temporis habet eodem modo. igitur si inmortalis est ratio et ego, quae ista omnia uel discerno uel conecto, ratio sum, illud, quo mortale appellor, non est meum;
但一比二、或二比四,乃是最真實的比率;這比率昨日並不比今日更真,明日或一年之後也不會更真,且即使整個世界崩塌,這比率也不可能不存在。因為它永遠如此,而這世界昨日不曾擁有、明日也不會擁有它今日所有之物;甚至就在今日這一天,它也不曾把太陽保持在同一位置、哪怕僅一小時之久。這樣,既然其中無一物存留,它甚至在短短一段時間內也無一物以同樣方式存有。因此,若理性是不朽的,而我——這區分或連接這一切之物者——就是理性,那麼那使我被稱為有死者,並非我所本有的;
But one to two, or two to four, is a most true ratio; nor was that ratio more true yesterday than today, nor will it be more true tomorrow or a year hence, nor, if this whole world should collapse, could that ratio fail to be. For it is always such, but this world had neither yesterday, nor will it have tomorrow, what it has today; nor on this very day did it have the sun in the same place even for the space of one hour. Thus, since nothing remains in it, it has nothing in the same manner even for a small span of time. Therefore, if reason is immortal, and I, who either distinguish or connect all these things, am reason, then that whereby I am called mortal is not my own;
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aut si anima non id est, quod ratio, et tamen ratione utor et per rationem melior sum, a deteriore ad melius, a mortali ad inmortale fugiendum est. haec et alia multa secum anima bene erudita loquitur atque agitat, quae persequi nolo, ne, cum ordinem uos docere cupio, modum excedam, qui pater est ordinis. gradatim enim se et ad mores uitamque optimam non iam sola fide sed certa ratione perducit. cui numerorum uim atque potentiam diligenter intuenti nimis indignum uidebitur et nimis flendum per suam scientiam uersum bene currere citharamque concinere et suam uitam seque ipsam, quae anima est, deuium iter sequi et dominante sibi libidine cum turpissimo se uitiorum strepitu dissonare.
或者,若靈魂並非理性之所是,而我卻運用理性、並藉理性而更好,那麼我便當從較差奔向較好、從有死奔向不朽。這些以及許多別的事,那受過良好教導的靈魂在自身之內言說並反覆思量,我不願再進一步追述,免得當我渴望教導你們次序時,反而超出了節度——而節度乃是次序之父。因為它一步一步地引領自己、甚至達到最美善的德行與生活,不再單憑信德、而是憑確定的理性。對於一個勤勉地凝望數之力量與能力的人而言,這將顯得極其不配、極其可悲:藉著它自己的知識,一句詩得以妥善地流轉、一把基薩拉琴得以和諧地齊鳴,而它自己的生命與它自身——即那靈魂——卻走上偏斜的道路,任由情慾轄制它,以最可恥的惡行喧囂而走音失諧。
or if the soul is not that which reason is, and yet I use reason and through reason am the better, then from the worse to the better, from the mortal to the immortal, must I flee. These and many other things the well-instructed soul speaks and revolves within itself, which I do not wish to pursue further, lest, while I desire to teach you order, I exceed measure, which is the father of order. For step by step it leads itself even to the best morals and life, no longer by faith alone but by sure reason. To one who diligently beholds the force and power of numbers, it will seem exceedingly unworthy and exceedingly to be lamented that, through its own knowledge, a verse should run well and a cithara sound in harmony, while its own life and its very self, which is the soul, should follow a devious path and, with lust lording it over it, should jar out of tune with the most shameful din of the vices.
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Cum autem se conposuerit et ordinarit atque concinnam pulchramque reddiderit, audebit iam deum uidere atque ipsum fontem, unde manat omne uerum, ipsumque patrem ueritatis. deus magne, qui erunt illi oculi, quam sani, quam decori, quam ualentes, quam constantes, quam sereni, quam beati! quid autem est illud, quod uident ? quid quaeso, quid arbitremur, quid aestimemus, quid loquamur ? cotidiana uerba occurrunt et sordidata sunt omnia uilissimis rebus. nihil amplius dicam nisi promitti nobis aspectum pulchritudinis, cuius imitatione pulchra, cuius conparatione foeda sunt cetera.
然而,當靈魂整理並安排了自己,使自己變得諧和而美好,那時它便敢於瞻仰上帝,瞻仰那湧流出一切真理的泉源,以及真理之父本身。偉大的上帝啊,那將是怎樣的眼目——何等健全,何等秀美,何等有力,何等堅定,何等寧靜,何等有福!而它們所看見的,又是什麼呢?我問:那是什麼?我們當如何思想它、如何估量它、如何述說它?日常的字眼湧上心頭,卻全被最卑賤之物所玷污。除此之外我別無可說,只能說:應許給我們的,乃是那美的瞻仰——萬物因效法它而顯為美,萬物與它相較則顯為醜。
But when the soul has composed and ordered itself, and rendered itself harmonious and fair, it will then dare to behold God, and the very fountain from which all truth flows, and the Father of truth Himself. O great God, what eyes those will be — how sound, how comely, how strong, how steadfast, how serene, how blessed! And what is that which they behold? What, I ask, are we to think it, how are we to reckon it, what are we to say of it? Everyday words come to hand, and they are all soiled by the basest of things. I will say nothing further than that there is promised to us the sight of a Beauty, in imitation of which all other things are fair, and in comparison with which all else is foul.
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hanc quisquis uiderit — uidebit autem, qui bene uiuit, bene orat, bene studet — quando eum mouebit, cur alius optans habere filios non habet, alius abundanter, exponat alius, oderit nascituros, diligat natos? quomodo non repugnet nihil futurum esse, quod non sit apud deum. ex quo necesse est ordine omnia fieri et tamen non frustra deum rogari ? postremo quando istum uirum mouebunt aut ulla onera aut ulla pericula aut ulla fastidia aut ulla blandimenta fortunae ?
凡看見這美的人——而善於生活、善於祈禱、善於求學的人必要看見它——那時還有什麼能使他動搖呢?為何有人渴望生育兒女卻不得,另一人卻子女繁多,竟至棄嬰,憎惡將要出生的,不愛已經出生的?這豈不與此真理相衝突:凡在上帝那裡尚不存在的,便不能成就?由此必然可知萬事皆按次序而成,然而向上帝祈求並非徒然。末了,還有什麼重擔、什麼危難、什麼厭倦,或什麼命運的諂媚,能夠動搖這樣的人呢?
Whoever shall have seen this Beauty — and he shall see it who lives well, prays well, studies well — when will it move him to ask why one man who longs to have children has none, while another has them in abundance yet exposes them, hating those about to be born and neglecting those already born? How shall it not conflict with the truth that nothing can come to be which is not already present with God, and that from this it follows of necessity that all things happen according to an order, and yet God is not besought in vain? Finally, when shall any burdens, any dangers, any weariness, or any allurements of fortune move such a man?
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in hoc enim sensibili mundo uehementer considerandum est, quid sit tempus et locus, ut, quod delectat in parte siue loci siue temporis, intellegatur tamen multo esse melius totum, cuius illa pars est, et rursus, quod offendit in parte, perspicuum sit homini docto non ob aliud offendere, nisi quia non uidetur totum, cui pars illa mirabiliter congruit, in illo uero mundo intellegibili quamlibet partem tamquam totum pulchram esse atque perfectam. dicentur ista latius, si uestra studia siue memoratum istum a nobis siue alium fortasse breuiorem atque commodiorem, rectum tamen ordinem, ut hortor ac spero, tenere instituerint atque omnino nauiter constanterque tenuerint.
因為在這可感的世界裡,必須極其仔細地思量時間與空間為何物,好使凡在空間或時間某一部分中令我們喜悅之物,仍被理解為:那作為它所屬部分之整體,乃遠為美善;反之,凡在某一部分中令人不悅之物,在學者看來必然明顯:其令人不悅無非是因為未見那整體,而那部分奇妙地與此整體相合。然而在那可理解的世界裡,任何一部分都如同整體一般美麗而完全。倘若你們的學業立志持守——如我所勸勉並盼望的——那正確的次序(無論是我們所述說的這一種,或另一種更簡短更便捷的),並且完全勤勉而堅定地持守之,這些道理便要更詳盡地闡明。
For in this sensible world one must consider most carefully what time and place are, so that whatever delights us in a part of place or time may nevertheless be understood to be far better as a whole, of which that thing is but a part; and again, that whatever offends in a part may be evident to the learned man as offending for no other reason than that the whole is not seen, to which that part marvelously belongs; whereas in that intelligible world any part whatsoever is beautiful and perfect as a whole. These things will be treated more fully, if your studies shall have set themselves to hold — as I exhort and hope — the right order, whether this one recounted by us, or perhaps some other briefer and more convenient one, and shall have held to it altogether diligently and steadfastly.
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Quod ut nobis liceat, summa opera danda est optimis moribus; deus enim noster aliter nos exaudire non poterit, bene autem uiuentes facillime exaudiet. oremus ergo, non ut nobis diuitiae uel honores uel huius modi res fluxae atque nutantes et quouis resistente transeuntes, sed ut ea proueniant, quae nos bonos faciant ac beatos. quae uota ut deuotissime inpleantur, tibi maxime hoc negotium, mater, iniungimus, cuius precibus indubitanter credo atque confirmo mihi istam mentem deum dedisse, ut inueniendae ueritati nihil omnino praeponam, nihil aliud uelim, nihil cogitem, nihil amem, nec desino credere nos hoc tantum boni, quod te promerente concupiuimus, eadem te petente adepturos.
為使這事得以准許我們,必須竭盡全力於最良善的品行;因為我們的上帝別無他法俯聽我們,唯有我們生活良善時,祂才最樂意垂聽。所以讓我們祈求,不是求財富、尊榮,或此類飄忽動搖、稍遇阻力便消逝之物,而是求那使我們善良而有福之事得以成就。為使這些祈願得以最虔誠地應驗,母親啊,我特將此重任託付於你;因你的祈禱,我確信不疑,並且斷言:上帝已賜給我這樣的心志——使我絕不將任何事物置於尋求真理之上,別無所願、別無所思、別無所愛;我也不停止相信:這如此浩大的美善,既是我們藉你的功德所渴慕的,也必藉你的懇求而得著。
That this may be granted us, the utmost effort must be given to the best of morals; for our God will not otherwise be able to hear us, but will most readily hear us if we live well. Let us pray, therefore, not that riches or honours or things of this sort — fleeting and tottering and passing away at the least resistance — may come to us, but that those things may come to pass which make us good and blessed. And that these prayers may be most devoutly fulfilled, this task I lay chiefly upon you, mother; for by your prayers I undoubtedly believe, and I affirm, that God has given me this mind: that I set absolutely nothing before the finding of truth, that I will nothing else, think of nothing else, love nothing else; nor do I cease to believe that this so great a good, which we have desired through your deserving, we shall obtain through your entreaty.
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iam uero te, Alypi, quid horter, quid moneam? qui propterea nimius non es, quia talia quantumuis amare fortasse semper parum, nimium uero numquam recte dici potest. Hic ille: Uere effecisti, inquit, ut memoriam doctissimorum ac magnorum uirorum, quae aliquando pro rerum magnitudine incredibilis uidebatur, et cotidiana consideratione et ista praesenti quae in te nobis est admiratione non solum dubiam non habeamus uerum etiam, si necesse sit, de illa iurare possimus. quid enim ?
如今,亞利比烏斯,我當以什麼勸勉你,以什麼提醒你呢?你在此事上並無過度,因為愛慕這樣的事,無論多深,或許總可稱為太少,卻絕不能正當地說是太多。這時他說:「你真的做到了這一點:那些最博學、最偉大之人的記述,從前因事情之宏大而顯得難以置信,如今我們藉著每日的思索,並藉著此刻對你所懷的欽佩,不但不再懷疑,甚至若有必要,還能為之起誓。還有什麼可說的呢?
And now, Alypius, with what shall I exhort you, of what shall I admonish you? You are not excessive in this, since to love such things, however much, can perhaps always be called too little, but never rightly too much. Here he said: You have truly brought it about that the memory of those most learned and great men — which once, on account of the greatness of the matter, seemed incredible — we now, both by daily reflection and by this present admiration which we have for you, not only do not hold in doubt, but could even, if need be, swear to it. For what more?
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nobis nonne illa uenerabilis ac prope diuina quae iure et habita est et probata Pythagorae disciplina abs te hodie nostris etiam paene oculis reserata est, cum et uitae regulas et scientiae non tam itinera quam ipsos campos ac liquida aequora et, quod illi uiro magnae uenerationi fuit, ipsa etiam sacraria ueritatis ubi essent, qualia essent, quales quaererent, et breuiter et ita plane significasti, ut, quamuis suspicemur et credamus tibi esse adhuc secretiora, tamen non absque inpudentia nos putemus, si amplius quicquam flagitandum arbitremur ?
那畢達哥拉斯的學說,可敬而幾乎神聖,正當地既被人領受又被人稱許——你今日豈不幾乎在我們眼前將它向我們揭開了嗎?你既簡短又如此清楚地指明了生活的準則,並且指明了知識——不僅是通往它的道路,更是它的原野本身與清澈開闊的海面,以及那對畢氏本人乃是大受尊崇之物——甚至真理的聖所本身:它們在何處、是何性質、何等人尋求它們;以致我們雖猜想並相信你仍藏有更隱秘之事,卻仍當認為:若我們以為還應索求更多,便未免有些無恥了。
Has not that venerable and almost divine discipline of Pythagoras — which has rightly been both held and approved — been today unlocked to us by you, almost before our very eyes, when you signified, both briefly and yet so plainly, both the rules of life and, of knowledge, not so much the paths as the very fields themselves and the clear open seas, and — what was to that man an object of great veneration — even the very sanctuaries of truth: where they were, of what kind they were, what kind of men sought them; so that, although we suspect and believe that there are still more secret things known to you, we should nevertheless think it not without shamelessness if we judged that anything more ought to be demanded?
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Accipio ista, inquam, libenter — neque enim me tam uerba tua, quae uera non sunt, quam uerus in uerbis animus delectat atque excitat - et bene, quod ei mittere statuimus has litteras, qui de nobis solet libenter multa mentiri. si qui autem alii fortasse legerint, neque hos metuo, ne tibi suscenseant. quis enim amantis errori in iudicando non beneuolentissime ignoscat? quod autem Pythagorae mentionem fecisti, nescio quo illo diuino ordine occulto tibi in mentem uenisse credo. res enim multum necessaria mihi prorsus exciderat, quam in illo uiro — si quid litteris memoriae mandatis credendum est; quamuis Uarroni quis non credat ?
我欣然領受這些話,我說——因為使我喜悅並激勵我的,與其說是你那並不真實的言辭,不如說是言辭中那真誠的心意——好在我們已決定把這封信寄給一位慣於樂意編造許多關於我們的謊言之人。倘若或許有別人讀到它,我也不怕他們會因此對你惱怒。因為誰不會極其寬厚地饒恕一個愛人在論斷上的錯謬呢?至於你提及畢達哥拉斯之事,我相信那是藉著某種我所不知的隱秘神聖安排而進入你心中的。因為有一件於我甚為必要之事,曾幾乎從我記憶中滑落,那事在畢氏身上——倘若記載於書信文字中的事值得採信;然而誰能不信瓦羅呢?——
I accept these words gladly, said I — for it is not so much your words, which are not true, that delight and stir me, as the true spirit in your words — and it is well that we have decided to send this letter to one who is wont to tell many lies about us gladly. But if perhaps any others shall have read it, neither do I fear these, that they should be angry at you. For who would not most kindly pardon the error of a lover in judging? And as for your having made mention of Pythagoras, I believe it came into your mind by some hidden divine ordering unknown to me. For a matter much needful to me had quite slipped away, which in that man — if any credence is to be given to things committed to writing in letters; and yet who would not believe Varro? —
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- mirari et paene cotidianis, ut scis, ecferre laudibus soleo, quod regendae rei publicae disciplinam suis auditoribus ultimam tradebat iam doctis iam perfectis iam sapientibus iam beatis. tantos ibi enim fluctus uidebat, ut eis nollet committere nisi uirum, qui et in regendo paene diuine scopulos euitaret et, si omnia defecissent, ipse illis fluctibus quasi scopulus fieret. de solo enim sapiente uerissime dici potest: ille uelut, pelagi rupes immota resistit et cetera, quae luculentis in hanc sententiam uersibus dicta sunt. Hic finis disputationis factus est laetisque omnibus et multum sperantibus consessum dimisimus, cum iam nocturnum lumen fuisset inlatum. AUGUSTINI RETKACTATIONUM LIB.
——我常常讚賞,並且如你所知,幾乎每日以稱頌高舉之事,便是:他把治理國家的學問作為最後一樣傳授給他的門徒,那時他們已然博學、已然完備、已然智慧、已然有福。因為他在那裡看見如此巨大的波濤,以致他不願將此託付給任何人,除非那能在治理中幾乎神一般地避開暗礁、並且倘若一切都告失敗、便能自己成為抵擋那波濤之磐石的人。因為唯獨對智者才能最真實地說:「他如海中之岩,巋然不動而抵擋」,以及其餘為此意所寫的華美詩句。討論至此結束,眾人歡喜,滿懷盼望,我們便散去,那時夜間的燈火已經點起。奧古斯丁《訂正錄》卷。
— I am wont to admire, and, as you know, almost daily to extol with praises: namely, that he handed on the discipline of governing the commonwealth as the last thing to his hearers, when they were already learned, already perfected, already wise, already blessed. For he saw there such great waves that he was unwilling to entrust it to any but the man who both in governing might almost divinely avoid the rocks, and, if all else should fail, might himself become as it were a rock to those waves. For of the wise man alone it can most truly be said: 'He, like a sea-cliff, stands unmoved and resists,' and the rest, which have been spoken in splendid verses to this effect. Here an end was made of the discussion, and, all being glad and full of much hope, we dismissed the assembly, since by now the nocturnal light had been brought in. FROM AUGUSTINE'S BOOK OF RETRACTATIONS.
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I CAP. III. (PAG. 19, 8 ED. KNOELL) DE ORDINE LIBRI DUO. Per idem tempus, inter illos quidem, qui de Academicis scripti sunt, duos etiam libros de ordine scripsi, in quibus quaestio magna uersatur, utrum omnia bona et mala di??nae prouidentiae ordo contineat. sed cum rem uiderem ad intellegendum difficilem satis aegre ad eorum perceptionem, cum quibus agebam, disputando posse perduci, de ordine studendi loqui malui, cum a corporalibus ad incorporalia potest profici. Uerum et his libris displicet mihi saepe interpositum fortunae uocabulum; et quod non addebam: corporis, quando sensus corporis nominaui;
卷一,第三章(第19頁,第8行,克諾爾編本):《論次序》二卷。在同一時期,在那些論及學園派的著作之中,我也寫了兩卷《論次序》,其中討論了一個重大問題:神聖天意的次序是否包含一切善與惡。但因我見此事難於理解,而與我論辯之人幾乎無法藉推論被引至領會此理,我便寧願談論求學的次序,人可藉此從有形之物進至無形之物。然而在這幾卷書中,「命運」一詞屢屢被插入,也令我不悅;還有,當我提及「身體的感官」時,卻未加上「身體的」一語;
Book I, Chapter III (page 19, line 8, ed. Knoell): CONCERNING ORDER, TWO BOOKS. During the same period, among those which were written about the Academics, I also wrote two books On Order, in which a great question is treated: whether the order of divine providence contains all things good and evil. But since I saw the matter to be difficult enough to understand, and that those with whom I was dealing could scarcely be brought by argument to grasp it, I chose rather to speak of the order of studying, by which one can advance from bodily things to incorporeal things. But in these books too it displeases me that the word 'fortune' is so often interposed; and that I did not add 'of the body' when I named 'the sense of the body';
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et quod multum tribui liberalibus disciplinis, quas multi sancti multum nesciunt, quidam etiam sciunt et sancti non sunt; et quod Musas quasi aliquas deas quamuis iocando commemoraui; et quod admirationem uitium nuncupaui; et quod philosophos non uera pietate praeditos dixi uirtutis luce fulsisse; et quod duos mundos unum sensibilem, alterum intellegibilem, non ex Platonis uel ex Platonicorum persona, sed ex mea sic commendaui, tamquam hoc etiam dominus significare uoluerit, quia non ait: regnum meum non est de mundo, sed:
還有,我把許多歸給自由學科,而許多聖徒對這些學科甚為無知,某些懂得它們的人卻並不聖潔;還有,我提及繆斯女神,彷彿她們是某些女神,雖是戲言;還有,我稱欽羨為一種惡習;還有,我說那些不具真敬虔的哲學家曾以德行之光閃耀;還有,我推許兩個世界——一個是可感的,另一個是可理解的——並非以柏拉圖或柏拉圖派之口吻,而是以我自己的口吻,彷彿主也曾願意指明此意,因為祂並不說「我的國不屬世界」,而是說:
and that I attributed much to the liberal disciplines, of which many holy men are much ignorant, while some who know them are not holy; and that I made mention of the Muses as though they were certain goddesses, albeit in jest; and that I called admiration a vice; and that I said that philosophers not endowed with true piety had shone with the light of virtue; and that I commended two worlds — one sensible, the other intelligible — not from the person of Plato or of the Platonists, but from my own, as though the Lord too had wished to signify this, since He does not say 'My kingdom is not of the world,' but:
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regnum meum non est de hoc mundo, cum possit et aliqua locutione dictum inueniri et, si alius a domino Christo significatus est mundus, ille congruentius possit intellegi, in quo erit caelum nouum et terra noua, quando conplebitur quod oramus dicentes: adueniat regnum tuum. nec Plato quidem in hoc errauit, quia esse mundum intellegibilem dixit, si non uocabulum, quod ecclesiasticae consuetudini in re illa inusitatum est, sed ipsam rem uelimus adtendere. mundum quippe ille intellegibilem nuncupauit ipsam rationem sempiternam atque incommutabilem, qua fecit deus mundum.
「我的國不屬這世界」——雖然這也可以理解為某種說法而已,並且倘若主基督所指的是另一個世界,那更合宜可理解的乃是那將有新天新地的世界,即當我們祈禱說「願你的國降臨」時所要成就的那世界。柏拉圖在此也確實沒有錯,因他說有一個可理解的世界,只要我們願意留意的不是那名稱——此名稱在此事上為教會慣例所不習用——而是那事情本身。因為那人所稱的可理解的世界,乃是那永恆不變的理性本身,上帝藉以造成了世界。
'My kingdom is not of this world' — although it can be found to have been said also by some manner of speech, and, if another world was signified by the Lord Christ, that world could be more fittingly understood in which there will be a new heaven and a new earth, when there shall be fulfilled what we pray when we say: 'Thy kingdom come.' Nor indeed did Plato err in this, in that he said there is an intelligible world, if we are willing to attend not to the term — which is unusual to ecclesiastical custom in that matter — but to the thing itself. For that man named the intelligible world that very eternal and unchangeable Reason by which God made the world.
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quam qui esse negat, sequitur, ut dicat inrationabiliter deum fecisse quod fecit, aut, cum faceret uel antequam faceret, nescisse, quid faceret, si apud eum ratio faciendi non erat. si uero erat, sicut erat, ipsam uidetur Plato uocasse intellegibilem mundum. nec tamen isto nomine nos uteremur, si iam satis essemus litteris ecclesiasticis eruditi. Nec illud mihi placet, quod cum dixissem: summa opera danda est optimis moribus, mox addidi: deus enim noster aliter nos exaudire non poterit; bene autem uiuentes facillime exaudiet . sic enim dictum est, tamquam deus non exaudiat peccatores;
凡否認此理性存在的人,結果就必得說:上帝乃是不合理性地造成祂所造之物;或說祂在造之時、或未造之先,並不知道祂在造什麼——倘若在祂裡面沒有造物的理性。但若有——正如確實是有——柏拉圖似乎就是把這事物稱為可理解的世界。然而,倘若我那時已充分受過教會著作的教導,我就不會使用這名稱了。還有一事也令我不悅:當我說了「必須竭盡全力於最良善的品行」之後,便隨即加上:「因為我們的上帝別無他法俯聽我們,唯有生活良善的人祂才最樂意垂聽。」因為這話說得彷彿上帝不垂聽罪人;
Whoever denies that this exists, it follows that he must say that God irrationally made what He made, or that, while He was making it or before He made it, He did not know what He was making, if there was in Him no reason for making. But if there was — as there was — Plato seems to have called this very thing the intelligible world. Yet we would not have used this name had we already been sufficiently instructed in ecclesiastical writings. Nor does that please me, that when I had said 'the utmost effort must be given to the best of morals,' I straightway added: 'for our God cannot otherwise hear us; but He will most readily hear those who live well.' For it was so said as though God does not hear sinners;
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