And on seeing him, I thought I possessed you in another body, and though you were far away, you seemed to us present through another likeness of yourself.
To Sosianus: It was fitting, then, that I too should take courage and ask a favor of you, and that you should give it readily — a thing befitting us both: for me to say what I needed, and for you to carry the word into deed.
For Strategius reported to me that such was the zeal you showed toward him, that, so far as it depended on you, the case has reached its conclusion, and we have prevailed.
for such is my confidence in hoping for the outcome through you, that even before its conclusion I am already seeking words with which to acknowledge the favor.
For when Strategius arrived but had no letter, he blushed to approach me — how could he not? — and though he many times eluded me, at last he was with difficulty caught; and indeed I called him vile and hateful to the gods, because, having come to us, he reported nothing about you, dearest of friends, of whom I had many times prayed to hear.
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ἀλλ'ὅμωςἐκεῖνοςτὴνἀπολογίανἱκανῶςἐποιεῖτο·
然而他仍充分作了申辯;
But nevertheless he made his defense sufficiently;
1:438
καὶγὰραἴτιονἔλεγεντὴνφυγὴνὅτιγράμματαμὴκομίζοι
因為他說,他之所以躲避,是因為未攜帶書信。
for he said the cause of his flight was that he was not carrying a letter.
Yet may he only prosper, and we shall bear being overlooked with moderation. Saying these things and others like them, I was gathering a great accusation against you.
For when I took your former letter into my hands and learned from it that a little later you would return to us, I was delighted, and, drawing a deep breath from pleasure, I said:
But when the time dragged on beyond my hopes, I did not even deign to write — making this, as they say, a goad of love, so that you, thinking yourself scorned, might press on toward us all the more; for I wished to reproach you for not remembering your friends.
1:455
καίμοιδοκεῖςΣτρατοκλῆςἡμῖνὁῥήτωργενέσθαι
您在我看來,竟成了我們的斯特拉托克勒斯——那位演說家。
And you seem to me to have become our own Stratocles the orator.
Stratocles [replied]: 'Did I do you wrong, if because of me you were the happier for two days at least, and it was a gain merely to seem so?' But since Pindar holds that concern for one's mother takes precedence even over other business, may your fatherland see you the sooner — and after her, may we.
And if you will grant me pardon for saying this with reluctance, your character has shifted toward arrogance, and you are unwilling to remain such as you were before.
for perhaps I too, on seeing the great emperor, and the robe of the consuls, and some office called the very greatest, and all those solemn things among you — whether you wish to call them realities or mere titles — would have raised my brow and grown proud, being lifted up by the fortune of what I beheld, and to me our old friendships would have seemed mere folly.
For since you were captured by these things, I could not easily say that I would have escaped suffering the same, were it not that some reasoning stole in upon me: that judgment and fortune, my good friend, are not the same thing — the one moves as it pleases, and often shifts, and mocks our affairs; but of the other it befits the man of sound mind to be master, neither rising up together with it when it rises, nor changing along with it when it falls.
To Zacharias, brother: What am I to become, having received a lover and brother who accuses me, and thinks I have nothing at all to say in reply? For what indeed do you say? That we orators are fathers of many daughters?
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τὰςγὰρἐπιστολὰςοὕτωςὀνομάζεινἐδόκει
因為您似乎樂於以此名稱來稱呼我們的書信。
for it seemed right to you to call our letters by this name.
But if I were some kind of poet, I would surely call upon Apollo and the Muses, saying: 'Grant that I may speak and persuade, and that our little ones may not appear to have been wronged;'
but as it is, I shall at least imitate something poetic, and swear a great oath — let the gods stand as witnesses! — that our affairs do not stand as it is somewhere being said, but that we still hold reverence for friendship and remembrance of our dearest ones.
'What, then,' you say, 'is this silence?' I fear lest some unjust fortune revel against my offspring, and carry off, now this one, now that, of my daughters as they hasten toward you;
As for the others, why should one grieve to speak of them? But just recently — yesterday, so to speak, and the day before — one daughter was dispatched to you, recounting my struggles, and now, it seems, she wanders about, a stranger and forsaken.
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ἀλλ'ἥκοιποτὲχεῖραςεἰςσάς, καὶεὐφραινοίμηνἀκούσας
但願她終能落入您手中,而我也將因聽聞此事而歡欣。
But may she at last come into your hands, and may I rejoice on hearing of it.
To Epiphanius: Are you still silent? Am I still among the discarded, and has no thought of our old affections stolen upon you at all? You are indeed a pitiless and implacable man.
Recall for me that memory — how you did not depart from us with such hopes as these, but you wept, alas, and departed with difficulty, and you promised, almost even before setting foot on land, that you would write.
And if you continue to be silent, I shall cry out something tragic, saying: 'O Zeus, and Friendship, and Letters — you have been wronged, and I have been wronged!'
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ὁδὲἀδικῶνἦνὅτεφίλονἐκάλει
而那行不義之人,正是昔日曾稱我為友之人。
And the one doing the wrong was he who once called me friend.
To John: If silence proves friendship to be false, then friendship must always consist merely in words, since it is disproved whenever these are absent.
Let us rather consider that it is not given to us to do all things as each one wishes; rather, the external cares of life and the uncertainty of what is to come sometimes prevail over reason, and these lead, while reason serves and obeys.
So too for me: since I entered upon the work of teaching, unceasing struggles and the cares attending them beset me from the very beginning, and have not left me even to this day.
But O Zeus, and Loves, and all who watch over friendship — may you persuade my accusers that I have never come to forget them, but I remain with them in thought, and I seem to speak and to hear them speaking, and that if I am ignorant of them, then I have also forgotten myself.
To Hieronymus(?): Do you still dwell beside the Nile? Do you still disregard those who long for you? Tell me, what has so come over you? For if you think that delay kindles our longing all the more, know well that it has already reached its height, and you would have nothing further to add to the matter.
But if the city of the Macedonian draws you on account of its graces, and because it seems already to possess Helicon itself, then emulate Odysseus, and having passed by the Sirens, remember Ithaca.
For indeed, longing now to see you wearing the golden cicada in the ancient fashion, I gape at the sea and scan the merchant ships, on the chance that I shall ever behold you present.
But you seem to me to have rivaled that famous son of Theseus — and this while you are a teacher of the young — 'Bridegroom Demophon, unjust guest ...,' you who no longer wish even to remember your child, fair as he is, and who, were you present, could already be called father by him.
To Zachariah and Philip, brothers: How greatly I am overpowered by longing for you — how could I possibly set it forth in words, unless perhaps you yourselves happen to have experienced something similar? For it is the one who has experienced it who knows how to judge such matters.
But I am persuaded that you are indeed such men, and that you preserve the law both of friendship and of nature — as is evident from the fact that you write and console me with your letters.
Would that I might become Perseus, and appear winged, cutting through the air and borne over the sea, so that no sooner should it seem than I should actually be with you, and enjoy the fruit of my longing. Contrary to nature indeed, yet not far from the mind of those who yearn, which easily wanders and dreams of things that cannot by nature come to pass.
or, if you prefer, blessed, in that, having an arrow to serve his purpose, he was carried to whomever he wished, and no length of road ever troubled Abaris.
But why should I seek far-fetched things contrary to nature? Only letters remain to us for consolation; let Perseus and Abaris be left to the poets and to myths.
To Philip, brother: If both ancient sayings and the law of nature bid us render to our parents what is due, how much gratitude is it fitting to repay to one's fatherland, from which even the parents themselves took their beginning? To her the present occasion now summons you; and imagine that she, who bore you, is sending forth this very voice to you through me:
For thus you will both have fulfilled your duty and will grant us cause to remember the matter, in proportion as the need concerns things of the greatest moment.
We wish the petitions on behalf of the city to be submitted to the great emperor through the bishop among you, or through the emperor's brother, so that the dignity of the one presenting them may lend some added weight to what is presented.
To Epiphanius: If, when we speak, you are silent, but write when we are silent, then I am afraid, in writing, that it should be altogether necessary either to speak to the voiceless or, while silent, to listen.
And yet, as is reasonable, men devised the practice of letter-writing precisely so that, in absence, they might preserve a likeness of presence, and might say something through their letters just as if they were together.
As for me, when I had read your letter, I even wept for joy, and I seemed to hear you present, speaking as you were accustomed, and, breathing forth something sweet, I said this: 'that most beloved voice!'
But, ah — by that very love and by that friendship, if indeed you still know and remember it — do not, through your letters, absent yourself from me, nor take away my sole consolation, lest perhaps I come to envy those who have never loved at all, who never suffer such things as to have cause to lament them.
To Zachariah and Philip, brothers: I earlier recommended a certain man to you in my previous letter, not knowing him precisely, but supposing him, from what he pretended to be, to be that which he was not;
But having been trusted according to the law of friendship, and having received this favor in addition to many others, he broke into the house of his host and stripped him of all the money he had.
When at last he himself had set sail, and need called the owner to what was supposed still to be lying there, the whole drama came to light, and there was no gainsaying the evidence.
I have been moved to write these things so that he may not, being trusted on your account, do other such things to the one who trusts him — and so that the one who suffers may not blame you, nor you in turn blame me altogether.
For what kind of life could we have, deprived of speaking to you and writing? But if we should obtain the like from you in return, by Heracles, how fortunate we shall be!
To Athenodorus: Having received the book, I naturally acknowledged my gratitude to you, and I rejoiced with myself that I had been fortunate enough to find in you, being such as you are, a friend.
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καὶμήμεβαλέτωλίθῳτραχεῖφθόνος, ὡςτῷΠινδάρῳδοκεῖ
願嫉妒之神不要以粗礪之石擲我,一如品達所言。
And may Envy not cast a rough stone at me, as it seemed good to Pindar to say.
If, then, you should come to us, you would obtain the property the sooner, persuading him on some points regarding the price and being persuaded on others, as the law of commerce demands;
To Sosianus: The admirable Alphaeus has reported to me that you proved yourself toward him just such as he himself wished, and I expected, and as it was fitting for you to be seen to be.
indeed, if you wish, I had already anticipated it and was describing beforehand, sketching just what sort of man you proved toward him — so that he, at a loss what more to say, fell silent amid laughter and called me fortunate in my friendship.
But do bring the same zeal to bear on the matters concerning which he entreated you in person, so that he himself may feel gratitude toward me, and both of us in turn may feel gratitude toward you.
To Zachariah: I received your letter — a thing which ought indeed to have happened long ago, yet, even coming now, it has in no way blunted the edge of its charm.
For neither would the Delphians choose to have the Pythian god altogether absent from them, even though, when he is present, they straightway keep festival for the sojourn of Apollo.
To Nestorius: We have been cheated of a hope that was long and, by its very duration, painful — since it never reached its fulfillment — yet which nonetheless gladdened us and made our grief more moderate;
But now, having fallen even from that very hope, how could we bear it with moderation? Ah, Fortune, Fortune — for I shall indulge in a little tragic lament, for the consolation of my grief — why does our anguish give you such delight? You ought either not to have brought men together into mutual longing at all, or else to have allowed them to enjoy one another, and not to take pleasure in their separation.
But indeed, dear Nestorius, it is nothing strange that we, being human, should undergo such things; rather, we must bow the neck and willingly endure the yoke of necessity;
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οἱγὰρἑκούσιοιπόνοιτοῖςκάμνουσιμετριώτεροι
因為出於甘心承受的勞苦,對於受苦之人而言,總是較為輕省的。
for labors willingly borne prove more bearable to those who toil under them.
Stephen — nor do I think this escapes you — is unable so much as to place the hope of his livelihood in his own hands, having been robbed by Fortune of, well-nigh, his very eye as well.
But this contrivance is in danger of profiting him nothing, unless he should obtain the assistance that comes from you — assistance which, I am persuaded, lies open to all who wish to obtain it;
for if you should ask, I think one of the bishops among you will consent either to have him serving in the liturgy, or, at the very least, simply to have him maintained.
1:549
ἴστεδὲὡςκαὶμηδὲνὠφελούμενοςοὐπαύεταιφλυαροῦν·
但你們該知道,即使一無所得,他也絕不會停止他那絮絮叨叨的閒言碎語;
But know that, even when he gains nothing by it, he does not cease his idle chatter;
but if he should obtain some kindness, where would it not be natural for him to proclaim the favor? For he will, I think, expend his innate garrulity in the remembering of the kindness.
To Thomas: Of good men, even without the sight of them, the mere memory knows how to give delight — and then all the more, when those who have made trial of them, having been filled with the whole of their love, are no longer present to supply, by their continual sight, the pleasure of it.
I utter these reflections having myself fallen into just such a passion — one whom, having made trial of, I came to admire, and whom, now absent, I seek again; and I pray that Fortune may contrive some new device, and at last bring together lovers so far separated from one another.
But behold, by the gods, how wantonly Fortune behaves, unwilling to make any distinction, whether she is eager to strike the wicked, or lets fly her arrows against the virtuous.
But as it is, you mourn a wife — a chaste woman, as was fitting, and such as it befitted a wise man to have as consort — and, most terrible of all, a mother of children, children who still have need of a mother.
On hearing these things, who would not weep? And having suffered them, who could endure, without the good fortune of your own resolve? For I am persuaded that, obeying Isocrates, before suffering anything you had already schooled yourself amid such events — seeing many such things yourself, and hearing many recounted by others.
For what harsh thing does not visit our life? And what does it show more temperate than the sea? One man rises to greatness; another, having reached the height, found Fortune turn traitor, and has fallen—
for from every side the divine power decrees that nothing remains as it came to be; but if anything is according to men's desire, it says, wait but a little, and it will surely be gone.
Let suffering, then, be given over to God's providence and to the nod that in every way guides our affairs well; but to bear nobly whatever God gives is to conquer by virtue, and not to surrender everything to Fortune.
To Nestorios: I took delight in your fine and most welcome letter — in part apologizing for the long silence which, even though you had often written elsewhere, you had nonetheless kept toward me until I received your letters; and in part also rebuking me sharply, because from the outset I had charged you with silence.
But if you are merely playing coy, claiming you cannot express yourself with elegance, we are the judges of such matters, and we find fault with the excuse.
You will say you blush, as one who has broken his promise and disregarded the agreement, holding the book now some third or fourth year, though you had pledged not to keep it even a third month.
And accepting your silence as the token of modesty, I set the matter down to necessity — although I gave you a book whose price I myself have not even now paid, so that it is unclear whether it belongs to the seller or to me who gave it.
But nevertheless I have set nothing in the way of your need — not the uncertain ownership, not the necessity of learning something from it — but overlooking everything, I would have supplied it to you together with many other things, had you also consented to accept them.
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ὅμωςοὐδὲνδεινὸνεἰμέχριτοῦνῦνὁρίζειςτὸβράδος
不過,只要閣下將延宕之期限止於此刻,倒也無傷大雅。
Still, there is no great harm, if you set the limit of the delay at the present moment.
for what could I hope for, having suffered such things from you? But the most wise John is not such a man, who, having received one book from me, before long sent back a second besides.
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οὕτωςεὐγνώμωνδοκεῖνἤθελεμᾶλλονἢκεκτῆσθαιβιβλίον
他寧願被人視為知恩圖報之人,也不願僅僅擁有一部書而已。
So much did he wish to seem grateful, rather than to possess a book.
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καὶμήμοιλέγεὡςοὐκἀποστερεῖνἐθέλωνκατέσχον
請閣下切勿對我說,閣下扣留該書並非有意侵佔。
And do not tell me that you kept it without wishing to defraud me.
To Diodoros: The bearer of this letter will not now for the first time have experience of your goodwill; rather, while still recounting the first instance, he will receive a second proof of it, and, as I think, perhaps an even greater one—
for he enjoyed the former favour while about to be called our kinsman by marriage, but he will receive this one now that the matter has actually come to pass.
But you, who honored him when he was still only to be my kinsman — what will you become, now that you see him actually made so? For I think you will at once set in motion the treasuries of the laws, and, having sharpened your tongue, will let loose fountains of words against the wrongdoers.
And indeed, what else will you do but bring the beholder to remember the Attic tribunal? These things I have to say; these things the young man stands here hoping for.
And this is not the speech of boastfulness, but rather of one who is confident that what is mine, small though it be by nature, is able to be great in your eyes.
for it grants wonder to those who behold it and does violence to the nature of the season, but the bodies it received robust, a little later it has rendered pale and sickly.
Wherefore I would not choose, having enjoyed a few fruits, to fall ill, and then, when asked the cause, to be ashamed and remain silent — which indeed is what you are accustomed to do, adorning your estate with silence.
From that, then, your homeland has become dearer to you — the homeland you formerly used to call "the pit of the inhabited world" — and you have become wholly given over to material things, having bidden philosophy farewell.
And that mild and gentle character, which I with difficulty instilled in you before, and the hopes for your advancement — all this you have made vanish into nothing.
Whence you now cling to your homeland, and consider not by what means you might grow wiser, but by what means you might see the crops standing luxuriant.
To Zacharias and Philippos, brothers: Your letter both showed goodwill toward us and was not without prudent judgment; and each quality appeared purer by the addition of the other—
for you did not wish us to be so disposed simply because you longed for us, but you consider the visit superfluous unless advantage also attend it; nor, made overly fearful by the uncertainty of the future, did you forbid our coming to you again — but the manner of your counsel was novel and fitting to a rhetorician's mind, having neither boldness in its invitation nor open dissuasion, yet quietly guarding against it.
But I am so far removed from boastfulness, from loving worldly affairs, and from envying the good fortune of others, that although things here have not gone according to my mind, I have nevertheless endured so long a time.
And now, since indeed they promise to do what is reasonable for me, I do not count it a godsend simply on light hopes to see the imperial city — especially since I love quietude and account this my one happiness, and have come to think of Byzantium at all only that I might find provision for someday being free of worldly affairs and enjoying a more divine life.
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πλὴνοὐκἐρῶντῶνπραγμάτωντίθεμαιτὸδοκοῦν
然而,我採取此般心意,並非出於對世務之貪戀。
Yet it is not out of love for worldly affairs that I set down this resolve.
For nothing is truly to be chosen which does not receive God's assent, and whatever does not come to pass shows that it does not have God's approval — just as, if anything should come to pass that is not bound up with mere passion, it was assuredly approved by God, and so it came to be.
And neither can anything come to pass that is not approved, nor can what has come to pass be unapproved; so that if any of the things promised should go forward, it seems I must remain here, and I have nothing to say against it.
To Diodorus. I thought that you would keep the festival of the martyrs with us, and would grant us, however grudgingly, the good fortune of your presence;
So long ago, and from so far off, has this hatred been instilled in you, that on its account you are unwilling even to see your friends; and you prove that time knows how to increase resentment rather than to refute it.
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ταῦταπροὔλεγονἀεί, ταῦτακαὶγέγονεν
這是我向來所預言的,如今果然應驗了。
This I always used to foretell, and this has indeed come to pass.
For seeing you turn away even from the place itself, because of those who grieved you, I often cried, "Alas, alas!"—fearing that once freed from us, you would never wish to see us again.
But not even Achilles remained wrathful against the Achaeans so long a time; rather, having grieved them by his absence, he in due course yielded again, as he ought, and relented.
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χάρινδ'οὖνὅμωςοἶδατῇΤύχῃὅτιμὴΘέτινἔχειςμητέρα·
但我仍要感謝命運女神,幸而你的母親不是忒提斯;
Yet still I am grateful to Fortune, that you do not have Thetis for your mother;
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πάλαιγὰρἂνηὔξωκαὶἀπολώλειμεν
否則你早已為此禱求,而我們也早已滅亡了。
for long ago you would have made your prayer against us, and we would have perished.