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qui cum in coenobio moraretur eumque necessitas coartaret, ut statutum operis pensum cotidie oeconomo traderet, ne in maiorem operis modum alicuius propensius laborantis tenderetur uel confunderetur exemplo, cum in coenobio quempiam fratrum uidisset ingressum, qui ardore fidei uellet aliquid amplius operis consignare, si clandestinis eum persuasionibus reuocare ab huiusmodi intentione minime potuisset, consiliis prauis ac susurrationibus ad transmigrandum exinde persuadebat: et quo eum facilius asportaret, se quoque iam olim multis ex causis offensum confingebat uelle discedere, si solacium itineris uel comitis repperisset.
這人住在一所修院裡,因需要被迫每日將所定份量的工作交給管家,免得他被某個更殷勤勞作之人的榜樣拉去做更大量的工作,或因此蒙羞。當他看見某個弟兄進了修院,那弟兄出於信德的熱心,願意多擔一些工作,而他又絕不能用暗中的勸說把那人從這樣的意圖上拉回來,他就用邪惡的計謀和私語,勸那人從那裡遷走。為要更容易把那人帶走,他假裝自己也早已因許多緣故受了冒犯,願意離去,只要能找到同路或同伴的慰藉。
This man, while he was dwelling in a coenobium, and necessity constrained him to hand over daily to the steward the appointed quota of work, lest he should be stretched beyond a greater measure of labor by the example of someone else laboring more diligently, or be put to shame—when he had seen some brother enter the coenobium who out of ardor of faith wished to assign himself somewhat more of work, and when he could by no means recall him from such a purpose by secret persuasions, would by wicked counsels and whisperings persuade him to migrate away from there; and, that he might the more easily carry him off, he would feign that he too now, long since offended for many reasons, wished to depart, if he could find the solace of a journey or of a companion.
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cumque eum ad consensum occultis obtrectationibus n*onasterii pellexisset, condicens ei horam qua de monasterio deberet. exire uel locum quo se praeueniens expectaret, ipse uelut ilico subsecuturus ibidem subsistebat, illoque iam pro discessus sui uerecundia non audente ad monasterium de quo aufugerat ulterius adgregari, inlex fugae eius in coenobio residebat. hoc unum exemplum de istiusmodi genere hominum pro incipientium cautione posuisse sufficiat, quo pateat euidentius, quanta mala otiositas secundum scripturae sententiam in monachi mente parturiat, uel quemadmodum corrumpant mores bonos conloquia mala.
當他用暗中的毀謗誘使那人答應離開修院,並為他指定了當從修院出去的時辰、以及當先去等候他的地點——他自己卻彷彿隨即就要跟上似的,仍留在原處。及至那人因自己離去的羞愧,不敢再回到他所逃出的修院,這誘人逃跑的卻仍住在修院裡。為著初學者的警戒,記下這一個關於這類人的例子就夠了,好叫人更清楚看見:照聖經的判語,懶散在修士的心中生出何等大的惡,以及惡的交談如何敗壞善的品行。
And when by secret detractions he had enticed him to consent to leave the monastery, appointing him the hour at which he should go out from the monastery, and the place where he should await him going before—he himself, as though about to follow immediately, would remain there on the spot; and when the other, out of shame at his own departure, did not dare to be joined again to the monastery from which he had fled, the enticer of his flight would stay on in the coenobium. Let it suffice to have set down this one example concerning this kind of men for the caution of beginners, that it may appear the more evidently how great evils idleness, according to the sentence of Scripture, brings to birth in the mind of a monk, and how evil conversations corrupt good morals.
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Quod otiositatis uitium etiam sapientissimus Salomon euidentissime notat multis, ita dicens: qui sectatur otium, replebitur paupertate, uel uisibili scilicet uel inuisibili, qua necesse est otiosum quemque et diuersis uitiis inuolutum teneri et alienum semper exsistere a contemplatione dei uel diuitiis spiritalibus, de quibus beatus apostolus: quia in omnibus, inquit, diuites facti estis in illo, in omni uerbo et in omni scientia. de hac autem otiosi paupertate alibi quoque ita describitur: et uestietur conscissa et pannosa omnis somniculosus. sine dubio enim non merebitur illo incorruptionis uestimento ornari, de quo apostolus praecepit: induite uos dominum Iesum Christum, et iterum:
這懶散的惡習,連至智的所羅門也用許多話極其清楚地標明,說:「隨從懶散的,必為貧窮所充滿」——無論是有形的,還是無形的貧窮,凡懶散的人必因此被拘於各樣惡習之中,且永遠與神的默觀、與屬靈的豐富無份。論到這豐富,蒙福的使徒說:「因為你們在他裡面凡事富足,口才知識都全備。」而論到懶散之人的這貧窮,另一處也這樣描寫:「凡貪睡的,必穿破爛衣服。」因為無疑,他必不配得那不朽壞的衣服為裝飾——論到這衣服,使徒吩咐說:「總要披戴主耶穌基督。」又說:
This vice of idleness even the most wise Solomon most clearly marks with many words, saying thus: 'He that follows idleness shall be filled with poverty'—whether visible, namely, or invisible, by which every idle man must needs be held entangled in divers vices, and be always a stranger to the contemplation of God and to spiritual riches, concerning which the blessed apostle says: 'For in all things you have been made rich in him, in all utterance and in all knowledge.' But of this poverty of the idle it is elsewhere also thus described: 'And every drowsy one shall be clothed with rags and tatters.' For without doubt he will not deserve to be adorned with that garment of incorruption, concerning which the apostle enjoined: 'Put on the Lord Jesus Christ,' and again:
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induti lurica iustitiae et caritatis, et de quo etiam dominus ad Hierusalem loquitur per prophetam: exsurge exsurge, Hierusalem, induere uestimentis gloriae tuae, quisque somno otii uel acediae superatus non industriae suae labore, sed inertiae pannis operiri maluerit, quos abscidens de perfecta plenitudine et corpore scripturarum non uestimentum gloriae nec decoris, sed ignominiosum excusationis uelamen suae coaptabit ignauiae. solent enim hi, qui sunt hac segnitie dissoluti, nolentes opere manuum sustentari, quod apostolus indesinenter exercuit uel nobis exercere praecepit, quibusdam uti testimoniis scripturarum, quibus quoddam inertiae suae uelamen inponant, dicentes scriptum esse:
「披戴公義與愛心的護心鏡」;論到這衣服,主也藉先知對耶路撒冷說:「錫安哪,興起,興起!耶路撒冷啊,穿上你榮耀的衣服。」凡被懶散或怠惰的睡眠所勝,寧願不藉自己勤勞的勞作、反藉懶惰的破爛遮身的人——他從聖經完全的豐盛與整體上剪下這些破爛——他為自己所配上的不是榮耀或華美的衣服,乃是可恥的遮蓋,是他自己怠惰的藉口。因為那些被這慵懶所放縱、不願靠親手勞作維生(這勞作是使徒不住地操練、也吩咐我們操練的)的人,慣常引用聖經的某些話語,好用來給自己的怠惰披上遮蓋,說經上記著:
'clothed with the breastplate of righteousness and of charity,' and concerning which also the Lord speaks to Jerusalem through the prophet: 'Arise, arise, Jerusalem, put on the garments of thy glory.' Whoever, overcome by the sleep of idleness or of sloth, has chosen to be covered not by the labor of his own industry but by the rags of laziness—cutting these off from the perfect fullness and body of the Scriptures—shall fit to himself not a garment of glory nor of comeliness, but an ignominious covering, an excuse for his own slothfulness. For those who are dissolved by this sluggishness, unwilling to be sustained by the labor of their hands—which the apostle unceasingly practiced and enjoined us to practice—are wont to use certain testimonies of the Scriptures, by which they may impose a certain covering upon their sloth, saying that it is written:
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operamini non cibum qui perit. sed qui permanet in uitam aeternam, et: meus cibus est ut faciam uoluntatem patris mei. sed haec testimonia panni quidam sunt de solida euangelicae lectionis plenitudine et ad hoc adsuuntur, ut contegant potius ignominiam otiositatis ac uerecundiae nostrae quam ut calefaciant et exornent nos illa pretiosa ueste perfectaque uirtutum, quam in Prouerbiis mulier illa sapiens, quae fortitudine et decore induta est, uel sibi uel uiro suo fecisse describitur: de qua etiam consequenter infertur: fortitudine et decore induta est, et laetata est in diebus nouissimis. de hoc inertiae morbo rursus idem Salomon ita commemorat:
「不要為那必壞的食物勞力,要為那存到永生的食物勞力」;又說:「我的食物就是遵行我父的旨意。」但這些話語不過是從福音篇章堅實的豐盛上撕下的破爛,被縫綴上去,其目的乃是遮蓋我們懶散與羞恥的可恥,而不是用那寶貴的衣服和德行的完全裝束來溫暖並裝飾我們——這衣服,在《箴言》中,那披戴能力與華美的智慧婦人,被描寫為給自己或給丈夫所做的;論到她隨後又說:「能力和華美是她的衣服;她想到日後的景況就喜笑。」論到這怠惰之病,這位所羅門又這樣記著:
'Labor not for the food which perishes, but for that which endures unto life eternal,' and: 'My food is to do the will of my Father.' But these testimonies are certain rags torn from the solid fullness of the Gospel reading, and are patched on to this end: that they may cover rather the ignominy of our idleness and shame than that they should warm and adorn us with that precious garment and perfect vesture of the virtues—which in the Proverbs that wise woman, who is clothed with strength and comeliness, is described as having made either for herself or for her husband: concerning whom it is consequently added: 'She is clothed with strength and comeliness, and she has rejoiced in the latter days.' Concerning this disease of sloth again the same Solomon thus records:
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uiae nihil operantium stratae sunt spinis, id est illis ac similibus uitiis, quae apostolus in superioribus de otio pullulare praefatus est, et iterum: in desideriis est omnis otiosus, de quibus apostolus commemorat dicens: et nullius aliquid desideretis, et ad extremum: multa enim mala docuit otiositas. quae euidenter apostolus in his quae supra exposuimus enumerauit dicens: nihil operantes sed curiose agentes, huicque uitio subiunxit aliud: et operam detis ut quieti sitis, et deinde ut uestra negotia agatis, et ut honeste ambuletis ad eos qui foris sunt, et nullius aliquid desideretis. quos etiam inordinatos ac rebelles notat, ab his studiosos quosque segregari praecipiens:
「無所作為之人的道路長滿荊棘」——就是使徒在上文所宣告從懶散發芽的那些和類似的惡習;又說:「凡懶散的人都在私慾之中」——論到這,使徒記著說:「不要貪圖任何人的東西」;末了說:「懶散教導了許多惡事。」這些惡事,使徒在我們上文所解說的話中明明列舉出來,說:「甚麼工都不作,反倒專管閒事」;他又在這惡習上加上另一樣:「要立志作安靜人」,然後說「辦自己的事」,又「向外人行事端正」,「不貪圖任何人的東西」。他也標明這些人為不守規矩、叛逆的,吩咐一切殷勤的人與他們分別:
'The ways of those who do nothing are strewn with thorns'—that is, with those and like vices which the apostle above declared to sprout from idleness; and again: 'Every idle man is in desires'—concerning which the apostle records, saying: 'And desire nothing of any man's'; and finally: 'For idleness has taught many evils.' These the apostle evidently enumerated in the things which we have expounded above, saying: 'doing nothing, but being busybodies'; and to this vice he added another: 'and that you strive to be quiet,' and then, 'that you do your own business,' and 'that you walk honestly toward those who are without,' and 'that you desire nothing of any man's.' Whom he also marks as disorderly and rebellious, enjoining that all the diligent be separated from them:
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ut subtrahatis uos, inquit, ab omni fratre ambulante inordinate et non secundum traditionem quam acceperunt a nobis.
他說:「要遠離那不按規矩而行、不遵守從我們所領受之傳統的弟兄。」
'that you withdraw yourselves,' he says, 'from every brother who walks disorderly and not according to the tradition which they received from us.'
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His itaque exemplis per Aegyptum patres eruditi nullo modo otiosos esse monachos ac praecipue iuuenes sinunt, actum cordis et profectum patientiae et humilitatis sedulitate operis metientes, et non solum a nullo quicquam ad usum uictus sui accipere patiuntur, sed etiam de laboribus suis non tantum superuenientes ac peregrinos reficiunt fratres, uerum etiam per loca Libyae, quae sterilitate ac fame laborant, nec non etiam per ciuitates his, qui squalore carcerum contabescunt, inmanem conferentes dirigunt alimoniae uictusque substantiam, de fructu manuum suarum rationabile ac uerum sacrificium domino tali oblatione se offerre credentes.
因此,遍及埃及的教父們既受了這些榜樣的教導,就絕不容許修士,尤其是年輕的,游手好閒,乃用工作的殷勤來衡量心靈的傾向和忍耐與謙卑的長進。他們不但不容修士為自己維生的用度從任何人領受甚麼,反倒用自己的勞作,不僅供養前來的弟兄和客旅,更在遭受不毛與饑荒之苦的利比亞各地,並在各城中為那些在監牢污穢中憔悴的人,聚集並差送極大量的食糧與生活所需——他們深信,藉這樣的奉獻,他們是用自己手中的果子向主獻上合理而真實的祭。
Instructed therefore by these examples, the fathers throughout Egypt in no way suffer monks, and especially the young, to be idle, measuring the disposition of the heart and the progress of patience and humility by diligence in work; and they not only allow them to receive nothing from anyone for the use of their own sustenance, but even from their own labors they not only refresh brethren who arrive and pilgrims, but also throughout the regions of Libya, which labor under barrenness and famine, and likewise throughout the cities for those who waste away in the squalor of prisons, they gather and send an immense provision of nourishment and sustenance—believing that from the fruit of their hands they offer a reasonable and true sacrifice to the Lord by such an oblation.
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Hinc est quod in his regionibus nulla uidemus monasteria tanta fratrum celebritate fundata, quia nec operum suorum facultatibus fulciuntur, ut possint in eis iugiter perdurare, et si eis subpeditare quoquo modo ualeat sufficientia uictus alterius largitate, uoluptas tamen otii et peruagatio cordis diutius eos in loco perseuerare non patitur. unde haec est apud Aegyptum ab antiquis patribus sancta sententia, operantem monachum daemone uno pulsari, otiosum uero innumeris spiritibus deuastari.
由此可見,在這些地區,我們看不見有以那樣眾多弟兄群集所建立的修院,因為他們不靠自己勞作的資財支持,以致不能長久存留其中;即或藉別人的施捨能以某種方式供給他們生活的足夠,然而懶散的逸樂和心思的游蕩仍不容他們在一處長久堅守。因此,埃及古教父中有這樣一句聖言:勞作的修士只被一個魔鬼攻擊,懶散的修士卻被無數的邪靈蹂躪。
Hence it is that in these regions we see no monasteries founded with so great a throng of brethren, because they are not upheld by the resources of their own labors, so as to be able to continue perpetually in them; and even if a sufficiency of sustenance could in any way be supplied to them by another's bounty, yet the pleasure of idleness and the wandering of the heart does not suffer them to persevere longer in one place. Whence there is among the Egyptians this holy sentence from the ancient fathers: that the working monk is assailed by one demon, but the idle one is laid waste by innumerable spirits.
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Denique abba Paulus, probatissimus patrum, cum in heremo uastiore consistens, quae Porphyrio nuncupatur, palmarum fructibus et horto modico securus haberet sufficientem alimoniae suae uictusque substantiam nec posset aliquid aliud unde sustentaretur operis exercere, eo quod ab oppidis uel habitabili terra septem mansionibus uel eo amplius deserti illius separaretur habitatio, plusque expeteretur pro mercede uecturae quam ualere posset pretium operis desudati, conlectis palmarum foliis cotidianum pensum uelut exinde sustentandus a semet ipso iugiter exigebat.
最後,教父中最受稱許的保羅老者,住在名叫波菲里翁的更荒僻的曠野裡。他從棕樹的果子和一小片園子,得了維生所需的足夠供應,卻不能操作別的工作來維持自己——因為他的居所與城鎮或可居住之地相隔那曠野七站或更遠的路程,運費所需的價錢比辛苦勞作所得的價值還要多——於是他採集棕葉,彷彿要靠此維生一般,不住地向自己徵取每日的份額。
Finally, Abba Paul, a most approved among the fathers, when, dwelling in a vaster desert called Porphyrio, he had from the fruits of the palms and a small garden a sufficient provision of nourishment and sustenance secure to him, and could not exercise any other work whereby he might be maintained—because his dwelling was separated from the towns or from habitable land by seven halting-places of that desert or even more, and more would have been demanded as the price of carriage than the value of the labored work could be worth—gathering palm-leaves, he perpetually exacted of himself a daily quota, as though he were to be sustained thereby.
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cumque opere totius anni antrum eius fuisset impletum, id quod sollicita cum laborauerat annis singulis igne subposito concremabat, in tantum probans sine opere manuum nec in loco posse monachum perdurare nec ad perfectionis culmen aliquando conscendere, ut, cum hoc fieri nequaquam necessitas uictus exigeret, pro sola purgatione cordis et cogitationum soliditate ac perseuerantia cellae uel acediae ipsius uictoria et expugnatione perficeret. Cum incipiens in heremo commorari abbati Moysi omnium sanctorum summo dixissem me aegritudine acediae hesterno die grauissime fuisse confectum nec ab ea potuisse alias liberari, nisi ad abbatem Paulum protinus cucurrissem, ille:
當他的洞穴被整年的工作填滿了,他就把那用殷勤辛勞了整整一年之物,在下面點火燒盡——藉此證明:修士若沒有雙手的勞作,既不能在自己的居所存留,也絕不能登上完全的巔峰。所以,雖然維生的需要絲毫不要求這樣做,他仍為著單單潔淨心靈、堅固思念、恆守居所,並為著勝過並攻克懶惰之魔本身而如此行。當我起初住在曠野,曾對眾聖之首的摩西老者說:我前一天被懶惰之病極其嚴重地折磨,若不立刻跑到保羅老者那裡去,就無法得脫。他回答說:
And when his cave had been filled with the work of a whole year, that which he had toiled at with solicitude he would, each single year, setting fire beneath it, burn up—proving thereby that without the labor of the hands a monk can neither endure in his place nor ever ascend to the summit of perfection; so that, although the need of sustenance in no way required this to be done, he accomplished it for the sole purging of the heart and the steadfastness of the thoughts and for perseverance in the cell and for the very victory over and conquest of acedia. When, beginning to dwell in the desert, I had said to Abba Moses, the highest of all the saints, that I had been most grievously worn out the day before by the sickness of acedia, and could not otherwise have been freed from it save by running at once to Abba Paul, he replied:
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non te, ait, ab ea liberasti, sed magis ei te dediticium ac subditum praebuisti. grauius enim ut desertorem te ac fugitiuum deinceps aduersarius inpugnabit, quem de conflictu superatum protinus aufugisse conspexit, nisi de cetero commissa congressione non desertione cellae uel somni torpore ingruentes aestus eius ad horam euaporare malueris, sed tolerantia potius et conflictu didiceris triumphare. unde experimento probatum est acediae inpugnationem non declinando fugiendam, sed resistendo superandam. ______ DE SPIRITU CENODOXIAE. CAPITULA. I. Quod septimum certamen aduersus cenodoxiam sit, et de natura eius. II.
他說:「你並沒有從它得釋放,反倒把自己當作俘虜和奴僕獻給了它。因為仇敵此後必更嚴重地攻擊你,如同攻擊一個逃兵、一個逃亡者——他看見你一從爭戰中被勝過就立刻逃跑;除非你從今以後寧可交戰,而不藉離棄居所或睡眠的麻木,寧可讓它猛烈的熱潮暫時消散一時,卻寧可藉忍耐與爭戰學會得勝。」由此,經驗證明:懶惰之魔的攻擊不當藉退避與逃跑來躲避,乃當藉抵擋來勝過。______ 論虛榮之靈。章目。一、第七場爭戰是抵擋虛榮,及論其性質。二、
'You have not freed yourself from it,' he said, 'but rather have offered yourself to it as a captive and subject. For the adversary will henceforth assail you more grievously as a deserter and a fugitive, whom he has seen straightway flee, overcome from the conflict—unless from now on, by joining battle rather than by desertion of your cell or the torpor of sleep, you shall choose to let his onrushing heats evaporate for an hour, but shall rather learn by endurance and conflict to triumph.' Whence it is proved by experience that the assault of acedia is not to be shunned by turning aside and fleeing, but is to be overcome by resisting. ______ ON THE SPIRIT OF VAINGLORY. CHAPTERS. I. That the seventh combat is against vainglory, and concerning its nature. II.
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Quod cenodoxia non solum in parte carnali, sed etiam in spiritali monachum pulset. III. Quod cenodoxia. multiplex sit ac multiformis. IIII. Quomodo cenodoxia monachum a dextris et a sinistris inpugnet. V. Qua conparatione monstretur natura cenodoxiae. VI. Quod cenodoxia nec beneficio solitudinis extinguatur. VII. Quod cenodoxia, cum deiecta fuerit, acrius resurgat ad luctam. VIII. Quod cenodoxia nec heremo nec aetate deferueat. VIIII. Quod cenodoxia periculosioi sit uirtutibus mixta. X. Exemplum regis Ezechiae, quemadmodum telo cenodoxiae deiectus fuerit. i XI. Exemplum regis Oziae eiusdem morbi labe superati. XII. Diuersa testimonia contra cenodoxiam. XIII.
論虛榮不但在肉體的部分攻擊修士,也在屬靈的部分攻擊。三、論虛榮是多重且多形的。四、虛榮如何從左右兩面攻擊修士。五、以何等比喻顯明虛榮的性質。六、論虛榮連藉獨居之益也不能撲滅。七、論虛榮被打倒後,反更劇烈地起來搏鬥。八、論虛榮既不因曠野也不因年歲而冷卻。九、論虛榮與德行相混時更為危險。十、希西家王的例子,他如何被虛榮的箭所打倒。十一、烏西雅王的例子,被同一疾病的敗壞所勝。十二、駁斥虛榮的各樣話語。十三、
That vainglory assails the monk not only in the carnal part, but also in the spiritual. III. That vainglory is manifold and multiform. IIII. How vainglory attacks the monk on the right hand and on the left. V. By what comparison the nature of vainglory is shown. VI. That vainglory is not extinguished even by the benefit of solitude. VII. That vainglory, when cast down, rises again more sharply to the struggle. VIII. That vainglory grows cool neither by the desert nor by age. VIIII. That vainglory is more dangerous when mingled with virtues. X. The example of King Hezekiah, how he was cast down by the dart of vainglory. XI. The example of King Uzziah, overcome by the taint of the same disease. XII. Various testimonies against vainglory. XIII.
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Quibus modis cenodoxia monachum pulset. XIIII. Quemadmodum cenodoxia clericatus gradum suggerat ambiendum. XV. Quomodo cenodoxia mentem inebriet. XVI. De eo, quem senex superueniens repperit in cella cenodoxiae uanitate deludi. XVII. Quod aliter uitia curari non possint, nisi eorum radices et causae fuerint publicatae. XVIII. Quod monachus uitare debeat mulieres et episcopos. XVIIII. Remedia quibus ceuodoxiam superare possimus. Septimum nobis certamen est contra spiritum ϰενοδοξία , quam nos uanam siue inanem gloriam possumus appellare, multiformem, uarium atque subtilem, ita ut quibuslibet perspicacissimis oculis non dicam caueri sed peruideri deprehendiue deprehendiue possit.
虛榮以何等方式攻擊修士。十四、虛榮如何慫恿人謀求聖職的品級。十五、虛榮如何使心思陶醉。十六、論一位老者前來時,發現某人在自己的居所裡被虛榮的虛妄所迷惑。十七、論惡習除非其根與因被公開出來,否則不能得醫治。十八、論修士當躲避婦女與主教。十九、我們藉以能勝過虛榮的療法。我們第七場爭戰是抵擋虛榮之靈(kenodoxia),我們可稱之為虛榮或空洞的榮耀——它多重、多樣、細微,以致無論何等最敏銳的眼睛,我不說能防備它,就連要看透、識破它也不能。
By what ways vainglory assails the monk. XIIII. How vainglory suggests that the degree of clergy be sought after. XV. How vainglory intoxicates the mind. XVI. Concerning him whom an old man, arriving, found in his cell deluded by the vanity of vainglory. XVII. That vices cannot otherwise be cured, unless their roots and causes have been made public. XVIII. That the monk ought to avoid women and bishops. XVIIII. The remedies by which we may overcome vainglory. Our seventh combat is against the spirit of kenodoxia, which we may call vainglory or empty glory—manifold, various, and subtle, so that by no eyes, however most sharp-sighted, can it—I will not say be guarded against—but be seen through and detected.
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Non solum enim ut cetera uitia in parte carnali, sed etiam in spiritali monachum pulsat, subtiliore se nequitia ingerens menti, ita ut, qui non potuerunt carnalibus uitiis decipi, spiritalibus successibus acrius saucientur, tantoque est perniciosior ad conflictum quanto obscurior ad cauendum. omnium namque uitiorum manifestior apertiorque congressus est et in unoquoque eorum contradictione rigida confuta.tus incentor in- ( nalidior factus abscedet uictoremque suum deiectus aduersarius deinceps infirmior adtemptabit.
因為它攻擊修士,不但像其他惡習那樣在肉體的部分,也在屬靈的部分,以更細微的惡計潛入人的心思,以致那些不能被肉體惡習欺哄的人,反因屬靈的成就受更劇烈的傷;它在爭戰中越是隱蔽難防,就越是有害。因為在一切惡習中,其他的交鋒較為明顯、較為公開,且在其中每一樣裡,那煽動者一被剛硬的反駁所折服,就必變得軟弱而退去,仇敵一被打倒,此後便更無力地攻擊那勝過他的人。
For it assails the monk not only, like the other vices, in the carnal part, but also in the spiritual, insinuating itself into the mind by a subtler wickedness, so that those who could not be deceived by carnal vices are more sharply wounded by their spiritual successes; and it is the more pernicious in the conflict as it is the more obscure to guard against. For of all the vices the encounter is more manifest and more open, and the instigator, in each one of them, being confuted by rigid contradiction, will depart made weaker, and the adversary, once cast down, will thereafter more feebly attempt his conqueror.
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hic uero cum pro elatione carnali pulsauerit mentem et fuerit responsionis scuto repulsus, rursus at quaedam multiformis nequitia priore habitu personaque mutata sub uirtutum specie uictorem confodere et iugulare pertemptat. Etenim cetera uitia seu perturbationes uniformes ac simplices esse noscuntur, haec uero multiplex et multiformis ac uaria, undique bellatori et ex omni parte uictori occurrens. nam et in habitu et in forma, in incessu, in uoce, in opere, in uigiliis, in ieiuniis, in oratione, in remotione, in lectione.
但這一個,當它為著肉體的自高攻擊了心思,卻被回答的盾牌擊退時,便又如某種多形的惡計,改換了先前的裝束與面貌,試圖在德行的外表下刺穿並割斷那勝過它之人的喉嚨。因為其他的惡習或情慾為人所知是單一而簡單的,惟這一個卻是多重、多形、多樣的,從各面各方向那戰士、那得勝者迎面而來。因為它試圖傷害基督的精兵,既在衣著、在儀容,也在步態、在聲音、在工作、在守夜、在禁食、在禱告、在退隱、在誦讀上。
But this one, when for carnal elation it has assailed the mind and has been repelled by the shield of a rejoinder, again—as a certain multiform wickedness, its former garb and person changed—attempts under the appearance of virtues to pierce through and to cut the throat of its conqueror. For the other vices or disturbances are known to be uniform and simple, but this one is manifold and multiform and various, meeting the warrior on every side and from every part the victor. For it tries to wound the soldier of Christ both in dress and in form, in gait, in voice, in work, in vigils, in fastings, in prayer, in seclusion, in reading.
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in scientia, in taciturnitate, in oboedientia, in humilitate, in longanimitate militem Christi uulnerare conatur, et uelut quidam perniciosissimus scopulus tumentibus undis obtectus inprouisum ac miserabile naufragium secundo nauigantibus uento, dum non cauetur nec praeuidetur, inportat. Itaque uia regia uolentem incedere per arma iustitiae quae a dextris sunt et a sinistris oportet apostolica disciplina transire per gloriam et ignobilitatem, per infamiam et bonam famam, et tanta cautione inter tumentes temptationum fluctus gubernante discretione et flante nobis spiritu domini iter dirigere uirtutis, ut dextra laeuaque si paululum deflectamus sciamus nos perniciosis mox cautibus inlidendos.
在知識、在靜默、在順從、在謙卑、在忍耐上,它都竭力傷害基督的精兵;它如同某塊極其兇險、被翻騰波濤所遮蓋的暗礁,當人不加防備、不曾預見時,就給那乘順風航行的人帶來意外而可憐的沉船。所以,凡願走王道、穿過左右兩面公義兵器之人,按使徒的教訓,理當經過榮耀與羞辱、惡名與美名;並要以這樣的謹慎,在試探翻騰的波濤中,藉分辨力掌舵、藉主的靈向我們吹拂,來引導德行的航程,以致我們若稍微偏向左右,就當知道自己隨即要撞上兇險的暗礁。
in knowledge, in silence, in obedience, in humility, in longsuffering—it endeavors to wound the soldier of Christ, and like some most pernicious rock covered by swelling waves, it brings unforeseen and pitiable shipwreck upon those sailing with a favorable wind, while it is not guarded against nor foreseen. And so, for him who wishes to go by the royal way through the arms of righteousness which are on the right hand and on the left, it behooves, by apostolic discipline, to pass through glory and dishonor, through evil report and good report, and with such caution to direct the way of virtue amid the swelling waves of temptations, discretion governing and the Spirit of the Lord breathing upon us, that if we should turn aside a little to the right or the left, we may know that we are soon to be dashed upon pernicious rocks.
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ideoque per sapientissimum Salomonem monemur: ne deuerteris ad dextram neque ad sinistram, id est ne tibi de uirtutibus blandiaris et dextris successibus ac spiritalibus extollaris nec deflectens ad sinistrum tramitem uitiorum secundum apostolum gloriam tibi ex eis in tua confusione conquiras. nam cui sub specie succinctae uestis ac nitidae ϰενοδοξίαν non potuit generare, pro squalida et inculta ac uiliore conatur inserere: quem non potuit per honorem deicere, humilitate subplantat: quem scientiae et elocutionis ornatu nequiuit extollere, grauitate taciturnitatis elidit. si ieiunet palam, gloria uanitatis pulsatur:
所以,至智的所羅門警戒我們:「不可偏向左,不可偏向右」——就是說,不要因你的德行自誇,不要因順利的成就和屬靈的成就而自高;也不要偏向惡習的左道,照使徒所說,從中為自己謀求榮耀,以致自取羞愧。因為它若不能在人身上、藉束緊光鮮衣服的外表生出虛榮,就試圖藉污穢、粗陋、更卑賤的衣服來植入虛榮;它不能藉尊榮打倒的人,就藉謙卑來絆倒;它不能藉知識與口才的裝飾抬高的人,就藉靜默的莊重來擊落。人若公開禁食,就被虛妄的榮耀攻擊;
And therefore we are warned by the most wise Solomon: 'Turn not aside to the right nor to the left'—that is, do not flatter yourself concerning your virtues, and be not lifted up by prosperous successes and spiritual ones, nor, turning aside to the left path of vices, seek for yourself glory from them, according to the apostle, unto your own confusion. For upon him in whom, under the appearance of a girded and shining garment, it could not beget vainglory, it tries to insert it on account of a squalid, uncultivated, and meaner one; whom it could not cast down by honor, it supplants by humility; whom it could not exalt by the ornament of knowledge and eloquence, it dashes down by the gravity of silence. If a man fasts openly, he is assailed by the glory of vanity;
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si illud contemnendae gloriae causa contexerit, eodem uitio elationis obtunditur. ne uanae gloriae contagio maculetur, orationes prolixius sub fratrum uitat celebrare conspectu: et quod eas latenter exerceat nullumque habeat conscium facti, non effugit aculeos uanitatis. Pulchre seniores naturam morbi huius in modum caepae bolborumque describunt, quae uno decoriata tegmine r alio rursum inueniuntur induta totiensque repperiuntur obtecta, quotiens fuerint spoliata. In solitudine quoque cunctorum mortalium consortia gloriae causa fugientem persequi non desistit, quantoque amplius uniuersum quis uitauerit mundum, tanto eum acrius insectatur.
他若為著輕看榮耀而隱藏禁食,卻又被同一自高的惡習擊敗。他為免被虛榮的傳染玷污,就躲避在弟兄面前較長時間地舉行禱告;然而他既暗中操練、無人知曉其事,卻仍不能逃脫虛妄的螫刺。眾長老美妙地將這病的性質比作洋蔥和球莖的樣式:剝去一層外皮,卻又見穿著另一層,被剝了多少次,就被遮蓋多少次。在獨居中,它也不停地追趕那為榮耀之故逃避一切世人交往的人;人越是躲避整個世界,它就越劇烈地緊追不放。
if he has concealed it for the sake of despising glory, he is beaten by the same vice of elation. Lest he be stained by the contagion of vainglory, he avoids celebrating his prayers at greater length in the sight of the brethren; and because he practices them secretly and has no one privy to the deed, he does not escape the stings of vanity. Beautifully do the elders describe the nature of this disease after the manner of an onion and of bulbs, which, stripped of one coat, are found again clothed with another, and are found covered as many times as they have been despoiled. In solitude too it does not cease to pursue him who flees the fellowship of all mortals for glory's sake, and the more anyone has shunned the whole world, the more sharply it hounds him.
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alium quod patientissimus sit operum ac laboris, alium quod ad oboediendum promptissimus, alium quod humilitate ceteros praeponderet, conatur extollere: alius scientiae, alius lectionis, alias uigiliarum prolixitate temptatur. nec alias quemquam hic morbus nisi suis nititur uirtutibus sauciare, in his offendicula tendens interitus, in quibus uitae stipendia conquiruntur. uolentibus quippe iter pietatis ac perfectionis incedere non alibi inimici insidiantes nisi in uia qua ambulant laqueos deceptionis abscondunt, secundum illam beati Dauid sententiam:
它試圖抬高一個人,因他極能忍受工作與勞苦;抬高另一個,因他極其樂於順服;抬高又一個,因他在謙卑上勝過眾人;一個被知識試探,另一個被誦讀試探,又一個被長時間的守夜試探。這病除了藉人自己的德行外,不試圖傷害任何人,正是在那些積累生命工價之處,張設毀滅的絆腳石。因為對那些願走敬虔與完全之道的人,埋伏的仇敵把欺騙的網羅正藏在他們所行的道路上,別無他處,正如蒙福的大衛那句話所說:
It tries to exalt one man because he is most patient of works and labor, another because he is most ready to obey, another because he outweighs the rest in humility; one is tempted by knowledge, another by reading, another by the length of his vigils. Nor does this disease strive to wound anyone save by his own virtues, stretching stumbling-blocks of destruction in those very things in which the wages of life are gathered. For to those wishing to go the way of piety and perfection, the enemies lying in wait hide the snares of deception nowhere else than in the very way in which they walk, according to that sentence of blessed David:
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in uia hac, qua ambulabam, absconderunt laqueum mihi, ut in hac ipsa scilicet uirtutum uia, qua gradimur tendentes ad brabium supernae uocationis, nostris elati successibus corruamus obligatisque pedibus animae nostrae concidamus cenodoxiae laqueis conpediti. et ita fit, ut qui aduersarii conflictu non potuimus superari, nostri triumphi , sublimitate uincamur, seu certe, quod est etiam aliud deceptionis ceptionis genus, ut excedentes continentiae uel nostrae possibilitatis modum perseuerantiam nostri cursus infirmitate corporis intercedente perdamus.
「在我所行的路上,他們暗設網羅陷害我」——就是說,正是在我們所行、努力奔向天上呼召獎賞的德行之路上,我們因自己的成就而自高,竟致跌倒;我們靈魂的腳一被纏住,就被虛榮的網羅捆綁桎梏而倒下。於是就這樣發生了:我們這在仇敵爭戰中未被勝過的人,反被自己勝利的高傲所勝;或者說——這還是另一種欺騙——我們超過了節制或自己能力的限度,以致因身體軟弱的介入,失去了奔程的恆忍。
'In this way, in which I walked, they hid a snare for me'—that is, in this very way of virtues in which we walk, striving toward the prize of the heavenly calling, we, lifted up by our successes, may fall, and, the feet of our soul being entangled, we may sink down, fettered and shackled by the snares of vainglory. And so it happens that we who could not be overcome in the conflict of the adversary are conquered by the loftiness of our own triumph; or else—which is yet another kind of deception—that, exceeding the measure of continence or of our own capacity, we lose the perseverance of our course, the infirmity of the body intervening.
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Omnia uitia superata marcescunt et deuicta per singulos dies infirmiora redduntur et uel loco uel tempore minuuntur atque deferuent, seu certe a contrariis uirtutibus dissidentia uel cauentur facilius uel uitantur*: hoc uero deiectum acrius resurgit ad luctam et, cum putatur extinctum, sua morte uiuacius conualescit. cetera genera uitiorum eos tantum inpugnare solent. quos in certamine superarint: hoc uero suos uictores acrius insectatur, quantoque fuerit ualidius elisum, tanto uehementius uictoriae ipsius elatione congreditur. et haec est subtilis inimici uersutia, ut militem Christi propriis faciat telis obcumbere, quem hostilibus armis superare non potuit.
一切惡習一經勝過就枯萎,既被制伏就日益軟弱,或因地方、或因時間而減退並冷卻;或至少,它們既與相反的德行相對立,人就較易防備或躲避。惟這一個,被打倒後反更劇烈地起來搏鬥;當人以為它已被撲滅時,它反藉自己的死更旺盛地復甦。其他各類惡習只慣於攻擊那些在爭鬥中被它們勝過的人;惟這一個卻更劇烈地緊追那勝過它的人,它越被有力地擊落,就越藉那勝利本身的高傲更猛烈地與人交戰。這就是仇敵細微的詭計:使那他不能用敵人兵器勝過的基督精兵,倒在自己的兵器之下。
All vices, once overcome, wither, and being vanquished are rendered weaker day by day, and are diminished and grow cool either by place or by time; or at any rate, being at variance with the contrary virtues, they are either more easily guarded against or shunned. But this one, when cast down, rises up more sharply to the struggle, and, when it is thought to be extinguished, by its very death revives the more vigorously. The other kinds of vices are wont to assail only those whom they have overcome in the contest; but this one hounds its conquerors the more sharply, and the more forcibly it has been struck down, the more vehemently it engages them by the elation of that very victory. And this is the subtle craft of the enemy: to make the soldier of Christ fall by his own weapons, whom he could not overcome by hostile arms.
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, Alia interdum uitia, sicut diximus, etiam locorum beneficio conquiescunt et materie peccati uel oportunitate eius et occasione subtracta lentescere solent et minui: hoc uero cum\\ fugiente deserta penetrat nec loco nouit excludi nec extrinsecus materie subtracta marcescere. non enim aliunde quam uirtutum eius quem inpet.it successibus animatur. quaedam etiam processu temporis, ut praefati sumus, interdum molliuntur atque uanescunt: huic longaeuitas, nisi fuerit industria sollerti ac prudenti discretione fundata, non solum non officit, uerum etiam maiora nouit fomenta congerere uanitatis.
其他惡習有時,如我們所說,連藉地方之益也會平息;當犯罪的機緣、時機與場合被撤去時,它們便慣於鬆弛減退。惟這一個卻隨那逃入曠野的人一同深入,既不因地方而被關在外,也不因外來的機緣被撤去而枯萎。因為它所倚以得勢的,無非是它所攻擊之人在德行上的成就。某些惡習,如我們先前所說,也在時光的推移中有時被軟化而消失;惟這一個,長久的歲月——除非建立在巧妙的勤勞和審慎的分辨上——不但無損於它,反倒懂得堆積更多虛妄的燃料。
Other vices at times, as we have said, subside even by the benefit of places, and, the matter of sin or its opportunity and occasion being withdrawn, they are wont to slacken and diminish; but this one penetrates with him who flees into the desert, and knows not to be shut out by place, nor to wither when the matter is withdrawn from without. For it is animated by nothing other than the successes in virtue of him whom it attacks. Certain vices also, in the process of time, as we have said before, are sometimes softened and vanish; but to this one, length of days—unless it be founded on skillful industry and prudent discretion—not only does no harm, but even knows how to heap up greater fuel of vanity.
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Postremo ceterae perturbationes a contrariis sibi uirtutibus dissidentes et ex aperto tamquam die claro bellantes et superantur facilius et cauentur: haec autem inserta uirtutibus et acie permixta uelut in nocte caeca dimicans atrocius inopinatos decipit et incautos. Ita namque Ezechiam regem Iudae, uirum in omnibus consummatae iustitiae et sanctarum scripturarum testimonio conprobatum, post innumera uirtutum praeconia uno elationis telo legimus fuisse deiectum, et qui internicionem centum octoginta quinque milium de exercitu Assyriorum, angelo sub nocte uastante, una prece ualuit inpetrare, uanitatis gloriatione supera- tur:
末了,其他的情慾既與相反的德行相對立,並如在清朗白晝中公開交戰,就既較易勝過,也較易防備;惟這一個,既插入德行之中、混雜於陣列之間,如同在黑夜中作戰的人,更兇殘地欺哄那不提防、不謹慎的人。因為我們如此讀到:猶大王希西家,在凡事上是義行純全之人,並得聖經的見證所稱許,經過無數德行的稱頌,卻被自高的一支箭打倒;他曾憑一次禱告,得以求得亞述軍隊十八萬五千人被殺(一位天使在夜間毀滅他們),如今卻被虛妄的自誇所勝:
Finally, the other disturbances, being at variance with the virtues contrary to them, and warring openly as in clear daylight, are both more easily overcome and guarded against; but this one, being inserted among the virtues and mingled in the battle-line, as one fighting in the blind night, more atrociously deceives the unwary and the incautious. For thus we read that Hezekiah, king of Judah, a man of consummate righteousness in all things and approved by the testimony of the Holy Scriptures, after countless proclamations of virtues, was cast down by a single dart of elation; and he who, by one prayer, was able to obtain the slaughter of a hundred and eighty-five thousand of the army of the Assyrians, an angel laying them waste in the night, is overcome by the boasting of vanity:
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cuius ut praeteream uirtutum tam prolixum catalogum, quem replicare perlongum est, hoc unum dicam, qui post indictum terminum uitae mortisque diem domini sententia praefinitum quindecim annis uitae metas excedere una oratione promeruit, sole per decem gradus, quos ad occasum tendens iam inlustrauerat, reuertente, qui lineas, quas abscessu eius umbra subsequens occuparat, suo rursum reditu fugans duplicatum diem uniuerso orbi contra fixas naturae leges inaudito miraculo praebuit. post tanta tamque incredibilia signa, post tam inmania documenta. uirtutum qualiter fuerit successibus suis elisus, audi scripturam narrantem:
論到他——那冗長的德行清單,重述起來實在太長,我姑且略過——我只說這一件事:他在主的判語所預定的生命期限和死亡之日以後,竟憑一次禱告蒙允,得以超越自己生命的界限十五年,日頭沿著它趨向落下時已經照亮的十度倒退——這日頭藉著自己的回轉,驅逐了它退去時後隨的影子所佔的刻度,違背了自然固定的定律,以聞所未聞的神蹟,向全世界呈現了加倍的一日。在這樣、如此難以置信的兆頭之後,在這樣巨大的德行憑據之後,且聽聖經敘述他如何被自己的成就擊落:
of whom—to pass over so long a catalogue of virtues, which it were far too long to recount—I will say this one thing: he who, after the appointed term of life and the day of death predefined by the Lord's sentence, merited by a single prayer to exceed the bounds of his life by fifteen years, the sun returning through the ten degrees which, tending toward its setting, it had already illumined—which sun, putting to flight by its return the lines that the following shadow had occupied at its withdrawal, presented to the whole world a doubled day, against the fixed laws of nature, by an unheard-of miracle. After such and so incredible signs, after such immense proofs of virtues, hear the Scripture relating how he was dashed down by his own successes:
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in diebus, inquit, illis aegrotauit Ezechias usque ad mortem, et orauit dominum: et exaudiuit eum, et dedit ei signum, illud scilicet quod legimus de solis datum esse reditu per Esaiam prophetam in quarto Regnorum libro. sed non, inquit, secundum beneficia, quae acceperat, retribuit ei, quia eleuatum e\'st cor eius: et facta est contra eum ira, et contra Iudam et Hierusalem: humiliatusque est postea eo quod exaltatum esset cor eius, tam ipse, quam habitatores Hierusalem: et idcirco non uenit super eos ira domini in diebus Ezechiae. quam perniciosus, quam grauis elationis est morbus.
經上說:「當那些日子,希西家病得要死,就禱告耶和華;耶和華應允他,賜給他一個兆頭」——就是我們在《列王紀》第四卷中所讀的,藉先知以賽亞論到日頭倒退所賜的那兆頭。經上又說:「他卻沒有照他所蒙的恩報答耶和華,因他心裡驕傲;所以忿怒要臨到他和猶大並耶路撒冷。但希西家和耶路撒冷的居民覺得心裡驕傲,就一同自卑,因此耶和華的忿怒在希西家的日子沒有臨到他們。」自高之病是何等有害、何等沉重!
'In those days,' it says, 'Hezekiah was sick unto death, and he prayed to the Lord; and he heard him, and gave him a sign'—namely that which we read was given concerning the returning of the sun through Isaiah the prophet, in the fourth book of Kingdoms. 'But he did not,' it says, 'render again according to the benefits which he had received, because his heart was lifted up; and there was made wrath against him, and against Judah and Jerusalem; and he was humbled afterward, because his heart had been exalted, both he and the inhabitants of Jerusalem; and therefore the wrath of the Lord did not come upon them in the days of Hezekiah.' How pernicious, how grievous is the disease of elation!
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tantae iustitiae, tantae uirtutes, tanta fides atque deuotio, quae naturam ipsam ac totius mundi leges inmutare meruerunt, una elatione depereunt, ita ut uniuersis uirtutibus suis, ac si nec fuissent, obliuioni traditis iram confestim domini suscepisset, nisi eam resumpta humilitate placasset, ut, qui ^1 tam excelso meritorum fastigio elatione inpellente deciderat, non nisi per eosdem rursum humilitatis gradus ad amissum culmen ascenderet. uis aliud quoque exemplum similis ruinae percipere?
如此大的義行、如此大的德行、如此大的信德與虔誠,甚至配得改變自然本身和全世界的定律,卻因一次自高而喪盡——以致他一切的德行都被交付遺忘,彷彿從未有過,他必立即招致主的忿怒,若不是他重拾謙卑而平息了忿怒;以致那因自高的推動、從如此崇高的功德巔峰跌落的人,除非藉著那同樣謙卑的階梯,就不能再登上所失去的巔峰。你願再領受一個類似敗亡的例子嗎?
Such great righteousness, such great virtues, such great faith and devotion, which merited to change nature itself and the laws of the whole world, perish by a single elation—so that, all his virtues being consigned to oblivion as though they had never been, he would forthwith have incurred the wrath of the Lord, had he not appeased it by resuming humility; so that he who, by elation impelling him, had fallen from so lofty a height of merits, could not ascend to the lost summit again save by those same steps of humility. Do you wish to receive yet another example of a like ruin?
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, Ozias, huius quem commemorauimus regis atauus, in omnibus ipse quoque scripturae testimonio conlaudatus, post ingentia uirtutum suarum praeconia, post innumeros triumphos, \\ quos deuotionis ac fidei suae merito perpetrauit, disce qualiter \\ sit uanae gloriae elatione deiectus: et egressum est, inquit, ^ nomen Oziae, propter quod auxiliaretur ei dominus, et conroborasset illum. et cum conroboratum esset, eleuatum est cor eius in interitum suum, et neglexit dominum deum suum.
我們所提及這王的先祖烏西雅,自己也在凡事上得聖經的見證所稱許。他在自己德行的大稱頌之後,在憑他虔誠與信德之功所成就的無數凱旋之後——且看他如何也被虛榮的自高所打倒:經上說:「烏西雅的名聲傳揚出去,因為耶和華幫助他,使他強盛。他既強盛,就心高氣傲以致自取滅亡,干犯耶和華他的神。」
Uzziah, the forefather of this king whom we have mentioned, himself also commended in all things by the testimony of Scripture, after the mighty proclamations of his virtues, after innumerable triumphs which he wrought by the merit of his devotion and faith—learn how he too was cast down by the elation of vainglory: 'And the name of Uzziah went forth,' it says, 'because the Lord helped him and had strengthened him. And when he was strengthened, his heart was lifted up unto his own destruction, and he neglected the Lord his God.'
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cernis aliud exemplum ruinae grauissimae et conspicis duos uiros tam iustos tamque perfectos quam perniciosi rerum secundarum soleant esse successus, ita ut, qui non potuerunt aduersis frangi, prosperis, si incauti fuerint, acrius elidantur, et qui in conflictu atque acie mortis euasere discrimina, tropaeis propriis triumphisque subcumbant. Ideo apostolus monet: nolite fieri inanis gloriae cupidi, et dominus Pharisaeos castigans quomodo, inquit, uos potestis credere, qui gloriam ab inuicem accipitis, et gloriam quae a solo est deo non quaeritis? de his et beatus Dauid cum interminatione dicit: quoniam deus dissipauit ossa eorum qui hominibus placent.
你看見了另一個極其沉重敗亡的例子,並看見兩位如此公義、如此完全的人——順境的成就是何等有害,以致那些不能被逆境折服的人,若不謹慎,反被順境更劇烈地擊落;那些在爭戰和陣列中逃脫死亡危險的人,卻倒在自己的戰利品與凱旋之下。因此使徒警戒說:「不要貪圖虛榮。」主責備法利賽人說:「你們互相受榮耀,卻不求從獨一之神來的榮耀,怎能信我呢?」論到這些人,蒙福的大衛也帶著警告說:「因為神打散了那討人喜悅之人的骨頭。」
You discern another example of a most grievous ruin, and you behold two men so righteous and so perfect—how pernicious the successes of prosperity are wont to be, so that those who could not be broken by adversities are, if they be incautious, more sharply dashed down by prosperities, and those who in the conflict and the battle-line escaped the perils of death, succumb to their own trophies and triumphs. Therefore the apostle warns: 'Do not become desirous of vainglory'; and the Lord, chastising the Pharisees, says: 'How can you believe, who receive glory one from another, and seek not the glory which is from God alone?' Concerning these, blessed David too says with a threat: 'For God has scattered the bones of those who please men.'
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Solet etiam incipientium mentes et eorum, qui minus adhuc uel uirtute animi uel scientia profecerunt, aut propter sonum uocis extollere, quod scilicet modulatius psallant, aut quod sint uel exesis carnibus uel corpore lautiores, aut quod parentes diuites ac nobiles habeant, uel quod militiam honoresque contempserint.. interdum etiam dignitates et opes, quae forte ne adprehendi quidem aliquando potuissent, persuadet quempiam perfacile fuisse adepturum, si perseuerasset in saeculo, uana spe etiam de incertis inflans eum et de his, quae numquam possedit, uelut qui ea contempserit, gloria uanitatis extollens. Nonnumquam uero clericatus gradum et desiderium presbyterii uel diaconatus inmittit.
它也慣於抬高初學者的心思,以及那些無論在靈魂的德行或在知識上尚少長進之人的心思——或因聲音的緣故,就是他們歌唱得更悅耳;或因他們身體較清瘦或更俊美;或因他們有富貴尊榮的父母;或因他們輕看了軍役與尊位。有時它甚至說服人:他若在世上堅持下去,本可極容易地得著尊位和財富——這些也許他從來一時也不能抓住——就用虛空的盼望,甚至為不確定之事、為他從未擁有之物,使他自膨,以他彷彿輕看了這些的姿態,用虛妄的榮耀抬高他。有時它更植入聖職的品級,並謀求長老或執事之職的慾望。
It is wont also to exalt the minds of beginners, and of those who have as yet advanced but little either in virtue of soul or in knowledge—either on account of the sound of the voice, namely that they chant more tunefully, or that they are either leaner in flesh or more comely in body, or that they have rich and noble parents, or that they have despised military service and honors. Sometimes too it persuades someone that he could very easily have attained dignities and wealth—which perhaps he could never at any time even have grasped—if he had persevered in the world, inflating him with an empty hope even about uncertain things and about things which he never possessed, exalting him with the glory of vanity as one who had despised them. Sometimes indeed it instills the degree of clergy and the desire of the presbyterate or of the diaconate.
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quem si uel inuitus fuisset indeptus, tanta expleturum sanctitate ac rigore depingit, ut ceteris quoque sacerdotibus praebere potuerit sanetitatis exempla, deinde multos non solum conuersationis forma, uerum etiam doctrina sua. sermoneque Iucraturum. facit etiam in solitudine uel in cella commorantem diuersorum domos ac monasteria mente atque animo circumire et plurimorum conuersiones sub incitamento imaginariae exhortationis adquirere.
它描繪說:他若即使不情願地得了這職,也必以那樣的聖潔與嚴正來履行,以致他能為其他祭司也樹立聖潔的榜樣,然後不僅以自己品行的模範,更以自己的教訓和講論,贏得許多人。它又使他在獨居或在自己居所中時,心思意念遍歷各人的居所與修院,並在虛構勸勉的煽動下,取得極多人的歸信。
which, if he should have obtained it even unwillingly, it depicts him as about to fulfill with such holiness and rigor that he could furnish examples of sanctity to the other priests also, and then win over many not only by the pattern of his conduct, but also by his teaching and discourse. It also makes him, while dwelling in solitude or in his cell, go round in mind and soul through the houses and monasteries of divers people, and acquire the conversions of very many under the incitement of an imaginary exhortation.
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Agitur itaque infelix anima tali uanitate uelut profundissimo sopore delusa, ut plerumque huiusmodi cogitationum inlecta dulcedine et his oppleta simulacris ne praesentes quidem actus uel fratres ualeat contemplari, dum his, quae cogitationum peruagatione uigilans somniauit, delectatur inhaerere quasi ueris. Memini cuiusdam senis, cum in heremo Sciti commorarer. qui cum ad cellam cuiusdam fratris gratia uisitatio nis adueniens ostio proximasset audissetque eum quiddam obmurmurantem intrinsecus, paululum substitit, cognoscere uolens quidnam de scripturis legeret uel, sicut est moris, operans memoriter recenseret..
於是那不幸的靈魂被這樣的虛妄所驅使,彷彿被最深的睡眠所迷惑,以致它多半被這類思念的甘甜所誘、被這些幻象所充滿,竟連當前的行動或弟兄也不能觀察,只顧貪戀那些它醒著時憑思念的游蕩所夢見之物,緊緊依附,彷彿是真的。我記得有一位老者,當我住在西提曠野時,他為探望之故來到某弟兄的居所,走近門口,聽見那弟兄在裡面喃喃自語,就稍停片刻,想要曉得他在誦讀聖經的甚麼,或照慣例,一面做工一面憑記憶背誦甚麼。
And so the unhappy soul is driven by such vanity, deluded as by a most profound slumber, so that for the most part, enticed by the sweetness of thoughts of this kind and filled with these phantasms, it cannot contemplate even the present acts or the brethren, while it delights to cling, as though they were true, to those things which, waking, it dreamed by the wandering of its thoughts. I remember a certain old man, when I was dwelling in the desert of Scete, who, when, coming for the sake of a visit to the cell of a certain brother, he had drawn near to the door and had heard him murmuring something within, stood still a little while, wishing to learn what he might be reading of the Scriptures, or, as is the custom, might be reciting from memory as he worked.
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cumque piissimus explorator aure diligenter adplicita curiosius auscultaret) ita eum repperit huius spiritus inpugnatione pellectum, ut in ecclesia facere se crederet exhortatorium plebi sermonem. cumque subsistens senex audi sset eum finisse tractatum et mutato rursus officio celebrare uelut diaconum catechumenis missam, tum demum pulsauit ostium. qui egressus occurrensque seni ueneratione solita introducens que eum, quam olim uenerit, cogitationum suarum conscientia remordente perquirit, ne scilicet diutius ad ostium stans iniuriam pertulisset. ioculariter senex grateque respondit: modo, inquiens ueni, quando tu missam catechumenis celebrabas.
當那位極其虔誠的觀察者把耳朵貼近、更加留心地細聽時,便發覺這弟兄已被此靈的攻擊所誘惑,以致他自以為正在教會中向會眾發表勸勉的講道。那長者站在門外,聽見他講完了道,又換了另一個身分,彷彿執事一般為慕道者宣告散會禮,這才終於敲門。弟兄出來,照常懷著敬意迎接長者並引他進來;然而他自己內心的思念責備著他,便詢問長者已來了多久,唯恐長者久立門外而受了委屈。長者詼諧而親切地答道:「我方才才到,正當你為慕道者宣告散會禮的時候。」
And when the most devout observer, laying his ear close and listening the more curiously, perceived that the man had been so enticed by the assault of this spirit that he imagined himself to be delivering in church an exhortatory sermon to the people, and when the old man, standing there, had heard him finish his discourse and, changing his role again, begin to celebrate—as a deacon—the dismissal of the catechumens, then at last he knocked at the door. The brother came out, and running to meet the old man with his customary reverence, brought him in; but stung by the conscience of his own thoughts, he asked how long ago the old man had come, lest by standing at the door too long he had suffered some affront. Jestingly and graciously the old man replied: 'I came just now, when you were celebrating the dismissal of the catechumens.'
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Haec idcirco inserere huic opusculo necessarium duxi, ut de inpugnationum ui atque ordine uitiorum, quibus miserabilis anima laceratur, non solum ratione, sed etiam exemplis instructi ad deuitandos laqueos et multiplices decipulas inimici cautiores esse possimus.
我認為有必要把這些事插入這部小著作中,好叫我們不僅憑理性,更藉著實例,明白這些攻擊的力量與那些撕裂可憐靈魂之諸惡的次序,從而在躲避仇敵的羅網和種種詭詐陷阱時能更加謹慎。
I have judged it necessary to insert these things in this little work, so that, instructed concerning the force of these assaults and the order of the vices by which the wretched soul is torn, not only by reasoning but also by examples, we may be the more cautious in avoiding the snares and manifold traps of the enemy.
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ita namque indifferernter haec ab Aegyptiis patribus proferuntur in medium, ut omnium uitiorum certamina, uel illa quae patiuntur uel quae passuri sunt iuniores, relatione sua, tamquam qui adhuc ea sustineant, apud eos detegant atque denudent, quo exponentibus eis inlusiones omnium passionum, quaecumque incipientium sunt ac feruentium spiritu, conluctationum suarum arcana cognoscant et ea tamquam in speculo contemplantes et causas uitiorum quibus pulsantur et remedia doceantur, futurorum quoque certaminum congressibus antequam superueniant eruditi, qualiter praecauere et occurrere eis uel confligere debeant, instruantur.
因為這些事被埃及的教父們毫無保留地公開陳明,以致他們在自己的敘述中,彷彿仍親身承受一般,揭露並顯明一切惡習的爭戰——無論是年輕修士如今所受的,或是將來要受的——好使長者向他們闡明一切私慾的迷惑(凡屬初學者以及靈裡火熱者所有的),使青年能認識自己爭戰的隱秘,如同對鏡觀看,既得知那攻擊他們之諸惡的緣由,也得知其醫治之法;並且在未來爭戰臨到之先,便已受過操練,得以受教曉得當如何防備、迎戰並與之搏鬥。
For these matters are brought forward openly by the Egyptian fathers without reserve, in such a way that in their own narration they disclose and lay bare—as though they themselves still endured them—the struggles of all the vices, whether those which the younger monks now suffer or those which they are yet to suffer; so that, while the elders expound to them the illusions of all the passions, whatever belong to beginners or to those seething in spirit, the young may come to know the hidden secrets of their own conflicts, and, contemplating these as in a mirror, may be taught both the causes of the vices by which they are assailed and their remedies; and being thus schooled beforehand for the encounters of future battles even before these come upon them, may be instructed how they ought to take precaution against them, to meet them, and to do combat with them.
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ut solent peritissimi medicorum non solum mederi praesentibus morbis, uerum etiam futuris peritia sagaci occurrere eosque praeceptis uel poculis salutaribus praeuenire, ita hi quoque uerissimi animarum medici, emersuras ualitudines cordium spiritali conlatione uelut quodam caelesti antidoto praenecantes, in iuniorum mentibus non patiuntur adulescere, aperientes eis et causas inminentium passionum et remedia sanitatum. Quapropter haec est antiquitus patrum permanens nunc usque sententia, quam proferre sine mea confusione non potero, qui nec germanam uitare nec episcopi euadere manus potui, omnimodis monachum fugere debere mulieres et episcopos.
正如最精湛的醫師不但醫治當下的疾病,更以敏銳的識見預防將來的病症,並以有益的訓誨或藥劑加以防患;照樣,這些最真確的靈魂醫師也藉著屬靈的交談——如同某種屬天的解毒劑——預先殺滅那將要生起的心中疾病,不容它們在青年的心裡滋長,向他們揭示那將臨之私慾的緣由,也揭示醫治的良方。因此,這是自古在教父中流傳、直到如今仍存的箴言,我不能不帶著自己的羞愧提說它(因為我既不能躲開自己的姐妹,也逃不脫主教的手):修士無論如何都當逃避婦女與主教。
As the most skilled of physicians are wont not only to heal present diseases but also, with keen foresight, to forestall those to come, and to prevent them by wholesome precepts or draughts, so these truest physicians of souls likewise, by spiritual discourse—as by a kind of heavenly antidote—kill in advance the maladies of the heart that are about to arise, and do not suffer them to grow up in the minds of the young, opening to them both the causes of impending passions and the remedies for their cure. Wherefore this is the judgment handed down from of old among the fathers, and abiding even to this day, which I cannot bring forward without my own confusion—for I could neither avoid my own sister nor escape the hands of a bishop—that a monk must by all means flee women and bishops.
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neuter enim sinit eum, quem semel suae familiaritati deuinxerit, uel quieti cellae ulterius operam dare uel diuinae theoriae per sanctarum rerum intuitum purissimis oculis inhaerere. Ideoque athleta Christi, qui uerum ac spiritalem agonem legitime certare desiderat, hanc multiformem uariamque bestiam omnimodis superare festinet. quam nobis ex omni parte uelut multiplicem nequitiam occurrentem tali remedio poterimus euadere, ut cogitantes illud Dauiticum eloquium: dominus dissipauit ossa eorum qui hominibus placent, primitus nihil proposito uanitatis et inanis gloriae capiendae gratia nosmet ipsos facere permittamus:
因為這二者中無論哪一個,都不容它一旦繫於自己親密關係中的人,此後或專心於斗室的安靜,或以最純潔的眼目藉觀看聖物而恆守屬神的默觀。因此,凡渴望在真實而屬靈的爭戰中合法角力的基督精兵,都當竭力用各樣方法勝過這多形多變的獸。這獸從四面向我們襲來,如同種種的邪惡,我們卻能藉這樣的良方逃脫它:就是想起大衛那句話:「主打散了那討人喜悅之人的骨頭」,首先絕不容自己為著虛榮或博取虛浮的榮耀而行事;
For neither of these permits the man whom he has once bound to his intimacy either to devote himself henceforth to the quiet of his cell, or to cleave with purest eyes to divine contemplation through the beholding of holy things. Therefore let the athlete of Christ, who longs to contend lawfully in the true and spiritual combat, hasten by every means to overcome this many-shaped and manifold beast. Assailing us as it does on every side, like a manifold wickedness, we shall be able to escape it by such a remedy as this: that, calling to mind that saying of David, 'The Lord hath scattered the bones of them that please men,' we should in the first place permit ourselves to do nothing for the sake of vanity or of gaining empty glory;
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deinde ea, quae bono initio fecerimus, obseruatione simili custodire nitamur, ne omnes laborum nostrorum fructus post inrepens cenodoxiae morbus euacuet: quidquid etiam in conuersatione fratrum minime communis usus recipit uel exercet, omni studio ut iactantiae deditum declinemus, et ea, quae nos possunt inter ceteros notabiles reddere, ac ueluti solis facientibus laus apud homines sit conquirenda, uitemus. his enim uel maxime indiciis cenodoxiae letale contagium nobis inhaerere monstrabitur.
其次,我們當以同樣的儆醒力求保守我們以善念所開始的一切,免得虛榮的疾病隨後偷偷潛入,使我們一切勞苦的果子化為烏有。再者,凡在弟兄們共同生活的常規中不被接納或不被施行的事,我們都當以全副的熱心加以躲避,視之為屈就於誇耀;並且那些能使我們在眾人中顯得出眾、彷彿唯獨我們行之而向人博取稱讚的事,我們也當避開。因為藉著這些跡象,最能顯明虛榮那致命的傳染正黏附在我們身上。
then let us strive to guard, with like watchfulness, those things which we have done with a good beginning, lest the disease of vainglory, creeping in afterwards, empty out all the fruit of our labors. Whatever, moreover, in the manner of life among the brethren the common practice does not receive or exercise, let us with all zeal shun as given over to ostentation; and let us avoid those things which can make us conspicuous among the rest, and, as though we alone did them, must have praise sought for us among men. For by these signs above all it will be shown that the deadly contagion of vainglory clings to us.
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quod facillime poterimus effugere, si consideremus non solum fructus laborum nostrorum nos penitus amissuros, quoscumque cenodoxiae proposito fecerimus, sed etiam reos magni criminis factos aeterna supplicia ueluti sacrilegos soluturos, utpote qui ad iniuriam dei opus, quod eius obtentu nos oportuit agere, hominum gratia maluimus exercere, ab eo, qui occultorum est conscius, homines deo et gloriam mundi gloriae domini praetulisse conuicti. DE SPIRITU SUPERBIAE. CAPITUTLA. I. Quod octauum certamen aduersus spiritum superbiae sit, et de natura eius. II. Quod superbiae duo sint genera. III. Quod superbia- omnes pariter uirtutes auferat. IIII.
這一點我們最容易逃避,只要我們思想:凡我們懷著虛榮之念所做的一切勞苦,其果子我們不但要全然失去,而且要因犯了大罪,如同褻瀆聖物者一般償付永刑——因為我們得罪神,寧願為著人的恩寵去行那本當在神眼前為祂而行的工,並被那洞悉隱秘者定罪,因我們重看人過於神、重看世界的榮耀過於主的榮耀。論驕傲之靈。目錄。一、第八場爭戰乃是抵擋驕傲之靈,並論其本質。二、驕傲有兩種。三、驕傲同樣奪去一切美德。四、
This we shall most easily escape if we consider that we shall not only utterly lose the fruits of whatever labors we have performed with an aim toward vainglory, but shall also, having become guilty of a great crime, pay eternal punishments as though sacrilegious—inasmuch as we, to the injury of God, chose to perform for men's favor the work which we ought to have done under His regard—being convicted by Him who is the knower of secret things of having preferred men to God and the glory of the world to the glory of the Lord. ON THE SPIRIT OF PRIDE. CHAPTERS. I. That the eighth combat is against the spirit of pride, and concerning its nature. II. That there are two kinds of pride. III. That pride carries off all the virtues alike. IIII.
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Quod ob superbiam Lucifer ille de archangelo diabolus factus sit. V. Quod fomites omnium uitiorum de superbia pullularint VI. Quod superbiae uitium, cum sit in ordine conluctationis extremum, tempore tamen et origine) primum sit. VII. Quod tantum sit malum superbiae, ut ipsum deum aduersarium habere mereatur. VIII. Quemadmodum deus superbiam diaboli uirtute humilitatis extinxerit, et diuersa super hoc testimonia. VIIII. Quemadmodum nos quoque superbiam superare possimus. X. Quod nemo possit perfectionem uirtutum uel promissam beatitudinem suis tantum uiribus obtinere. XI. Exemplum latronis siue Dauid uel uocationis nostrae ad dei gratiam demonstrandam. XII.
四、路西弗如何因驕傲從天使長變成了魔鬼。五、一切惡習的火種如何從驕傲中萌生。六、驕傲之惡雖在爭戰的次序上居末,卻在時間與源頭上為首。七、驕傲之惡何等大,以致配得以神自己為其仇敵。八、神如何以謙卑之德撲滅魔鬼的驕傲,並論及此事的種種見證。九、我們如何也能勝過驕傲。十、無人能單憑自己的力量得著諸德的完全或所應許的福樂。十一、以強盜、大衛,或我們蒙召之例來證明神的恩典。十二、
That through pride that Lucifer was made a devil out of an archangel. V. That the kindling-stuff of all the vices sprang up out of pride. VI. That the vice of pride, although it is last in the order of the struggle, is nevertheless first in time and origin. VII. That so great is the evil of pride that it deserves to have God Himself as its adversary. VIII. In what manner God extinguished the pride of the devil by the virtue of humility, and various testimonies upon this. VIIII. In what manner we too can overcome pride. X. That no one can obtain the perfection of the virtues or the promised blessedness by his own powers alone. XI. The example of the thief, or of David, or of our calling, to demonstrate the grace of God. XII.
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