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1:429
νυνὶ δὲ μᾶλλον ἐθαύμασα τῇ πείρᾳ μαθών
然而如今,親身體驗之後,我對他更加讚歎。
but now I have admired him all the more, having come to know him by experience.
1:430
καὶ τοῦτον ἰδὼν σὲ δι' ἑτέρου σώματος ἔχειν ἡγούμην, καὶ μακρὰν ἀπὼν δι' ἄλλης ἡμῖν εἰκόνος ἐδόκεις παρεῖναι
見到他時,我彷彿覺得是在另一副軀體中擁有了您;您雖遠在他方,卻似乎藉著另一個形象,與我們同在。
And on seeing him, I thought I possessed you in another body, and though you were far away, you seemed to us present through another likeness of yourself.
1:431
Σοσιανῶι Ἔπρεπεν ἄρα κἀμὲ θαρροῦντα χάριν αἰτεῖν παρὰ σοῦ, καὶ σὲ προθύμως διδόναι, ἀμφοτέροις ἁρμόττον, ἐμοὶ μὲν λέγειν ὅτου δέοι, σοὶ δὲ πρὸς ἔργον τὸν λόγον ἐκφέρειν
致索西阿努斯:那麼,我理當鼓起勇氣向您懇求恩惠,而您也理當欣然應允——此事於我們二人皆屬相宜:我說出所需,您則將言語付諸實行。
To Sosianus: It was fitting, then, that I too should take courage and ask a favor of you, and that you should give it readily — a thing befitting us both: for me to say what I needed, and for you to carry the word into deed.
1:432
Στρατήγιος γὰρ ἀπήγγειλέ μοι τοσαύτην ὑμῶν γεγενῆ σθαι τὴν εἰς αὐτὸν προθυμίαν, ὥστε τἀπὶ σοὶ καὶ πέρας ἔσχεν ἡ δίκη καὶ νενικήκαμεν
因為斯特拉特吉烏斯向我稟告,您對他所展現的熱誠竟至於此,以致就您這一方而言,官司已然了結,我們已然獲勝。
For Strategius reported to me that such was the zeal you showed toward him, that, so far as it depended on you, the case has reached its conclusion, and we have prevailed.
1:433
ἀλλ' ὅπως καὶ τοῖς ἔργοις γένοιτο ταῦτα·
但願此事亦能在實際行動中成就;
But may this indeed come to pass in deed as well;
1:434
τοσοῦτον γὰρ θαρρῶ διὰ σοῦ τὸ πέρας ἐλπίζων, ὥστε καὶ πρὸ τοῦ τέλους ἤδη λόγους ζητῶ δι' ὧν ὁμολογήσω τὴν χάριν
因為我對藉您之力達成結果一事,信心之堅,竟至於在事情了結之前,已在尋覓辭句,以表達對此恩惠的感激。
for such is my confidence in hoping for the outcome through you, that even before its conclusion I am already seeking words with which to acknowledge the favor.
1:435
Οὐλπίωι Πολλὴν ἡμῖν κατὰ σοῦ μελετωμένην κατηγορίαν διέφυγες
致烏爾皮烏斯:您已逃過我方正在籌備、針對您的一場重大控訴。
To Ulpius: You have escaped a great accusation that was being prepared against you by us.
1:436
ὡς γὰρ ἧκε μὲν ὁ Στρατήγιος, γράμματα δὲ οὐκ εἶχεν, ἠρυθρία μὲν ἐμοὶ προσελθεῖν πῶς γὰρ οὐκ ἔμελλε; πολλάκις δὲ διαφυγὼν μόλις ἑάλω, καὶ δὴ βδελυρὸν αὐτὸν καὶ θεοῖς ἐχθρὸν ἀπεκάλουν, ὅτι πρὸς ἡμᾶς ἀφιγμένος οὐδὲν περὶ ὑμῶν τῶν φιλτάτων ἀπήγγειλε, περὶ ὧν πολλάκις ηὐχόμην ἀκούειν
因為當斯特拉特吉烏斯抵達卻沒有帶來書信時,他羞於前來見我——他豈能不羞愧呢?他屢次躲避,最終才被勉強逮著;我當下更斥他為卑劣、為神明所憎之人,因為他既已來到我們這裡,卻對您這位至親好友的事隻字未提,而我卻屢屢祈望聽聞您的消息。
For when Strategius arrived but had no letter, he blushed to approach me — how could he not? — and though he many times eluded me, at last he was with difficulty caught; and indeed I called him vile and hateful to the gods, because, having come to us, he reported nothing about you, dearest of friends, of whom I had many times prayed to hear.
1:437
ἀλλ' ὅμως ἐκεῖνος τὴν ἀπολογίαν ἱκανῶς ἐποιεῖτο·
然而他仍充分作了申辯;
But nevertheless he made his defense sufficiently;
1:438
καὶ γὰρ αἴτιον ἔλεγεν τὴν φυγὴν ὅτι γράμματα μὴ κομίζοι
因為他說,他之所以躲避,是因為未攜帶書信。
for he said the cause of his flight was that he was not carrying a letter.
1:439
κἀκείνῳ μὲν συγγνώμην ἐδίδουν ἐπὶ τού τοις ἐρυθριῶντι, ἔλεγον δὲ πρὸς ἐμαυτόν·
我因見他為此羞愧,便饒恕了他,但心中卻自語道:
And I granted him pardon, since he blushed over this, but I said to myself:
1:440
ὅσα δὴ φέρειν καὶ μεταβάλλειν οἶδεν ὁ χρόνος
時光竟能成就、又能改變多少事啊!
how many things time knows how to bring about and to change!
1:441
Οὔλπιος γὰρ ὁ καλὸς ἡνίκα μὲν ἡμῖν τῆς παλαιᾶς ἐκοινώνει τύχης, φίλος τε ἦν καὶ ἐδόκει, καὶ οὐκ ἄν ποτε ᾤμην ὡς μεταβάλοιτο·
因為當那位善良的烏爾皮烏斯,與我們同處往昔的境遇之時,他既是朋友、亦顯得是朋友,我從未想過他會改變;
For the good Ulpius, when he shared our former fortune, both was and seemed a friend, and I would never have thought that he would change;
1:442
ὡς δὲ λαμπρὸς ἤρθη καὶ γέγονε μέγας, ἀφόρητός ἐστιν εὐτυχῶν, καὶ τῶν πρῴην ἐκείνων ἐπιλανθάνεται
然而自從他飛黃騰達、位高權重以來,他在順遂之中變得令人難以忍受,並且遺忘了昔日種種。
but since he has risen to splendor and become great, he is insufferable in his good fortune, and forgets those former things.
1:443
εὐτυχοίη δὲ μόνον, καὶ μετρίως οἴσομεν παρορώμενοι. ταῦτα καὶ τὰ τοιαῦτα λέγων πολλὴν κατὰ σοῦ κατηγορίαν συνέλεγον
然而,但願他一味亨通,而我們也將以節制之心,忍受被忽視。說著這些話與諸如此類的言語,我便積聚了對您的一場重大控訴。
Yet may he only prosper, and we shall bear being overlooked with moderation. Saying these things and others like them, I was gathering a great accusation against you.
1:444
ὡς δέ τις ἐλθὼν τὴν παρ' ὑμῶν ἐπιστολὴν ἐπεδίδου, πρῶτον μὲν πρὶν λῦσαι πολλάκις τὴν ἐπιστολὴν ἠσπαζόμην·
然而,當有人前來遞上您的書信時,我在拆開之前,便已多次親吻那封信;
But when someone came and delivered your letter, first, before even opening it, I kissed the letter many times;
1:445
εἶτα τοῖς ἔνδον περιτυχὼν καὶ τὴν ἀπολογίαν τοῦ βράδους εὑρὼν ἥσθην οὐ μετρίως, καὶ μετέμελέ μοι τῶν πρῴην ῥημάτων
隨後,得見信中內容,發現遲延的緣由,我心中歡喜無比,並為先前所言深自懊悔。
then, having encountered what was within, and finding the excuse for the delay, I was delighted beyond measure, and I repented of my former words.
1:446
ἔλεγον δὲ μᾶλλον φεῦ, ὡς πολλὰ μάτην ὑποπτεύουσιν ἄνθρωποι
我轉而自語:唉,世人竟徒然猜疑多少事啊!
and I said rather, alas, how many things men suspect in vain!
1:447
τὸν θαυμαστὸν γὰρ ἡμῖν Οὔλπιον οὐ μετέβαλεν οὔτε χρόνος οὔτε ἡ τύχη, ἀλλ' εὐγνώμων τέ ἐστι κἀμὲ τὸν πρὶν εὐεργέτην ἐπίσταται
因為無論時光或命運,皆未曾改變我們那位可敬的烏爾皮烏斯,他仍知恩圖報,認我為他昔日的施惠者。
For neither time nor fortune has changed our admirable Ulpius, but he is grateful, and knows me as his former benefactor.
1:448
ἀλλ' ὅπως μὴ πάλιν σιγῶν αὖθις ἡμᾶς εἰς κατηγορίαν ἐνέγκῃς
但願您切莫再度緘默,以致再次令我們生出這般控訴。
But take care that you do not, by falling silent again, once more bring us to such accusation.
1:449
Σιλανῶι Ἐξέκρουσας ἡμᾶς ἐλπίδος οὐκ ἂν εἰπεῖν ἔχοις ὁπόσης
致西拉努斯:您使我們從一個極大的希望中跌落,大到您根本無法言說其程度。
To Silanus: You have dashed us from a hope so great that you could not say how great it was.
1:450
ἐγὼ γάρ σου τὴν προτέραν ἐπιστολὴν εἰς χεῖρας λαβὼν καὶ γνοὺς ἐξ αὐτῆς ὡς μικρὸν ὕστερον ἡμῖν ἐπανήξεις, ἥσθην τε καὶ μέγα ὑφ' ἡδονῆς ἀναπνεύσας ἔφην·
因為當我手持您先前的來信,從中得知不久之後您將重返我們身邊時,我滿心歡喜,因喜悅而深深吸了一口氣,說道:
For when I took your former letter into my hands and learned from it that a little later you would return to us, I was delighted, and, drawing a deep breath from pleasure, I said:
1:451
ἀλλ' ὦ Ζεῦ, γένοιτο ταῦτα
喔,宙斯啊,願此事成真!
O Zeus, may this come to pass!
1:452
τοιγαροῦν μετέωρος ἦν ὁσημέραι καὶ ἐπὶ κούφης ἔβαινον τῆς ἐλπίδος, πυκνὰ δὴ λέγων·
於是我日復一日地懸念不已,行走於一縷輕淺的希望之上,屢屢自語道:
And so I was in suspense day after day, and walked upon a light hope, saying repeatedly:
1:453
ἆρά ποτε ὄψομαι καὶ προσείπω χρόνιον καὶ γενοίμην αὖθις σὺν ἐκείνῳ
我豈能再次見到他、在如此長久之後向他致意,並再度與他同在?
Shall I ever see him again and greet him after so long a time, and once more be together with him?
1:454
ὡς δὲ χρόνος ἦν παρ' ἐλπίδας, οὐδὲ γράφειν ἠξίουν, ἐρέθισμά φασιν ἔρωτος τοῦτο ποιῶν, ὅπως ἂν καταφρονεῖσθαι δοκῶν, ἔτι μᾶλλον ἐπείγοιο πρὸς ἡμᾶς, ὀνειδίσαι θέλων τὸ μὴ φίλων μεμνῆ σθαι
然而當時光流逝、超乎所望之期,我便連書信也不屑一寫——如人所言,以此為愛慕的刺激,好使您自覺受了輕慢,反倒更急切地趕赴我方;我原是要責備您不念舊友。
But when the time dragged on beyond my hopes, I did not even deign to write — making this, as they say, a goad of love, so that you, thinking yourself scorned, might press on toward us all the more; for I wished to reproach you for not remembering your friends.
1:455
καί μοι δοκεῖς Στρατοκλῆς ἡμῖν ὁ ῥήτωρ γενέσθαι
您在我看來,竟成了我們的斯特拉托克勒斯——那位演說家。
And you seem to me to have become our own Stratocles the orator.
1:456
ἐκεῖνος γὰρ ἡττω μένοις τοῖς Ἀθηναίοις καὶ τὴν τύχην ἀγνοοῦσι νίκην ἀπήγγειλεν
因為那人,趁雅典人戰敗、尚不知自身命運之際,向他們宣告了一場勝利。
For that man, when the Athenians had been defeated and did not yet know their fortune, announced to them a victory.
1:457
εὐθὺς οὖν ἡ πόλις ὀρθή, καὶ παίζειν ἀνεῖτο, καὶ δυστυχοῦντες ηὐφραίνοντο
於是全城立刻振奮起來,放縱嬉戲,人們雖身處逆境,卻歡欣鼓舞。
At once, then, the city rose up, and gave itself over to sport, and though in misfortune, the people rejoiced.
1:458
Στρατοκλῆς ἠδίκουν, εἰ δυοῖν γοῦν ἡμέραιν ἡδίους γεγόνατε δι' ἐμὲ καὶ κέρδος ἦν τὸ δοκεῖν; ἀλλ' ἐπειδὴ μητρὸς πρᾶγμα καὶ ἀσχολίας ὑπέρτερον τῷ Πινδάρῳ δοκεῖ, ἴδοι σε θᾶττον ἡ πατρίς, καὶ μετ' ἐκείνην ἡμεῖς
斯特拉托克勒斯〔答道〕:『我豈曾虧待了你們?縱使你們僅僅因我而快樂了兩天,單是這份表象,豈非已是一種所得?』但既然品達認為,關乎母親之事,理當凌駕於其他事務之上,但願您的祖國能更早見到您,其次,才輪到我們。
Stratocles [replied]: 'Did I do you wrong, if because of me you were the happier for two days at least, and it was a gain merely to seem so?' But since Pindar holds that concern for one's mother takes precedence even over other business, may your fatherland see you the sooner — and after her, may we.
1:459
Φιλίππωι ἀδελφῶι Ἰδού σοι πάλιν ἐπιστολὴ παρ' ἡμῶν, καὶ πάλιν εὖ οἶδ' ὅτι σιγήσεις
致腓力,吾弟:看哪,我方再次致函於您,而我深知,您必又將緘默不語。
To Philip, brother: Behold, once again a letter from us to you, and again I know well that you will remain silent.
1:460
καὶ εἴ μοι δοίης συγγνώμην ἀχθομένῳ λέγειν, μεταβέβληταί σοι πρὸς ἀλαζονείαν ὁ τρόπος, καὶ οὐκ ἐθέλεις μένειν οἷος ἦσθα καὶ πρότερον
倘若您能寬恕我不情願說出此言:您的性情已轉向傲慢,不再願意保持先前的模樣。
And if you will grant me pardon for saying this with reluctance, your character has shifted toward arrogance, and you are unwilling to remain such as you were before.
1:461
ἀλλ' εὖ γε ὅτι μὴ τὴν τοῦ Βοσπόρου διέπλευσα θάλατταν καὶ βασιλέως πόλιν ἀφῖγμαι·
然而,幸虧我未曾渡過博斯普魯斯海峽、抵達那皇帝之城;
But it is well that I did not sail across the sea of the Bosporus and arrive at the emperor's city;
1:462
ἴσως γὰρ ἂν κἀγὼ βασιλέα τὸν μέγαν ὁρῶν καὶ τὴν τῶν ὑπάτων στολὴν καὶ ἀρχὴν δή τινα μεγίστην καλουμένην καὶ τὰ σεμνὰ δὴ ταῦτα τὰ παρ' ὑμῖν, εἴτε πράγματα βούλει λέγειν εἴτε ὀνόματα, ἐπῆρα τὴν ὀφρῦν καὶ νεανικὸν ἐφρόνουν πρὸς τὴν τῶν ὁρωμένων ἐπαιρόμενος τύχην, καί μοι τὰ πάλαι φίλα λῆρος ἐδόκει
因為或許連我也會如此:一見那偉大的皇帝、執政官的袍服、某個號稱至高無上的官職,以及您們那裡種種堂皇之物——無論您願稱之為實事還是虛名——便會揚起眉頭,自恃驕矜,因所見之榮華而心生得意,以致昔日的情誼在我看來竟成了無稽之談。
for perhaps I too, on seeing the great emperor, and the robe of the consuls, and some office called the very greatest, and all those solemn things among you — whether you wish to call them realities or mere titles — would have raised my brow and grown proud, being lifted up by the fortune of what I beheld, and to me our old friendships would have seemed mere folly.
1:463
ὅπου γὰρ σὺ τούτοις ἑάλως, οὐκ ἂν εἴποιμι ῥᾳδίως ὡς διέφυγον ἂν τὸ μὴ οὐ ταὐτὰ παθεῖν, εἰ μή μέ τις ἄρα λογισμὸς ὑπεισῆλθεν ὡς οὖ ταὐτόν, ὦ λῷστε, γνώμη καὶ τύχη, ἀλλ' ἡ μὲν ὡς ἂν αὐτῇ δοκῇ φέρεται καὶ μεταπίπτει πολλάκις καὶ γελᾷ τὰ ἡμέτερα, τῆς δὲ κύριον εἶναι προσήκει τὸν σωφρονοῦντα, καὶ μήτε αἰρομένῃ συναναστῆναι μήτε πιπτούσῃ συμ μεταβάλλεσθαι
既然您已為此等事物所俘,我便難以輕言自己必能倖免於同樣的遭遇——若非有某種思慮悄然浮上心頭:摯友啊,見識與命運二者並不相同;命運隨心所欲,變幻無常,常常戲弄我們的境況;而見識則理當由明智之人自己作主,既不隨命運高漲而共同振起,亦不隨命運跌落而隨之改變。
For since you were captured by these things, I could not easily say that I would have escaped suffering the same, were it not that some reasoning stole in upon me: that judgment and fortune, my good friend, are not the same thing — the one moves as it pleases, and often shifts, and mocks our affairs; but of the other it befits the man of sound mind to be master, neither rising up together with it when it rises, nor changing along with it when it falls.
1:464
Ζαχαρίαι ἀδελφῶι Τίς ἂν γενοίμην ἐραστὴν καὶ ἀδελφὸν κατηγοροῦντα λαβών, καὶ μηδὲν ἔχειν οἰόμενον ὅ τι καὶ λέξωμεν; τί γὰρ δὴ φής; ῥήτορες ἡμεῖς καὶ θυγατέρων πατέρες πολλῶν·
致撒迦利亞,吾弟:我當如何自處,竟接得一位既是愛慕者、又是兄弟之人的指控,還以為我毫無可言以對?那麼您究竟所言何事?說我們這些修辭學教師,乃是眾多女兒之父麼?
To Zacharias, brother: What am I to become, having received a lover and brother who accuses me, and thinks I have nothing at all to say in reply? For what indeed do you say? That we orators are fathers of many daughters?
1:465
τὰς γὰρ ἐπιστολὰς οὕτως ὀνομάζειν ἐδόκει
因為您似乎樂於以此名稱來稱呼我們的書信。
for it seemed right to you to call our letters by this name.
1:466
ἀλλ' ἦν, φής, πάλαι ταῦτα·
『然而,』您說,『這些話從前是真的;』
'But,' you say, 'these things were true once;'
1:467
νῦν γὰρ οὐκέτι, ἀλλ' ὑβρισταί τινες ἡμεῖς καὶ θεσμὸν ἀτιμάζοντες ἔρωτος
『然而如今已不再如此,我們竟成了某種放肆之人,褻瀆了愛的律法。』
'for now no longer — instead we are somehow insolent men, dishonoring the law of love.'
1:468
ἀλλ' εἰ μὲν ἦν τις ποιητικός, τὸν Ἀπόλλω δήπου καὶ τὰς Μούσας ἐκάλουν ἄν, δοίητέ μοι λέγων εἰπεῖν καὶ πεῖσαι καὶ μὴ ἄδικον φανῆναι τὰ παιδικά·
然而,若我是個詩人,我必定會呼求阿波羅與繆思女神,說道:『求你們賜我以言辭與說服之力,使我這些孩兒不致顯得受了委屈;』
But if I were some kind of poet, I would surely call upon Apollo and the Muses, saying: 'Grant that I may speak and persuade, and that our little ones may not appear to have been wronged;'
1:469
νυνὶ δὲ μιμήσομαι γοῦν τι ποιητικὸν καὶ ἐπὶ μέγαν ὅρκον ὀμοῦμαι, θεοὶ δ' ἐπιμάρτυρες ἔστων, μὴ οὕτως ἔχειν τὰ καθ' ἡμᾶς ὥς που καὶ λέγεται, ἀλλὰ γὰρ ἔτι φιλίας ἡμῖν αἰδὼς καὶ μνήμη φιλτάτων
然而如今,我至少要模仿詩人之筆,起一個重誓——願眾神為我作證!——我們之間的情形,絕非如某處所傳言的那樣,而是我們對友誼仍懷敬意,對至親摯愛仍存懷念。
but as it is, I shall at least imitate something poetic, and swear a great oath — let the gods stand as witnesses! — that our affairs do not stand as it is somewhere being said, but that we still hold reverence for friendship and remembrance of our dearest ones.
1:470
τίς οὖν, φής, ἡ σιγή; δέδοικα μή τις ἄδικος τύχη ταῖς ἐμαῖς ἐπικωμάζῃ γοναῖς, καὶ πρὸς σὲ τὰς ἐμὰς παῖδας ἐπειγομένας ἄλλην ἄλλοτε φέρῃ·
『那麼,』您問道,『這沉默究竟是為何?』我所懼怕的是:恐怕有某種不義的命運,對我的子嗣肆意妄為,將我那奔向您的眾女兒,或這一個、或那一個,劫掠而去;
'What, then,' you say, 'is this silence?' I fear lest some unjust fortune revel against my offspring, and carry off, now this one, now that, of my daughters as they hasten toward you;
1:471
καί που ξένων ταύτας ἠνέγκαντο χεῖρες, ἀγνοούντων τίνες αὗται καὶ πόθεν
或許陌生人的手已將她們擄至某處,渾然不知她們是誰、來自何方。
and perhaps the hands of strangers have carried them off somewhere, not knowing who these are, or whence.
1:472
ἀλλὰ γὰρ ἀτυχῶν ἐπὶ ταύταις καὶ ἀγνώμων ἐδόκουν καὶ κρίνομαι
然而,正因在此事上遭逢不幸,我竟也被視為忘恩負義之人,而遭受論斷。
But indeed, being unfortunate in their case, I have also been thought ungrateful, and I am now being judged.
1:473
τὰς μὲν οὖν ἄλλας τί ἂν ἀνιῷτό τις λέγων; ἀλλὰ χθές που καὶ πρῴην ἐστάλη τις ὡς σέ, τοὺς ἐμοὺς ἀγῶνας διηγουμένη, καὶ νῦν, ὡς ἔοικε, ξένη τις πλανᾶται καὶ ἔρημος
至於其餘的,又何必多言而徒增傷懷?只是就在前不久——可謂昨日、前日之間——有一位〔女兒〕被差往您那裡,訴說我的種種艱辛,而如今,看來她正流離失所,孤身無依,漂泊異鄉。
As for the others, why should one grieve to speak of them? But just recently — yesterday, so to speak, and the day before — one daughter was dispatched to you, recounting my struggles, and now, it seems, she wanders about, a stranger and forsaken.
1:474
ἀλλ' ἥκοι ποτὲ χεῖρας εἰς σάς, καὶ εὐφραινοίμην ἀκούσας
但願她終能落入您手中,而我也將因聽聞此事而歡欣。
But may she at last come into your hands, and may I rejoice on hearing of it.
1:475
τὰ δὲ σὰ ῥόδα λαβὼν ἥσθην ἐπὶ τούτοις οὐχ ἧττον ἢ Ὀδυσσεὺς τὴν Ἀλκίνου φιλοτι μίαν ὁρῶν·
而收到您所贈的玫瑰,我心中的喜悅絲毫不亞於奧德修斯目睹阿爾基諾奧斯之慷慨時的欣喜;
And having received your roses, I rejoiced in them no less than Odysseus did on beholding the generosity of Alcinous;
1:476
ἐκεῖ μὲν γὰρ τὸ λαβεῖν εἶχε μόνον τὴν ἡδονήν, παρ' ἡμῖν δὲ ἄμφω, ὅτι σὺ μὲν δίδως, ἐγὼ δὲ λαμβάνω
因為在那件事上,喜悅僅在於接受一方;而於我們之間,喜悅卻是雙重的,因為您施予,而我領受。
for there, the pleasure lay only in receiving, but with us it is twofold: for you give, and I receive.
1:477
Ἐπιφανίωι Ἔτι σιγᾷς; ἔτι τῶν ἀπερριμμένων ἡμεῖς, οὐδέ σε παλαιῶν ἐρώτων ὑπεισῆλθεν οὐδέν; νηλεὴς σύ γέ τις καὶ ἀμείλιχος
致埃皮法尼烏斯:您仍舊緘默不語麼?我仍是那被您棄置一旁之人麼?難道舊日情愛絲毫未曾悄然浮上您心頭?您實在是個無情而不可安撫之人。
To Epiphanius: Are you still silent? Am I still among the discarded, and has no thought of our old affections stolen upon you at all? You are indeed a pitiless and implacable man.
1:478
ἀνάλαβέ μοι τὴν μνήμην, ὡς οὐκ ἐπὶ τοιαύταις ἡμῶν ἀπῆρας ἐλπίσιν, ἀλλ' ἐδάκρυες μὲν οἴμοι καὶ μόλις ἀπήρχου, γράψειν δὲ ὡμολόγεις μικροῦ δεῖν καὶ πρὶν ἐπιβῆναι τῆς γῆς
請為我喚回那段記憶——您當初離開我們時,所懷的希望絕非如此;您淚流滿面、依依不捨地啟程,幾乎在尚未踏上陸地之前,便已許諾要寫信給我。
Recall for me that memory — how you did not depart from us with such hopes as these, but you wept, alas, and departed with difficulty, and you promised, almost even before setting foot on land, that you would write.
1:479
νυνὶ δὲ οἴχεται μὲν ἐκεῖνα, σιωπᾷς δὲ μόνον, ἡμῶν δὲ λόγος οὐδείς
然而如今,那一切都已消逝,您唯有沉默,對我們竟毫無念想。
But now those things are gone, you only keep silent, and there is no thought of us at all.
1:480
εἰ δὲ σιωπήσεις ἔτι, ἀναβοήσομαί τι τραγικόν, ἰὼ Ζεῦ λέγων καὶ Φιλία καὶ Λόγοι, ἠδίκησθε μὲν ὑμεῖς, ἠδίκημαι δὲ ἐγώ
倘若您仍舊緘默不語,我便要發出悲劇般的呼喊:『喔,宙斯啊,還有友誼、還有文章學問啊——你們受了委屈,而我也受了委屈!』
And if you continue to be silent, I shall cry out something tragic, saying: 'O Zeus, and Friendship, and Letters — you have been wronged, and I have been wronged!'
1:481
ὁ δὲ ἀδικῶν ἦν ὅτε φίλον ἐκάλει
而那行不義之人,正是昔日曾稱我為友之人。
And the one doing the wrong was he who once called me friend.
1:482
Ἰωάννηι Εἰ τὴν φιλίαν ἐψευσμένην δείκνυσι τὸ σιγᾶν, ἀνάγκη μέχρι λόγων αὐτὴν ἀεὶ συνεστάναι, εἴ γε τούτων ἀπόντων ἐλέγχεται
致約翰:倘若沉默足以證明友誼為虛假,那麼友誼必然始終僅止於言辭而已,因為一旦缺少了言辭,友誼便遭否證。
To John: If silence proves friendship to be false, then friendship must always consist merely in words, since it is disproved whenever these are absent.
1:483
οὐκοῦν λείπεται καὶ τὸν δυσμενῆ φίλον ἡγεῖσθαι, μόνον εἰ φθέγγοιτο
如此看來,便可推知:即便是仇敵,只要他開口說話,也當被視為朋友。
It follows, then, that one must consider even an enemy a friend, so long as he speaks.
1:484
ἀλλὰ μὴ τοιοῦτοι κριταὶ φιλίας ἡμεῖς
然而,願我們不要成為這般評判友誼的人。
But let us not be such judges of friendship.
1:485
τί γὰρ κωλύει καὶ σιωπῶντα τῇ μνήμῃ τοὺς φίλους ὁρᾶν; ὅπερ ἡμῖν καὶ νῦν ἐστὶ καὶ οὔποτε παύσεται
因為縱使沉默不語,又有什麼能阻止一個人在記憶中看見朋友呢?我們此刻正是如此,並且永不止息。
For what prevents one, even while silent, from beholding friends in memory? This indeed is our case even now, and it shall never cease.
1:486
λογισώμεθα δὲ μᾶλλον ὡς οὐ δέδοται πάντα πράττειν ὡς ἕκαστος βούλεται, αἱ ἔξωθεν δὲ φροντίδες τοῦ βίου καὶ τὸ τοῦ μέλλοντος ἄδηλον ἐπικρατοῦσιν ἔσθ' ὅτε τοῦ λογισμοῦ, καὶ τὰ μὲν ἄγει, ὁ δὲ δουλεύει καὶ πείθεται
不如讓我們如此思量:並非人人皆能事事隨心所欲,反倒是生活中種種外在的憂慮,以及未來莫測的不確定,有時竟凌駕於理智之上,由這些事物引導,而理智則屈從、順服。
Let us rather consider that it is not given to us to do all things as each one wishes; rather, the external cares of life and the uncertainty of what is to come sometimes prevail over reason, and these lead, while reason serves and obeys.
1:487
κἀμοὶ τοίνυν, ἐπειδὴ τοῦ διδάσκειν ἐπέβην, ἀγῶνές τε συνεχεῖς καὶ αἱ περὶ τούτων φροντίδες ἐξ ἀρχῆς τε ἐπ έθεντο καὶ μέχρι νῦν οὐκ ἀπέλιπον
於我而言,亦復如是:自從我投身教學之事以來,連綿不絕的紛爭與隨之而來的憂慮,自始便加諸於我,直至今日仍未曾離開。
So too for me: since I entered upon the work of teaching, unceasing struggles and the cares attending them beset me from the very beginning, and have not left me even to this day.
1:488
ἀλλ' ὦ Ζεῦ καὶ Ἔρωτες καὶ ὅσοι φιλίας ἐπόπται, πείθοιτε τοὺς ἐμοὺς κατηγό ρους, ὡς οὔποτε πρὸς λήθην αὐτῶν ἀφικόμην, ἀλλὰ σύνειμι τῷ λογισμῷ καὶ λέγειν τι δοκῶ καὶ λεγόντων ἀκούειν, καὶ ὡς εἰ τούτους ἀγνοῶ, καὶ ἐμαυτοῦ ἐπιλέλησμαι
但願,喔宙斯啊,還有諸位愛神,以及一切鑒察友誼之神明——願你們說服我的指控者:我從未忘卻他們,而是常在思念中與他們同在,彷彿在言說,也彷彿在聆聽他們言說;倘若我竟不識他們,那便是連自己也已遺忘。
But O Zeus, and Loves, and all who watch over friendship — may you persuade my accusers that I have never come to forget them, but I remain with them in thought, and I seem to speak and to hear them speaking, and that if I am ignorant of them, then I have also forgotten myself.
1:489
Ἱερωνύμωι (?) Ἔτι παρὰ τὸν Νεῖλον οἰκεῖς; ἔτι ποθοῦντας ὑπερορᾷς; τί τοσοῦτον, εἰπέ μοι, παθών; εἰ μὲν γὰρ οἴει τὸ βράδος ἐπὶ πλέον ἡμῖν ἐξάπτειν τὸν ἔρωτα, ἴσθι δὴ καλῶς ὡς εἰς ἄκρον ἀφῖκται, καὶ οὐκ ἂν ἔχοις ὅ τι προσθήσεις ἔτι τῷ πράγματι
致希厄羅尼穆斯(?):您仍居於尼羅河畔麼?仍舊漠視那思念您之人麼?告訴我,您究竟遭遇了什麼,以致如此?倘若您以為拖延能使我們的思念更加熾烈,那麼請深知:此情已達極致,您實在無以復加了。
To Hieronymus(?): Do you still dwell beside the Nile? Do you still disregard those who long for you? Tell me, what has so come over you? For if you think that delay kindles our longing all the more, know well that it has already reached its height, and you would have nothing further to add to the matter.
1:490
εἰ δέ σε τοῦ Μακεδόνος ἡ πόλις ἐφέλκεται χαρίτων ἕνεκα καὶ τοῦ δοκεῖν αὐτὸν ἔχειν ἤδη τὸν Ἑλικῶνα, ζήλου τὸν Ὀδυσσέα καὶ παρ ελθὼν τὰς Σειρῆνας μέμνησο τῆς Ἰθάκης
然而,倘若那馬其頓人之城,因其種種恩澤,又因它彷彿已然擁有赫利孔山本身,而吸引著您,那麼請效法奧德修斯,越過塞壬女妖之後,仍要記得伊薩卡。
But if the city of the Macedonian draws you on account of its graces, and because it seems already to possess Helicon itself, then emulate Odysseus, and having passed by the Sirens, remember Ithaca.
1:491
καὶ γάρ σε νῦν ἐπιθυμῶν ἀρχαίῳ σχήματι τεττιγοφόρον ἰδεῖν κέχηνα τῇ θαλάττῃ καὶ περισκοπῶ τὰς ὁλκάδας, εἴποτε παρόντα θεάσομαι
因為此刻我渴望見到你依古禮佩戴金蟬,竟對著海洋張望,四處搜尋商船,盼望有朝一日能見你親臨眼前。
For indeed, longing now to see you wearing the golden cicada in the ancient fashion, I gape at the sea and scan the merchant ships, on the chance that I shall ever behold you present.
1:492
σὺ δέ μοι δοκεῖς τὸν Θησέως ἐκεῖνον ἐζηλωκέναι, καὶ ταῦτα τοῖς παισὶ καθηγούμενος νυμφίε Δημοφόων, ἄδικε ξένε ..., ὃς οὐδὲ παιδὸς θέλεις ἔτι μεμνῆσθαι, καλοῦ τε ὄντος καὶ εἴ γε παρείης ἤδη σε δυναμένου πατέρα καλεῖν
但你在我看來,竟效法了忒修斯那位有名的兒子——而你還教導著孩童呢!「新郎得摩豐啊,負心的客旅……」,你竟不願再記起你的孩子,他如此俊美,倘若你在場,此刻已能喚你一聲父親了。
But you seem to me to have rivaled that famous son of Theseus — and this while you are a teacher of the young — 'Bridegroom Demophon, unjust guest ...,' you who no longer wish even to remember your child, fair as he is, and who, were you present, could already be called father by him.
1:493
Ζαχαρίαι καὶ Φιλίππωι ἀδελφοῖσ Ὅσῳ τῷ περὶ ὑμᾶς κεκράτημαι πόθῳ, πῶς ἂν δυναίμην παραστῆσαι τῷ λόγῳ, πλὴν εἰ μή που παραπλήσια τυγχάνετε πεπονθότες; ὁ γὰρ πεπονθὼς τὰ περὶ τούτου κρίνειν ἐπίσταται
致撒迦利亞與腓立比二位兄弟:我對你們的思念如此深切,教我如何能以言語道盡?除非你們也曾有過相似的體會。因為唯有親身經歷者,方能明白箇中真意。
To Zachariah and Philip, brothers: How greatly I am overpowered by longing for you — how could I possibly set it forth in words, unless perhaps you yourselves happen to have experienced something similar? For it is the one who has experienced it who knows how to judge such matters.
1:494
πέπεισμαι δὲ τοιούτους εἶναι, καὶ νόμον διασώζειν φιλίας ἅμα καὶ φύσεως ἐξ ὧν καὶ γράφετε καὶ παραμυθεῖσθε τοῖς γράμμασιν
但我確信你們正是這樣的人,並且恪守著友誼與天性的法則,這由你們寫信並以書信慰藉我一事,可見一斑。
But I am persuaded that you are indeed such men, and that you preserve the law both of friendship and of nature — as is evident from the fact that you write and console me with your letters.
1:495
ἐμοὶ δ' οὖν ὅμως ἠπορημένῳ τῷ πάθει καὶ τοιοῦτό τι πολλάκις ἐπῆλθεν εἰπεῖν
然而,縱使如此,我這困於情苦、茫然無措之人,仍屢屢浮現這樣的念頭,想要說出口:
Yet nevertheless, to me, at a loss in my suffering, some such thought as this has often occurred to say:
1:496
εἴθε γενοίμην Περσεὺς καὶ φανείην ὑπόπτερος τὸν ἀέρα τέμνων καὶ ὑπὲρ τῆς θαλάσσης φερόμενος, ὅπως ἂν ἅμα τε δοκῇ καὶ γίνωμαι παρ' ὑμῖν καὶ ἀποναίμην τοῦ ἔρωτος. παρὰ φύσιν μὲν ἀλλ' οὐ πόρρω ποθούντων ἡ γνώμη, πλανᾶσθαί τε ῥᾳδίως καὶ ὀνειροπολεῖν ἃ οὐ πέφυκε γίνεσθαι
但願我能化身珀爾修斯,生出雙翼,乘風破空、凌越滄海,好教我一旦如此設想,便即刻置身你們跟前,得償相思之願。這固然違背自然,但對思念至深者的心境而言卻不算離奇——人心易於恍惚,耽於幻想那些天性所不容之事。
Would that I might become Perseus, and appear winged, cutting through the air and borne over the sea, so that no sooner should it seem than I should actually be with you, and enjoy the fruit of my longing. Contrary to nature indeed, yet not far from the mind of those who yearn, which easily wanders and dreams of things that cannot by nature come to pass.
1:497
εἰ δέ μου πάλιν μυθολογοῦντος ἀνάσχοιο, ἤδη καὶ τὸν Ἄβαριν πολλάκις ἐζήλωσα, Σκύθην μὲν ὄντα καὶ βάρβαρον, σοφὸν δὲ ἄλλως·
倘若你能再容我編織一段神話,我還屢屢羨慕過阿巴里斯——雖是斯基泰人、蠻族之屬,卻另有其智慧;
But if you will bear with me telling tales again, I have often envied Abaris too — a Scythian and a barbarian, yet wise in other respects;
1:498
εἰ δὲ θέλεις, εὐδαίμονα, ὅτι τὸν οἰστὸν ἔχων ὑπηρετοῦντα τῇ γνώμῃ παρ' οὓς ἤθελεν ἤγετο, καὶ ὁδοῦ μῆκος οὐδὲν παρελύπει τὸν Ἄβαριν
或者,若你願意,不妨說他是幸福的,因為他有一支箭矢供其心意驅使,能被帶往任何他想去的地方,路途再遠,也絲毫不能使阿巴里斯感到困擾。
or, if you prefer, blessed, in that, having an arrow to serve his purpose, he was carried to whomever he wished, and no length of road ever troubled Abaris.
1:499
ἀλλὰ τί μοι τὰ πόρρω παρὰ φύσιν ζητεῖν; μόνον ἡμῖν λείπεται πρὸς παραμυθίαν τὰ γράμματα, Περσεὺς δὲ καὶ Ἄβαρις ποιηταῖς δεδόσθων καὶ μύθοις
但我又何必去追求那些遙不可及、悖離自然之事呢?唯有書信,才是我僅存的慰藉;至於珀爾修斯與阿巴里斯,就留給詩人與神話去說吧。
But why should I seek far-fetched things contrary to nature? Only letters remain to us for consolation; let Perseus and Abaris be left to the poets and to myths.
1:500
Φιλίππωι ἀδελφῶι Εἰ τοῖς γονεῦσι τὸ προσῆκον ἀποδιδόναι παλαιοί τε λόγοι καὶ ὁ τῆς φύσεως βούλεται νόμος, πόσον εἰκὸς πατρίδι χάριν ἐκτίνειν, ἐξ ἧς προῆλθε καὶ τοῖς γονεῦσιν ἀρχή; ἐπὶ ταύτην σε νῦν ὁ καιρὸς καλεῖ, καὶ δόκει τὴν ἐνεγκοῦσαν ταύτην δι' ἐμοῦ σοι φωνὴν ἀφιέναι·
致腓立比兄:倘若古訓與天性之法皆要求我們向父母償還應盡之責,那麼對於祖國,又豈不更應加倍報以感恩之情呢?因為就連父母的血脈之始,也是源自於她。此刻,時機正召喚你回到她的懷抱;且將此信視為,是那生養你的祖國,藉我之口,向你發出的呼喚:
To Philip, brother: If both ancient sayings and the law of nature bid us render to our parents what is due, how much gratitude is it fitting to repay to one's fatherland, from which even the parents themselves took their beginning? To her the present occasion now summons you; and imagine that she, who bore you, is sending forth this very voice to you through me:
1:501
οὕτω γὰρ καὶ τὸ δέον ἔσῃ πεπληρωκὼς καὶ μνήμην ἡμῖν παράσχοις τοῦ πράγματος, ὅσῳ καὶ περὶ τῶν μεγίστων ἡ χρεία
如此,你既已盡了本分,也讓我們有理由銘記此事——畢竟這需求所關乎的,乃是至為重大之事。
For thus you will both have fulfilled your duty and will grant us cause to remember the matter, in proportion as the need concerns things of the greatest moment.
1:502
βαρὺ δὲ προσδόκα μηδέν, ἀλλὰ σοὶ μὲν ῥᾷστον διδόναι, μέγα δὲ τοῖς λαβοῦσι τυχεῖν
你且莫預想此事會有何等重負,對你而言,施予不過輕而易舉,而對受予者來說,能夠得著,卻是莫大之事。
But expect nothing burdensome; rather, for you it is a very easy thing to give, while for those who receive it, it is a great thing to obtain.
1:503
βασιλεῖ τῷ μεγάλῳ τὰς ὑπὲρ τῆς πόλεως δεήσεις ἐπιδοθῆναι βουλόμεθα διὰ τοῦ παρ' ὑμῖν ἀρχιερέως ἢ τοῦ βασιλέως ἀδελφοῦ, ἵνα τὸ τοῦ ἐπιδιδόντος ἀξίωμα λόγον τινὰ παράσχῃ τῷ διδομένῳ
我們盼望能將這代表全城的請願書,經由你們當地的主教,或經皇帝之弟,呈遞於偉大的皇帝陛下,好使呈遞者的尊貴身份,能為所呈之事增添幾分份量。
We wish the petitions on behalf of the city to be submitted to the great emperor through the bishop among you, or through the emperor's brother, so that the dignity of the one presenting them may lend some added weight to what is presented.
1:504
ταῦτα γὰρ ποιῶν κοινὴν καταθήσει χάριν καὶ τοῖς αἰτήσασι καὶ τοῖς αἰτηθεῖσιν ἡμῖν
因為如此行事,他將為我們這些懇求者,以及被懇求的一方,同時積存下一份共同的恩惠。
For by doing this he will lay up a common favor both for us who have asked and for those of whom it was asked.
1:505
Ἐπιφανίωι Εἰ λαλούντων μὲν ἡμῶν σιωπᾷς, γράφεις δὲ σιωπώντων, δέδοικα γράφων εἴγε δέῃ πάντως ἢ λαλεῖν ἀφώνοις ἢ σιωπῶντας ἀκούειν
致伊皮法尼奧:倘若我們說話時你沉默不語,而我們沉默時你才提筆,那麼此刻我提筆致信,便不免心生憂懼——莫非注定要麼是對無聲者說話,要麼是在沉默中聆聽。
To Epiphanius: If, when we speak, you are silent, but write when we are silent, then I am afraid, in writing, that it should be altogether necessary either to speak to the voiceless or, while silent, to listen.
1:506
καίτοιγε τὸ ἐπιστέλλειν ὡς εἰκὸς ἐμηχανήσαντο ἄνθρωποι, ὅπως ἀποῦσι μίμημα σώζοιεν παρόντων καὶ λέγοιέν τι τοῖς γράμμασιν ὥσπερ ἂν εἰ καὶ συνόντες
然而,人們發明書信往來,理當是為了讓遠隔兩地之人,得以保存一種彷彿彼此在場的擬態,藉由文字互通心意,宛如仍舊相聚一堂。
And yet, as is reasonable, men devised the practice of letter-writing precisely so that, in absence, they might preserve a likeness of presence, and might say something through their letters just as if they were together.
1:507
ἐγὼ δέ σου τὴν ἐπιστολὴν ἀναγνοὺς ὑφ' ἡδονῆς καὶ ἐδάκρυσα, καί σου παρόντος ὥσπερ εἰώθεις ἐδόκουν ἀκούειν, καὶ ἡδύ τι πνεύσας τοῦτο εἶπον ἐκεῖνο, ἡ φιλτάτη φωνή
至於我,讀罷你的來信,竟因喜悅而落淚,彷彿你正親臨在前,一如往昔那般言語,我不禁吐出一縷甘美的氣息,說道:「這就是那最摯愛的聲音啊!」
As for me, when I had read your letter, I even wept for joy, and I seemed to hear you present, speaking as you were accustomed, and, breathing forth something sweet, I said this: 'that most beloved voice!'
1:508
ἀλλ' ὦ πρὸς ἔρωτος αὐτοῦ καὶ φιλίας ἐκείνης, εἴ που ταύ την ἔτι οἶσθα καὶ μέμνησαι, μή μοι τοῖς γράμμασιν ἀποδήμει, μηδὲ τὴν μόνην ἀφέλῃ παραμυθίαν, μήποτε τάχα ζηλώσω τοὺς μηδὲ τὴν ἀρχὴν ἐρῶντας, οὓς μηδὲ συμβαίνει τοιαῦτα παθόντας ὀδύρεσθαι
但是啊——憑著那份愛,憑著那份友誼,倘若你尚且知曉、尚且記得——請不要以書信之名,反倒使自己遠離我,也不要奪去我僅存的慰藉,免得我終將羨慕起那些從未愛過的人,因他們無此遭遇,也就無從為此哀嘆了。
But, ah — by that very love and by that friendship, if indeed you still know and remember it — do not, through your letters, absent yourself from me, nor take away my sole consolation, lest perhaps I come to envy those who have never loved at all, who never suffer such things as to have cause to lament them.
1:509
Ζαχαρίαι καὶ Φιλίππωι ἀδελφοῖσ Τὸν δεῖνα φθάσας ὑμῖν συνέστησα διὰ τῆς προτέρας ἐπιστολῆς, οὐκ εἰς ἀκριβὲς ἐκεῖνον εἰδώς, ἀλλ' ἐξ ὧν ἐπλάττετο τοῦτον ἡγούμενος ὅπερ οὐκ ἦν·
致撒迦利亞與腓立比二位兄弟:先前我曾在一封信中,搶先向你們舉薦了某人,當時我對他並不十分了解,只是依他所裝扮出來的樣子,誤以為他確是那樣的人,而事實卻並非如此;
To Zachariah and Philip, brothers: I earlier recommended a certain man to you in my previous letter, not knowing him precisely, but supposing him, from what he pretended to be, to be that which he was not;
1:510
ἐλάνθανε γὰρ προσχήματι μὲν καλῷ κεχρημένος, ὢν δὲ τοιοῦτος οἷον ὑπέδειξε τοῦτον ἡ πεῖρα
因為他一直隱藏著自己,表面裝出一副高尚的姿態,實際上卻正如後來的經歷所揭露的那般。
for he had concealed himself, making use of a fair pretense, while being in reality such as experience has now shown him to be.
1:511
μέλλων ἀνάγεσθαι, κατέλυε μὲν παρά τινι τῶν ἐπιτηδείων, ὥσπερ εἰκός, μέχρι πλοῦς γένηται
在即將啟航之際,他一如常理,暫住在一位相識之人家中,靜候船期。
Being about to set sail, he lodged, as was natural, with one of his acquaintances until the voyage should take place.
1:512
πιστευθεὶς δὲ νόμῳ φιλίας καὶ πρὸς πολλαῖς ἑτέραις καὶ ταύτην τὴν χάριν λαβών, τοῦ ὑποδεξαμένου διώρυξε τὴν οἰκίαν, καὶ ὧν εἶχε χρη μάτων τοῦτον ἐγύμνωσε
然而,他既依友誼之律而受人信任,又獲得此番恩惠(在此之前已受過諸多其他恩惠),竟挖穿了接待他之人的房舍,將其所有的錢財洗劫一空。
But having been trusted according to the law of friendship, and having received this favor in addition to many others, he broke into the house of his host and stripped him of all the money he had.
1:513
καὶ ἵνα λάθῃ τὰ τῆς ὑποψίας, κλεὶς μὲν ἦν αὐτῷ πρὸς τὴν ἐπιβουλὴν εὐτρεπής
而為了避開他人的猜疑,他早已備妥一把鑰匙,以利其陰謀之行;
And in order that he might escape suspicion, he had a key ready prepared for his treacherous scheme;
1:514
ταύτῃ δὲ διανοίξας καὶ ἅπερ εὗρε λαβών, πάλιν τῷ κιβωτίῳ τὸ παλαιὸν ἐπέθηκε σχῆμα
他以此鑰匙開啟箱篋,取走裡頭所見的一切,而後又將箱子恢復成原先的模樣。
with this he opened the strongbox and took whatever he found there, then restored to the chest its former appearance.
1:515
ὡς δὲ μόλις αὐτὸς ἀνήχθη, καὶ πρὸς τὰ δοκοῦντα κεῖσθαι χρεία τὸν κεκτημένον ἐκάλει, ἦλθε τὸ δρᾶμα πρὸς ἔλεγχον, καὶ τοῖς τεκμηρίοις ἀντιλέγειν οὐκ ἦν
待他終於啟航離去,而屋主又因需要,前去查看那些自以為仍安然放置的財物時,這整齣戲碼便真相大白,種種確鑿的跡證,教人無從反駁。
When at last he himself had set sail, and need called the owner to what was supposed still to be lying there, the whole drama came to light, and there was no gainsaying the evidence.
1:516
τοιούτων καὶ Μενέλαος τῶν ξενίων ἀπέλαυσεν, ἀντ' ἀμοιβῆς τινος τὴν Ἑλένην ἀφῃρημένος
墨涅拉俄斯昔日所享的款待,亦復如是——他所得的回報,竟是海倫被奪走。
Such was also the hospitality that Menelaus enjoyed, when, in return for it, Helen was taken from him.
1:517
ταῦτα γράφειν ἐπήρθην, ἵνα μὴ δι' ὑμῶν πιστευθεὶς ἕτερα τοιαῦτα τὸν πιστεύ σαντα δράσῃ, καὶ μέμψηται μὲν ὑμᾶς ὁ παθών, ἐμὲ δὲ πάντως ὑμεῖς
我之所以提筆寫下此事,是為了避免他日後又憑藉你們的舉薦而獲人信任,再對信任他的人做出同樣的勾當;免得受害者因此責怪你們,而你們最終又必定責怪於我。
I have been moved to write these things so that he may not, being trusted on your account, do other such things to the one who trusts him — and so that the one who suffers may not blame you, nor you in turn blame me altogether.
1:518
Τοῖς αὑτοῦ ἀδελφοῖσ Πάλιν ἥκει καιρὸς γράμματα πρὸς ὑμᾶς ἀπαιτῶν, καὶ πάλιν εὐτυχεῖν νενομίκαμεν
致自己的兄弟們:時機又已來臨,催促著我提筆致信於你們,而我們也再次自認為是何等的幸運。
To his own brothers: Once again the season comes demanding letters to you, and once again we have counted ourselves fortunate.
1:519
τίς γὰρ ἂν ἡμῖν γένοιτο βίος τοῦ λέγειν τι πρὸς ὑμᾶς καὶ γράφειν ἐστερημένοις; εἰ δὲ καὶ τῶν ὁμοίων τύχοιμεν παρ' ὑμῶν, Ἡράκλεις ὅσον ἡμεῖς εὐτυχήσομεν
若被剝奪了向你們言說、致信的機會,我們還能有什麼樣的人生可言呢?倘若我們也能從你們那裡獲得同樣的回應,天哪,那我們該是何等的幸運啊!
For what kind of life could we have, deprived of speaking to you and writing? But if we should obtain the like from you in return, by Heracles, how fortunate we shall be!
1:520
οὐκοῦν μὴ μέλλετε πρὸς ἔργον ἄγειν τὸν πόθον, ἵνα μὴ νόμον Ἔρωτος ἀτιμάσαντες τῶν ἐκείνου βελῶν πειραθῆτε·
因此,切莫遲延,務必將心中的渴望付諸行動,免得因輕慢了愛神的律法,而親身嘗到他箭矢的滋味;
Therefore do not delay to translate your longing into deed, lest, having dishonored the law of Love, you should have to experience his arrows;
1:521
δεινὸς γὰρ ὁ θεὸς καὶ βέλη κινεῖν καὶ τόξον αἴρειν, καὶ σκοπὸν ποιεῖται τοὺς ἀτιμάζοντας ἐραστήν
因為這位神祇無論是發射箭矢,或是彎弓引射,皆令人生畏,而他總是把那些輕慢愛人者,當作瞄準的靶子。
for the god is fearsome both in launching his shafts and in raising his bow, and he makes a target of those who dishonor a lover.
1:522
Ἀθηνοδώρωι Δεξάμενος τὸ βιβλίον ὑμῖν μὲν χάριν ὡμολόγουν εἰκότως, ἐμαυτῷ δὲ συν ηδόμην εἰ τοιούτους ὄντας ὑμᾶς πρὸς φιλίαν ηὐτύχησα
致雅典諾多羅斯:收到那本書後,我理所當然地向你表達了謝忱,同時也為自己感到欣喜——能有幸與你這樣的人結為摯友。
To Athenodorus: Having received the book, I naturally acknowledged my gratitude to you, and I rejoiced with myself that I had been fortunate enough to find in you, being such as you are, a friend.
1:523
καὶ μή με βαλέτω λίθῳ τραχεῖ φθόνος, ὡς τῷ Πινδάρῳ δοκεῖ
願嫉妒之神不要以粗礪之石擲我,一如品達所言。
And may Envy not cast a rough stone at me, as it seemed good to Pindar to say.
1:524
ηὐχόμην δὲ καὶ τῇ Τύχῃ δύνασθαί μέ ποτε πρέπουσαν ὑμῖν ἀνταποδοῦναι τὴν χάριν
我也曾向命運女神祈求,願有朝一日,我能以相稱的方式,回報你的恩惠。
And I prayed also to Fortune that I might one day be able to repay you a favor befitting you.
1:525
ἡ δὲ ταχέως δίδωσι τὸν καιρόν, οἷον σύ τε ἐβούλου κἀγὼ πάλαι ζητῶν νῦν μόλις ἐτύγχανον·
而她果然迅速賜下了這樣的機緣——正是你所期盼的,也是我長久以來所尋求、如今方才勉強得著的;
And she has swiftly granted the occasion — just such as you yourself desired, and such as I, having long sought it, have now at last obtained;
1:526
τὸν γὰρ ἔχοντα τὴν καθόλου πέπεικα τοῦτό σοι τὸ μέρος ἀποδόσθαι οὗ καὶ τυγχάνεις δεόμενος
因為我已說服那擁有全套之物的人,願意將你正好所需要的那一部分,出售給你。
for I have persuaded the man who possesses the whole to sell you that portion of it which you happen to need.
1:527
εἰ μὲν οὖν ἔλθοις ὡς ἡμᾶς, θᾶττον ἂν λάβοις τὸ κτῆμα περὶ τῆς τιμῆς τὰ μὲν πείσας τὰ δὲ πεισθείς, ὡς ὁ τῆς ἐμπορίας βούλεται νόμος·
因此,倘若你能親自前來我這裡,便能更快得到這件物品,就價格一事,你或說服對方,或被對方說服,一如商貿之律所要求的那般;
If, then, you should come to us, you would obtain the property the sooner, persuading him on some points regarding the price and being persuaded on others, as the law of commerce demands;
1:528
εἰ δὲ μή, αὐτὸς ἥξει πρὸς σὲ καιροῦ καλοῦντος, ὡς ἡμῖν ἐπηγγείλατο
倘若不然,待時機成熟,他本人自會前往拜訪你,一如他向我們所承諾的那樣。
but if not, he himself will come to you when the occasion calls, as he has promised us.
1:529
Σοσιανῶι Ὁ θαυμάσιος Ἀλφαῖος ἀπήγγειλέ μοι τοιοῦτόν σε περὶ αὐτὸν γεγενῆσθαι, οἷον αὐτὸς μὲν ἐβούλετο, ἐγὼ δὲ προσεδόκων, σὲ δὲ προσῆκεν ὀφθῆναι
致索西阿諾斯:可敬的阿爾費烏斯向我轉告,你待他一如他所盼望的、也一如我所預期的、更一如你理當展現的那般。
To Sosianus: The admirable Alphaeus has reported to me that you proved yourself toward him just such as he himself wished, and I expected, and as it was fitting for you to be seen to be.
1:530
ἐγὼ δὲ τούτων ἀκούσας ἥσθην μέν, πῶς γὰρ οὐκ ἔμελλον; οὐ μὴν ἤδη μοι καὶ θαυμαστὸν ἐδόκει τὸ πρᾶγμα·
我聽聞此事後,自然感到欣喜——豈能不然?然而,此事在我看來,卻也並不覺得有何值得驚奇之處;
Now when I heard this I was pleased indeed — for how could I not have been? — yet the matter did not for that reason seem to me anything marvelous;
1:531
εἰ δὲ βούλει, καὶ προλαβὼν διηγούμην ὑπογράφων οἷος περὶ τοῦτον ἐγένου, ὡς ἐκεῖνον ἀποροῦντα λοιπὸν ὅ τι καὶ λέγοι ἅμα γέλωτι σιωπᾶν καὶ εὐδαίμονά με τῆς φιλίας ἀποκαλεῖν
事實上,若你願意聽,我早已預先描繪、勾勒出你待他將會是何等模樣了——以至於他後來竟不知該再說什麼,只得含笑無語,並直呼我因擁有這樣的友誼而何等有福。
indeed, if you wish, I had already anticipated it and was describing beforehand, sketching just what sort of man you proved toward him — so that he, at a loss what more to say, fell silent amid laughter and called me fortunate in my friendship.
1:532
ἀλλ' ὅπως τὴν ἴσην σπουδὴν εἰσενέγκῃς περὶ ὧν ὑμῶν ἐδεήθη παρών, ὅπως αὐτὸς μέν μοι χάριν εἰδείη, ἀμφότεροι δὲ πάλιν ὑμῖν
但願你能以同等的熱忱,處理他親自向你懇求的那些事務,好讓他因此對我心懷感激,而我們二人也將再度對你滿懷謝忱。
But do bring the same zeal to bear on the matters concerning which he entreated you in person, so that he himself may feel gratitude toward me, and both of us in turn may feel gratitude toward you.
1:533
Ζαχαρίαι Τὴν παρ' ὑμῶν ἐδεξάμην ἐπιστολήν, ὅπερ ἔδει μὲν καὶ πάλαι γενέσθαι, ὅμως δ' οὐδὲ νῦν γενόμενον ἀπήμβλυνέ τι τῆς χάριτος
致撒迦利亞:我收到了你的來信——這本該早該有的事,可是即便遲至今日方才如此,也絲毫未曾減損其中的恩情美意。
To Zachariah: I received your letter — a thing which ought indeed to have happened long ago, yet, even coming now, it has in no way blunted the edge of its charm.
1:534
τοιοῦτόν τι τῶν ἐρώντων τὸ πάθος·
這正是戀慕之人常有的情懷:
Such indeed is the passion of those who love:
1:535
ἐπειδὰν μὲν ἀτυχῶσι, δυσχερὲς αὐτοῖς τὸ πρᾶγμα δοκεῖ καὶ φέρειν οὐ δύνανται·
每當他們未能如願,便覺此事難以忍受,痛苦得無法承受;
whenever they are unfortunate, the matter seems grievous to them, and they cannot bear it;
1:536
ἡνίκα δὲ λάβωνται τοῦ ποθουμένου, ὡς μηδὲν παθόντες τῶν προλαβόντων πόνων ἐπιλανθάνονται
但一旦得著了所渴望之物,便彷彿此前一無所苦一般,將先前所受的一切煎熬盡數遺忘。
but when they attain the object of their longing, they forget their former sufferings as though they had suffered nothing at all.
1:537
ἀλλ' ὅπως μὴ νῦν τοῦτο μαθὼν πρίν τι γράφειν αὖθις ἡμᾶς ἀνιάσῃς τῇ σιωπῇ·
但你既已明白這番道理,便務必留意,切莫在下次提筆之前,再以沉默使我們憂傷難耐;
But see to it that, now that you have learned this, you do not again grieve us with silence before writing something further;
1:538
οὐδὲ γὰρ βουλοίμην ἔγωγε πολλὰ παθὼν εἶτα πάλιν εὐφραίνεσθαι
因為我實在不願,在飽受諸般煎熬之後,竟又須再度經歷這番先苦後樂的循環。
for I myself would not wish, after suffering so much, then to rejoice again in the same manner.
1:539
οὐδὲ γὰρ ἂν οἱ Δελφοὶ ὅλως αὐτῶν ἀπεῖναι τὸν Πύθιον ἕλοιντο, εἰ καὶ παρόντος εὐθὺς ἑορτὴν ἄγουσι τὴν ἐπιδημίαν Ἀπόλλωνος
因為就連德爾菲人,也絕不會情願皮提亞的神祇長久缺席於他們之中,儘管每逢神祇臨在,他們便會立即為阿波羅的降臨舉行盛大節慶。
For neither would the Delphians choose to have the Pythian god altogether absent from them, even though, when he is present, they straightway keep festival for the sojourn of Apollo.
1:540
Νεστορίωι Διεψεύσθημεν ἐλπίδος μακρᾶς μὲν καὶ τῷ χρόνῳ λυπούσης, ὅτι μὴ τὸ πέρας ἐδέχετο, ηὔφραινε δὲ ὅμως καὶ μετριωτέρους ἐποίει·
致奈斯托里烏斯:我們終究被一份期望所辜負——那是一份漫長而因其久遠遂令人痛苦的期望,因為它始終未曾實現,然而它畢竟也曾帶來過歡欣,並使我們的憂愁得以稍加緩和;
To Nestorius: We have been cheated of a hope that was long and, by its very duration, painful — since it never reached its fulfillment — yet which nonetheless gladdened us and made our grief more moderate;
1:541
τὴν γὰρ σὴν ἐπιστολὴν εἰς μνήμην ἄγουσα παρεῖχεν ἐννοεῖν ὅτι δὴ θᾶττον ἡμῖν ἐπαν έλθοις
因為它總是使我們憶起你的來信,令我們不禁設想:你必定會很快便重返我們身邊。
for, bringing your letter to mind, it kept giving us to suppose that you would soon indeed return to us.
1:542
νυνὶ δὲ καὶ τῆς ἐλπίδος αὐτῆς ἐκπεσόντες πῶς ἂν ἔχοιμεν φέρειν μετρίως; ἀλλ' ὦ Τύχη, Τύχη, τραγῳδήσω γάρ τι μικρὸν εἰς παραμυθίαν τῆς λύπηςτί σε τοσοῦτον εὐφραίνομεν ἀνιώμενοι; ὤφελες γὰρ ἢ μὴ συναγαγεῖν εἰς πόθον ἀνθρώπους ἢ γοῦν ἀπολαύειν ἀλλήλων ἐᾶν καὶ μὴ χωριζομένοις ἐφήδεσθαι
然而如今,連這唯一的希望也已落空,我們又怎能平心靜氣地承受呢?啊,命運啊,命運!(容我略作一段悲劇般的哀嘆,以慰藉心中的憂傷)——我們的痛苦,竟能帶給你如此莫大的歡愉嗎?你若非壓根不該將世人牽引入如此的思慕相繫之中,便該至少容他們彼此相守共享,而不該以他們的離散為樂!
But now, having fallen even from that very hope, how could we bear it with moderation? Ah, Fortune, Fortune — for I shall indulge in a little tragic lament, for the consolation of my grief — why does our anguish give you such delight? You ought either not to have brought men together into mutual longing at all, or else to have allowed them to enjoy one another, and not to take pleasure in their separation.
1:543
ἀλλὰ γὰρ ξένον οὐδέν, ὦ φίλε Νεστόριε, ἀνθρώπους ὄντας ἡμᾶς τοιούτων πειρᾶσθαι, ἀλλ' ὑποκύπτειν δεῖ τὸν αὐχένα καὶ ζυγὸν ἀνάγκης ὑπομένειν ἑκόντας·
但話說回來,親愛的奈斯托里烏斯啊,我們身為凡人,遭逢這樣的境遇原不足為奇;我們只該俯首認命,甘心承受這必然之軛;
But indeed, dear Nestorius, it is nothing strange that we, being human, should undergo such things; rather, we must bow the neck and willingly endure the yoke of necessity;
1:544
οἱ γὰρ ἑκούσιοι πόνοι τοῖς κάμνουσι μετριώτεροι
因為出於甘心承受的勞苦,對於受苦之人而言,總是較為輕省的。
for labors willingly borne prove more bearable to those who toil under them.
1:545
Στέφανος, οὐδ' ὑμᾶς οἶμαι λανθάνειν, καὶ ὅτι μηδ' ἐν ταῖς χερσὶ δύναται ποιεῖσθαι τὴν ἐλπίδα τοῦ βίου μικροῦ δεῖν καὶ τὸν ὀφθαλμὸν ὑπὸ τῆς Τύχης ἀφῃρημένος
斯特凡諾斯——我想這也逃不過你的眼目——如今甚至無法親手為自己的生計謀求指望,因他幾乎連眼睛也被命運奪去了。
Stephen — nor do I think this escapes you — is unable so much as to place the hope of his livelihood in his own hands, having been robbed by Fortune of, well-nigh, his very eye as well.
1:546
ὅθεν θεραπείαν τινὰ πρὸς τὴν ἔνδειαν σοφιζόμενος εἰς διακόνων ἐνήλλακται σχῆμα
因此,他為對治窮乏,便另謀出路,改換身份,做起了執事的模樣。
Whence, contriving some remedy for his want, he has exchanged his former condition for the guise of a deacon.
1:547
κινδυνεύει δὲ μηδὲν αὐτὸν ὀνῆσαι τὸ σόφισμα, πλὴν εἰ μὴ τῆς ἐπικουρίας τύχοι τῆς παρὰ σοῦ, ἣν καὶ πᾶσι προκεῖσθαι πείθομαι τοῖς βουλομένοις τυχεῖν·
然而,這個權宜之計恐怕終究於他無益,除非他能得到你的援助——我確信,這份援助向來是向所有願意求取的人敞開的;
But this contrivance is in danger of profiting him nothing, unless he should obtain the assistance that comes from you — assistance which, I am persuaded, lies open to all who wish to obtain it;
1:548
ὑμῶν γὰρ αἰτούν των ἐπινεύσει τις οἶμαι τῶν παρ' ὑμῖν ἐπισκόπων ἢ λειτουργοῦντα τοῦτον ἕξειν ἢ καὶ μόνον τρεφόμενον
因為只要你們出面請求,我想你們當地的某位主教必會應允,或讓他實際供職事奉,或至少單純供給他衣食所需。
for if you should ask, I think one of the bishops among you will consent either to have him serving in the liturgy, or, at the very least, simply to have him maintained.
1:549
ἴστε δὲ ὡς καὶ μηδὲν ὠφελούμενος οὐ παύεται φλυαροῦν·
但你們該知道,即使一無所得,他也絕不會停止他那絮絮叨叨的閒言碎語;
But know that, even when he gains nothing by it, he does not cease his idle chatter;
1:550
εἰ δὲ τύχοι τινὸς εὐεργεσίας, ποῦ τοῦτον οὐκ εἰκὸς ἀνακηρῦξαι τὴν χάριν; ἀναλώσει γάρ, οἶμαι, τὴν ἔμφυτον φλυαρίαν εἰς τὸ μεμνῆσθαι τῆς χάριτος
但倘若他真獲得了某種恩惠,那他豈不到處都要宣揚這份恩情?我想,他必會把那與生俱來的多話本領,全都用在感念此恩之上。
but if he should obtain some kindness, where would it not be natural for him to proclaim the favor? For he will, I think, expend his innate garrulity in the remembering of the kindness.
1:551
Θωμᾶι Τῶν ἀγαθῶν ἀνδρῶν εὐφραίνειν οἶδε καὶ χωρὶς θέας ἡ μνήμη, καὶ τότε μᾶλλον, ἡνίκα τοὺς πειραθέντας ὅλου πληρώσαντες ἔρωτος μηκέτι παρῶσι χορηγοῦντες ἀεὶ τῇ θέᾳ τὴν ἡδονήν
致托馬斯:對於良善之人,即便未能親眼相見,單憑對他們的懷念,便足以令人心生喜悅;而當那些曾親身領略其情誼、已然滿懷愛慕之人,卻不再身邊常伴、不斷藉相見以供給歡愉時,這份懷念所帶來的喜悅,反而更加深切。
To Thomas: Of good men, even without the sight of them, the mere memory knows how to give delight — and then all the more, when those who have made trial of them, having been filled with the whole of their love, are no longer present to supply, by their continual sight, the pleasure of it.
1:552
τότε γὰρ ἀποροῦντες οἵτινες γένωνται τὸν πόθον ἔχουσιν ἀντὶ τῆς θέας ἀεὶ χορηγοῦντα τὴν μνήμην
因為此時,人們雖茫然不知對方身在何處,卻仍能以懷念取代相見,持續滋養著心中的思慕之情。
For then, at a loss as to what has become of them, they have their longing continually supplied, in place of sight, by memory.
1:553
ἑαυτοῖς γὰρ ἀνατυποῦσι τοὺς ἀπελθόντας καὶ παρόντων σοφίζονται μίμημα
因為人們會在心中為離去之人重塑其形貌,巧妙地營造出彷彿其仍在場的擬象。
For they fashion for themselves an image of those who have departed, and contrive a semblance of their presence.
1:554
ταῦτα γνωμολογῶ τοιούτῳ πάθει περιπεσών, ἐξ οὗ καὶ πειραθεὶς ἐθαύμασα καὶ μὴ παρόντα πάλιν ζητῶ, καὶ τὴν Τύχην προσεύχομαι μηχανᾶσθαί τι και νὸν καὶ συνάγειν ποτὲ τοὺς τοσοῦτον ἀλλήλων ἀπέχοντας ἐραστάς
我之所以說出這番感言,正是因為自己也陷入了同樣的情懷——那是一位我曾親身相交、因而心生欽慕之人,如今他不在身邊,我仍時時想念、渴求再會;我祈願命運女神能施展某種新的巧計,終有一日,讓相隔如此遙遠的有情之人得以重聚。
I utter these reflections having myself fallen into just such a passion — one whom, having made trial of, I came to admire, and whom, now absent, I seek again; and I pray that Fortune may contrive some new device, and at last bring together lovers so far separated from one another.
1:555
Παλλαδίωι Ἡ τῆς ὑμετέρας σοφίας ἐπιστολὴ ὁρωμένη μὲν πᾶσιν ἐκίνει συνήθως τὴν ἡδονήν·
致帕拉狄烏斯:閣下這位智者的來信,單是眾人一見,便已一如往常地引動了滿心的喜悅;
To Palladius: Your Wisdom's letter, merely being seen by all, stirred, as usual, delight;
1:556
ὡς δὲ καὶ μανθάνειν ἔδει τὰ γεγραμμένα, μικροῦ δεῖν καὶ δακρύων αὐτὴν ἐπληρώσαμεν
然而,當我們必須進一步理解信中所寫的內容時,幾乎又要以淚水將這封信浸滿。
but when it was necessary also to learn what had been written, we came near to filling it with tears.
1:557
ὧν γὰρ αἱ εὐπραγίαι κοιναί, τούτους καὶ εἴ τι λυπεῖ μετέχειν πάντως ἀνάγκη
因為凡是彼此共享福樂之人,對於任何令人憂傷之事,也必然無可避免地要共同承擔。
For those whose good fortunes are shared in common must of necessity also share in whatever brings grief.
1:558
ἀλλ' ὅρα πρὸς θεῶν, ὁπόσον ἡ Τύχη νεανιεύεται, μηδὲν ἐθέλουσα διακρίνειν, εἰ βάλλειν ἐπείγεται πονηρούς, εἰ κατὰ σπου δαίων ἀφίησι τὰ τοξεύματα
但你且看,天哪,命運女神是何等的肆意妄為!她絲毫不願分辨——無論是急欲擊打惡人,抑或是將箭矢射向善者,她都一視同仁。
But behold, by the gods, how wantonly Fortune behaves, unwilling to make any distinction, whether she is eager to strike the wicked, or lets fly her arrows against the virtuous.
1:559
εἰ γὰρ ἦν ἀρετῇ μετρεῖσθαι τὰ πράγματα, οὐκ ἂν εὖ ἴσθι τῆς ἀδίκου Τύχης πεπείρασο
因為倘若世事真是以德行來衡量,那麼,你要深信,你絕不會遭遇這不公不義的命運。
For if human affairs were measured by virtue, be well assured you would never have made trial of unjust Fortune.
1:560
νυνὶ δὲ γυναῖκα θρηνεῖς, σώφρονα μέν, ὡς εἰκός, καὶ οἵαν ἔπρεπεν ἀνδρὶ σοφῷ συνοικεῖν, τὸ δὲ δεινότατον, παίδων μητέρα, καὶ τούτων ἔτι δεομένων μητρός
然而如今,你所哀悼的,是一位妻子——一位貞淑的女子,一如理所應當,正是智者所該匹配的良伴;而最為悲痛的是,她還是孩子們的母親,而這些孩子如今仍舊需要母親的照顧。
But as it is, you mourn a wife — a chaste woman, as was fitting, and such as it befitted a wise man to have as consort — and, most terrible of all, a mother of children, children who still have need of a mother.
1:561
ταῦτα τίς μὲν ἀκούων οὐκ ἂν δακρύσειε, τίς δὲ παθὼν καρτεροίη μὴ γνώμην εὐτυχήσας τὴν σήν; πέπεισμαι γὰρ ὡς Ἰσοκράτει πειθόμενος, πρίν τι παθεῖν, αὐτὸς ἐγυμνάσω τοῖς πράγμασι, πολλὰ μὲν ὁρῶν τοιαῦτα, πολλὰ δὲ διηγουμένων ἀκούων
聽聞此事者,有誰不為之落淚?親身遭受者,若非幸而稟有閣下之見識,又有誰能堅忍以對?我確信,閣下正是聽從了伊索克拉底之教誨,在受苦之先,便已藉種種世事而自我磨練——既親眼目睹諸多此類之事,又屢屢聽聞他人述說。
On hearing these things, who would not weep? And having suffered them, who could endure, without the good fortune of your own resolve? For I am persuaded that, obeying Isocrates, before suffering anything you had already schooled yourself amid such events — seeing many such things yourself, and hearing many recounted by others.
1:562
τί γὰρ τῶν χαλεπῶν ἡμῖν οὐκ ἄγει τὸν βίον; τί δὲ θαλάττης δείκνυσιν ἡμερώτερον; ὁ μὲν αἴρεται μέγας, ὁ δὲ πρὸς ὕψος ἐλθὼν προδιδοῦσαν ἔσχε τὴν Τύχην καὶ πέπτωκε·
人生之中,有什麼艱難之事不曾降臨?人生所顯露者,豈有比海更為平和溫馴的嗎?有人扶搖直上、飛黃騰達,有人登臨高處,卻遭命運背棄,終致傾覆——
For what harsh thing does not visit our life? And what does it show more temperate than the sea? One man rises to greatness; another, having reached the height, found Fortune turn traitor, and has fallen—
1:563
καὶ ὁ μὲν γηρᾷ τὸν θάνατον εἰς παραμυθίαν αἰτῶν, ὁ δὲ πρὸ τῆς ἥβης ἀνήρπασται
有人年邁,祈求死亡作為安慰;有人卻在青春年少之前便已遭奪去性命。
and one man grows old, begging death as a consolation, while another has been snatched away before his youth.
1:564
γαμεῖ τις ἕτερος, ὁ δὲ τὴν συνοικοῦσαν ὀδύρεται
有人正結為連理,有人卻正哀悼與他共居一室的亡妻。
One man marries, while another laments the wife who once dwelt with him.
1:565
ταῦτα τὸν βίον πληροῖ, καὶ τὴν Ὁμήρου βεβαιοῦν ἐπείγεται γνώμην, ὡς οὐδὲν ἀκιδνότερον γαῖα τρέφει ἀνθρώποιο·
此類之事充盈了人生,並急於印證荷馬之見識:大地所養育者,無一比人更為脆弱——
Such things fill up our life, and hasten to confirm Homer's judgment, that earth nurtures nothing feebler than man—
1:566
πανταχόθεν γὰρ ψηφίζεται τὸ δαιμόνιον μηδὲν μένειν οἷον καὶ γέγονεν, ἀλλ' εἴ τι κατὰ νοῦν ἐστιν ἀνθρώποις, μικρόν φησιν ἀνάμεινον, καὶ πάντως οἰχήσεται
因為神明從各個方面判定,萬物皆不能一如其初生之時那般長存;倘若人有稱心如意之事,神明便說:再稍待片刻,它終將消逝。
for from every side the divine power decrees that nothing remains as it came to be; but if anything is according to men's desire, it says, wait but a little, and it will surely be gone.
1:567
τὸ μὲν οὖν παθεῖν θεοῦ προνοίᾳ δεδόσθω καὶ νεύματι πάντως καλῶς ἄγοντι τὰ ἡμέτερα, τὸ δὲ φέρειν ὅ τι ἂν ὁ θεὸς διδῷ γενναίως, νικᾶν ἐστιν ἀρετῇ καὶ μὴ πάντα διδόναι τῇ Τύχῃ
因此,讓受苦一事歸諸神之眷顧,以及那必然妥善引導我等諸事之聖意吧;然而,凡神所賜之事皆能高貴地承受,則是以德行取勝,而非將一切都交付於命運。
Let suffering, then, be given over to God's providence and to the nod that in every way guides our affairs well; but to bear nobly whatever God gives is to conquer by virtue, and not to surrender everything to Fortune.
1:568
τοῦτο γὰρ τοῖς ἀγαθοῖς ἐγκαλλώπισμα, τὸ μὴ τὴν γνώμην συμμεταπίπτειν τοῖς πράγμασιν
因為這正是善人之美飾:其心志不隨境遇而動搖改變。
For this is the ornament of good men, that their judgment does not shift together with their circumstances.
1:569
οὐκοῦν ἅλις ἔστω δακρύων·
所以,淚水就到此為止吧——
So let there be an end of tears—
1:570
οὐ γάρ μιν ἀνστήσεις, πρὶν καὶ κακὸν ἄλλο πάθῃσθα
「因你終究無法使他復生,除非你自己再遭別的災禍。」
"for you will not raise him up, before you suffer some other evil too."
1:571
τοῖς δὲ παισὶν αὐτός τε μήτηρ γενήσῃ καὶ θεὸς τὰς ἐπ' αὐτοῖς ἐλπίδας εἰς ἔργον ἄξει τῷ νεύματι
至於孩子們,閣下自身將成為他們的母親;而神也必以其聖意,使寄託於他們身上的盼望終得成就。
But to your children you yourself will become a mother, and God, by his will, will bring to fulfillment the hopes set upon them.
1:572
Νεστορίωι Ἥσθην σου τῇ καλῇ καὶ λίαν ἐπιστολῇ, τὰ μὲν ἀπολογουμένῃ περὶ τῆς μακρᾶς σιωπῆς, ἥν, εἰ καὶ πολλάκις ἐγεγράφεις, ἐμοὶ γοῦν ἐσίγας, μέχρι τὰς ἐπιστολὰς ἐδεξάμην, τὰ δὲ καὶ λίαν ἐπιτιμώσῃ, ὅτι σοι τὴν ἀρχὴν ἐνεκάλουν σιγήν
致內斯托里烏斯:我對閣下那封美好而甚令人欣喜的信函感到欣悅——信中一方面為長久之緘默致歉,此緘默雖閣下屢屢修書他處,對我卻始終保持,直到我收到來信為止;另一方面又嚴詞責備我,因我起初便指控閣下緘默不語。
To Nestorios: I took delight in your fine and most welcome letter — in part apologizing for the long silence which, even though you had often written elsewhere, you had nonetheless kept toward me until I received your letters; and in part also rebuking me sharply, because from the outset I had charged you with silence.
1:573
ἥσθην ἄμφω ταῦτα, μὰ τοὺς θεούς
我對這兩件事皆感欣悅,謹以諸神為證。
I rejoiced at both these things, by the gods.
1:574
τὸ μὲν γὰρ οὐχ ἡμαρτηκότος ἦν περὶ φίλους, τὸ δὲ μηδὲ βουλομένου τοιοῦτον δοκεῖν
因為前者顯明閣下對朋友並無過失,後者則顯明閣下甚至不願被人視為有此過失。
For the one showed that you had not erred against friendship, the other, that you did not even wish to seem such.
1:575
ἥττημαι τοίνυν σιωπὴν ἐγκαλέσας, καὶ βουλοίμην ἂν διὰ παντὸς ἐν τούτῳ νικᾶσθαι
因此,我既已指控閣下緘默,便甘認落敗,且但願在此事上永遠甘拜下風。
I am therefore defeated, having accused you of silence, and I should wish always to be defeated in this.
1:576
δέδεγμαι δέ σου τὰς ἐπιστολὰς χρόνῳ καὶ μόλις, καὶ ἥ γε παρὰ σοῦ πρώτη πρὸς ἡμᾶς ἀφῖκται δευτέρα
然而,我收到閣下之來信,是歷經長久時日、備嘗艱難才得以收到,而閣下最先寄出者,竟後於第二封才送達我處。
But I received your letters after a long time and with difficulty, and indeed the first you sent to us arrived second.
1:577
σὸν δ' ἂν εἴη σκοπεῖν ὡς, εἰ δοκῶν ἀδικεῖσθαι τοσοῦτον κατηγορῶ, τίς ἂν γενοίμην ὄντως παθών
閣下不妨思量:倘若我僅是自覺受屈,便已如此嚴詞控訴,那麼若我真正遭受損害,又將成何等模樣?
It would be for you to consider that, if merely thinking myself wronged I accuse you so much, what would I become were I truly to suffer it?
1:578
Στεφάνωι Σὺ μὲν ἔτι σιγᾷς, καὶ ταῦτα τὴν Δάφνην οἰκῶν, τὸ λάλον ὕδωρ ἐκεῖνο καὶ μαντικόν·
致斯特凡諾斯:閣下依舊緘默不語——而且是住在達芙妮,就在那喋喋不休、能作預言的泉水旁!
To Stephanos: You are still silent — and this while dwelling in Daphne, beside that talkative and oracular water!
1:579
πάλαι περισκοπῶ τὰς ὁλκάδας, μετέωρος ἀεὶ πρὸς τὸ μέλλον γινόμενος
我早已四處張望著往來的商船,心懸不已,總是引頸期盼著未來之事。
For a long while now I have been scanning the merchant ships, ever kept in suspense toward what is to come.
1:580
αἱ δέ που καταίρουσι καὶ δευτέρα καὶ τρίτη, καὶ τὰ καθ' ἡμᾶς διελέγχουσιν ὡς μόνον ἦσαν ἐλπίδες
船隻卻一艘接一艘地靠岸了,第二艘、第三艘,卻只是證明我這一頭所懷抱的,不過是徒然的盼望。
But they put in, a second and a third, and prove that, as far as I am concerned, these were nothing but hopes.
1:581
τὴν δὲ τῆς σιγῆς αἰτίαν σκοπῶ, καὶ πανταχόθεν ἠπόρημαι
我思索閣下緘默之緣由,卻從各個角度都百思不得其解。
I ponder the cause of your silence, and am utterly at a loss from every side.
1:582
εἰ μὲν γάρ τι λελύπηκακαίτοι λυπήσας μηδένταῦτα μὲν οἰχέσθω καὶ φέροιεν αὖραι
若我曾在某事上使閣下傷心——儘管我實在並未使閣下傷心——那麼便讓這些事都過去吧,任憑清風將其帶走。
For if I have grieved you in anything — though I have grieved you in nothing — let this be gone, and let the winds carry it away.
1:583
μείζω δ' οὖν ὅμως τῶν ἐγκλη μάτων ὑφίσταμαι δίκην, εἰ μὴ λαλοῦντος ἀκούσομαι
然而,若我不能再聽聞閣下說話之聲,我所承受的懲罰,終究要比任何指控更為沉重。
Yet still I undergo a penalty greater than any accusation, if I am not to hear you speaking.
1:584
εἰ δὲ τὴν ἄλλως ἀκκίζει μὴ δύνασθαι λέγων εἰς κάλλος εἰπεῖν, δικασταὶ τούτων ἡμεῖς, καὶ τὴν αἰτίαν μεμφόμεθα
但若閣下只是故作忸怩,推說自己無法措辭優美,那麼此事之裁判乃是我等,而我等對此藉口實不以為然。
But if you are merely playing coy, claiming you cannot express yourself with elegance, we are the judges of such matters, and we find fault with the excuse.
1:585
ἀλλ' ἤδη που τάχα τὸ πρᾶγμα μαντεύομαι, μηδὲ τῆς ὑμετέρας Δάφνης πιών
不過,如今我或許已能猜出此事之原委,縱使我未曾飲過閣下那達芙妮之泉水。
But now perhaps I already divine the matter, even without having drunk of your Daphne.
1:586
ἐρυθριᾶν φήσεις ὡς παραβὰς τὴν ὑπόσχεσιν καὶ τὰς συνθή κας ὑπεριδὼν καὶ τὸ βιβλίον ἔχων που τρίτον ἢ τέταρτον ἔτος τουτί, ὁ μηδὲ τρίτον μῆνα καθέξειν ἐπαγγειλάμενος
閣下大概會說自己面紅耳赤,因為違背了承諾、無視了約定,竟將那部書留在手中已達第三年或第四年之久,而閣下當初卻曾應允連第三個月都不會留存。
You will say you blush, as one who has broken his promise and disregarded the agreement, holding the book now some third or fourth year, though you had pledged not to keep it even a third month.
1:587
ταῦτα τοίνυν, εἰ μὲν ἀχθόμενος ἐρεῖς, δείξεις μὴ πλείω χρόνον κρατήσας
如今,若閣下是懷著懊悔之情說出此言,便當以不再繼續佔用該書來加以證明。
Now if you say these things with genuine distress, you will prove it by not keeping the book any longer.
1:588
καὶ τὴν σιωπὴν ἀποδεξάμενος τὸ σύμβολον τῆς αἰδοῦς, τῇ ἀνάγκῃ τὸ πρᾶγμα λογίζομαι, καίτοι βιβλίον ὑμῖν δεδωκὼς οὗ τὴν τιμὴν οὐδέπω καὶ νῦν καταβέβληκα, ἀλλ' ἄδηλον εἴτε τοῦ πιπράσκοντός ἐστιν εἴτε τοῦ δεδωκότος ἐμοῦ
我將閣下之緘默視為羞愧之表記而加以接受,並將此事歸因於不得已之情勢;儘管我曾贈予閣下一部書,而該書之價款,我至今仍未付清,以致究竟該書屬於書商,抑或屬於身為贈予者的我,都尚不明朗。
And accepting your silence as the token of modesty, I set the matter down to necessity — although I gave you a book whose price I myself have not even now paid, so that it is unclear whether it belongs to the seller or to me who gave it.
1:589
ἀλλ' ὅμως οὐδὲν ἐμπο δὼν τῇ σῇ χρείᾳ πεποίημαι, οὐ τὸ τοῦ κτήματος ἄδηλον, οὐ τὸ δεῖν ἐξ αὐτοῦ τι μαθεῖν, ἀλλὰ πάντα παριδὼν μετὰ πολλῶν ἄν σοι παρέσχον, εἰ καὶ τοῦτο ποιεῖν συνεχώρησας
然而,我從未因此對閣下之需求設下任何阻礙——既不因物權未明而卻步,也不因需自其中學習之故而卻步——而是不計一切,倘若閣下亦願允准,我甚至樂意再附贈許多其他之物。
But nevertheless I have set nothing in the way of your need — not the uncertain ownership, not the necessity of learning something from it — but overlooking everything, I would have supplied it to you together with many other things, had you also consented to accept them.
1:590
ὅμως οὐδὲν δεινὸν εἰ μέχρι τοῦ νῦν ὁρίζεις τὸ βράδος
不過,只要閣下將延宕之期限止於此刻,倒也無傷大雅。
Still, there is no great harm, if you set the limit of the delay at the present moment.
1:591
εἰ δὲ προσθήσεις ἔτι, τοσοῦτον ἀπολαύσω τοῦ πράγματος ὅτι δὴ πάντας ἀπίστους ἡγήσομαι·
但若閣下仍要繼續拖延,我從此事所能得到的收穫,便只有從此認定天下人皆不可信——
But if you draw it out still further, this much I shall gain from the matter, that I shall reckon all men untrustworthy—
1:592
τί γὰρ ἂν ἐλπίσαιμι, παρὰ σοῦ τοιαῦτα παθών; ἀλλ' οὐχ ὅ γε σοφώτατος Ἰωάννης τοιοῦτος, ὃς ἓν λαβὼν παρ' ἐμοῦ μετ' οὐ πολὺν χρόνον δεύτερον προσαπέστειλεν
若從閣下那裡遭受如此對待,我還能有何指望?然而,最富智慧的約翰卻非如此之人——他曾自我這裡借得一書,未過多久,便又額外送回了第二部。
for what could I hope for, having suffered such things from you? But the most wise John is not such a man, who, having received one book from me, before long sent back a second besides.
1:593
οὕτως εὐγνώμων δοκεῖν ἤθελε μᾶλλον ἢ κεκτῆσθαι βιβλίον
他寧願被人視為知恩圖報之人,也不願僅僅擁有一部書而已。
So much did he wish to seem grateful, rather than to possess a book.
1:594
καὶ μή μοι λέγε ὡς οὐκ ἀποστερεῖν ἐθέλων κατέσχον
請閣下切勿對我說,閣下扣留該書並非有意侵佔。
And do not tell me that you kept it without wishing to defraud me.
1:595
τοῦτο μὲν γὰρ τυγχάνω πεπεισμένος, καὶ ἐπὶ μέγαν ὅρκον ὀμοῦμαι
此事我本已深信不疑,甚至願為此立下重誓。
For of this I happen to be already convinced, and I would swear a great oath to it.
1:596
ἀλλ' οὐκ ἔδει παρατεῖναι τῷ βράδει, ὅπου γε ἴσον δύναται τῷ ἀποστερεῖν τὸ χρόνῳ καὶ μόλις ἀποδιδόναι
然而,閣下實不該一再拖延遲滯,因為經年累月、勉勉強強才歸還,其效果實與侵佔無異。
But you ought not to have dragged out the delay, since to give back after a long time and grudgingly amounts to the very same thing as defrauding.
1:597
ἀλλά, πρὸς Φιλίου, μὴ ἀναμείνῃς ἔτι ἕτερα γράμματα μηδὲ πλοῖον ἕτερον ἢ τὸ κομίζον σοι τὴν ἐπιστολήν
但求以友誼之神為證,切勿再等待其他書信,也切勿再等待別的船隻,只需藉此封信所搭乘之船即可。
But, by the god of Friendship, wait no longer for other letters, nor for any ship but the one bearing you this letter.
1:598
Διοδώρωι Ὁ φέρων σοι τὴν ἐπιστολὴν οὐ νῦν πρῶτον πειραθήσεται τῆς εὐνοίας τῆς σῆς, ἀλλ' ἔτι τὴν πρώτην διηγούμενος δευτέραν λήψεται πεῖραν, ὡς δὲ δοκῶ, τάχα καὶ μείζονα·
致狄奧多羅斯:呈遞此信之人,並非首次領受閣下之善意;而是在猶自述說著第一次之際,便將迎來第二次之經歷,依我所料,甚或是更大之恩惠——
To Diodoros: The bearer of this letter will not now for the first time have experience of your goodwill; rather, while still recounting the first instance, he will receive a second proof of it, and, as I think, perhaps an even greater one—
1:599
ἐκείνης μὲν γὰρ ἀπέλαυσε κηδεστὴς καλεῖσθαι μέλλων ἡμέτερος, ταύτην δὲ λήψεται καὶ δὴ πρὸς ἔργον ἐλθών
因為前一次的恩惠,他是在即將成為我姻親之際所蒙受的;而這一次的恩惠,則是在婚事已然成就之後所將領受的。
for he enjoyed the former favour while about to be called our kinsman by marriage, but he will receive this one now that the matter has actually come to pass.
1:600
ὁ δέ γε μέλλοντα τοῦτον τιμήσας, τίς ἂν εἴης, γεγενημένον ἰδών; οἶμαι γὰρ ὡς τῶν νόμων εὐθὺς τὰ ταμιεῖα κινήσεις, καὶ παραθήξας τὴν γλῶτταν κατὰ τῶν ἀδικούντων λόγων ἐπαφήσεις πηγάς
而閣下——當他尚只是『未來』姻親之時便已如此禮遇於他,如今眼見其已然成為現實,閣下又將如何相待?我料想閣下必將立即開啟法律之寶庫,磨礪唇舌,向不義之人傾瀉如泉湧般之辯詞。
But you, who honored him when he was still only to be my kinsman — what will you become, now that you see him actually made so? For I think you will at once set in motion the treasuries of the laws, and, having sharpened your tongue, will let loose fountains of words against the wrongdoers.
1:601
καὶ τί γὰρ ἕτερον ἢ βήματος Ἀττικοῦ πρὸς μνήμην ἄξεις τὸν θεατήν; ταῦτα λέγειν ἔχω, ταῦτα πάρεστιν ἐλπίζων ὁ νέος
除此之外,閣下豈非要令旁觀者憶起雅典講壇之風采?此乃我所能言之事,而這位年輕人正立於此,懷抱著如是之盼望。
And indeed, what else will you do but bring the beholder to remember the Attic tribunal? These things I have to say; these things the young man stands here hoping for.
1:602
καὶ οὔτ' ἐγὼ ψευδολογίας ἁλώσομαι, οὔτε μάτην ἐλπίσας ἐκεῖνος
如此一來,我既不會被判定為虛言妄語,他也不會被證明是徒然懷抱希望。
And so neither shall I be convicted of falsehood, nor shall he be shown to have hoped in vain.
1:603
Κάστορι Τῷ φέροντι τὴν ἐπιστολὴν πολλὰ παρὰ σοῦ τὴν εὔνοιαν ἀπαιτεῖ·
致卡斯托爾:有諸多緣由,皆要求閣下對此信之持信人施以厚愛——
To Kastor: Many things exact your goodwill on behalf of the bearer of this letter—
1:604
γένος συνάπτον ἐμοί, γάμος τὴν οἰκειότητα βεβαιῶν, καὶ τὸ δὴ μέγιστον ἡμέτερα γράμματα
血緣使他與我相連,婚姻鞏固了這份親密關係,而最為緊要者,乃是出自我手之這封信。
kinship joining him to me, marriage confirming the close relation, and — what is indeed greatest — my own letter.
1:605
καὶ οὐκ ἀλαζονείας ὁ λόγος, θαρροῦντος δὲ μᾶλλον, ὡς τἀμὰ μικρὰ μὲν τῇ φύσει, μεγάλα δὲ δύναται παρὰ σοί
此言並非誇口炫耀,而更是出於自信——因為屬於我的事物,雖然本質微小,但在閣下面前卻能有莫大之力量。
And this is not the speech of boastfulness, but rather of one who is confident that what is mine, small though it be by nature, is able to be great in your eyes.
1:606
δεῖται δὲ γλώττης δικαίας καὶ λόγων εὐροίας σβέσαι δυναμένης συκοφαντίαν
他所需要的,是一副公正之口舌,以及足以撲滅誣告誹謗之流暢辯才。
He needs a just tongue, and a fluency of words able to quench calumny.
1:607
οἶδα τοίνυν ὡς τῆς ἐμῆς ἐλπίδος κρείττων γενήσῃ·
因此,我深知閣下必將勝過我所懷之期望——
I know, then, that you will prove yourself greater than my hope—
1:608
φιλοτιμεῖ γὰρ ἀεὶ μεῖζον εἰς πεῖραν ἐλθεῖν ὧν ἄν τις ἐλπίσῃ παρὰ σοῦ
因為閣下向來志在:於實際行事之際,展現出比人所能期望於閣下者更為卓越之表現。
for it is ever your ambition to prove yourself, when put to the test, greater than whatever one might have hoped of you.
1:609
σὸν δ' ἂν εἴη λοιπὸν ἢ τὴν ἐμὴν ἐλπίδα νικῆσαι τοῖς ἔργοις ἢ μὴ ταύτης ἐλάττω δεῖξαι τὰ πράγματα
如今唯待閣下:或以實際作為超越我之期望,或至少使事情之結果不遜於此期望。
It remains, then, for you either to surpass my hope by your deeds, or at the least to show your actions no less than it.
1:610
Ἰλασίωι Τὸ παρ' ὑμῖν χωρίον καρποὺς μὲν τίκτειν ἔοικεν ἀγαθούς, ἀντικεῖσθαι δὲ μόνοις τοῖς σώμασι·
致伊拉西奧斯:閣下那邊之田產,看來能孕育出優良的果實,卻似乎唯獨與人的身體為敵——
To Ilasios: The estate you have seems to bring forth good fruits, but to be hostile only to bodies—
1:611
τοὺς μὲν γὰρ θαῦμα τοῖς ὁρῶσι παρέχει καὶ τὴν τῆς ὥρας βιάζεται φύσιν, τὰ δὲ λαβὸν ἐρρωμένα μικρὸν ὕστερον ἀπέδωκεν ὠχριῶντα
因為那地方所產之果實,足以令觀者驚嘆,甚至違逆季節之常態;然而它所接納之強健身軀,不久之後便被它使得面容枯槁蒼白。
for it grants wonder to those who behold it and does violence to the nature of the season, but the bodies it received robust, a little later it has rendered pale and sickly.
1:612
ὅθεν οὐκ ἂν ἑλοίμην ὀλίγων καρπῶν ἀπολαύσας νοσεῖν καὶ τὴν αἰτίαν ἐρωτώμενος αἰσχύνεσθαι καὶ σιγᾶν, ὃ δὴ ποιεῖν εἴωθας σιγῇ τὰ χωρία κοσμῶν
因此,我不願為享用少許果實,便招致疾病,又於被問及緣由之時,滿懷羞愧而默然不語——而這正是閣下慣常之舉,以緘默來為那地方增光添彩。
Wherefore I would not choose, having enjoyed a few fruits, to fall ill, and then, when asked the cause, to be ashamed and remain silent — which indeed is what you are accustomed to do, adorning your estate with silence.
1:613
σὲ δὲ βούλομαι καὶ πλείστων ἀγαθῶν ἀπολαύειν καὶ τῇ τοῦ σώματος ῥώσει τὴν τοῦ χωρίου φύσιν νικᾶν
然而,我盼望閣下既能享盡諸多美好之物,又能以強健之體魄,戰勝那地方之本性。
But you I wish both to enjoy the very greatest of good things, and by the vigor of your body to conquer the nature of the estate.
1:614
Νεστορίωι Χρεμύλος πεπλούτηκεν ἐξαίφνης, ἡ κωμῳδία φησί
致內斯托里烏斯:「克瑞米洛斯忽然間富有起來了」——喜劇如是說。
To Nestorios: "Chremylos has suddenly grown rich," says the comedy.
1:615
καὶ σὺ νῦν πλουτεῖν ἔοικας, οὐπώποτε τοῦτο παθών, Ἴρου δὲ πτωχότερος ἀεὶ γεγονώς
如今閣下似乎也富有起來了,此前從未有過這般境況,反倒是向來比伊洛斯還要窮困。
And you too now seem to be rich, though you never before experienced this, having always been poorer than Iros.
1:616
ἐκεῖθεν ἄρα σοι ποθεινοτέρα γέγονεν ἡ πατρίς, ἣν πρότερον ἀπεκάλεις τῆς οἰκου μένης τὸ βάραθρον, ὅλος δὲ τῆς ὕλης γέγονας, τῇ φιλοσοφίᾳ χαίρειν εἰπών
正因如此,故鄉如今對閣下而言變得更加令人眷戀——而此地,閣下先前卻常稱之為『天下之深淵』;閣下如今已完全投身於物質財貨之中,並向哲學道別。
From that, then, your homeland has become dearer to you — the homeland you formerly used to call "the pit of the inhabited world" — and you have become wholly given over to material things, having bidden philosophy farewell.
1:617
δὲ πρᾶον ἐκεῖνο καὶ ἥμερον, ὅ σοι μόλις ἐνεποίησα τὸ πρότερον, καὶ τὰς ἐπὶ σοὶ τοῦ προκόψειν ἐλπίδας φροῦδα πάντα πεποίηκας
而那昔日我費盡心力方才灌注於閣下心中的溫和與馴良之性情,以及我對閣下未來精進所懷之種種期望,如今皆已被閣下化為烏有。
And that mild and gentle character, which I with difficulty instilled in you before, and the hopes for your advancement — all this you have made vanish into nothing.
1:618
νῦν ὡς εἰκὸς ὄρειος γέγονας καὶ οἷον ὁ τῆς χώρας βούλεται νόμος
如今,理所當然地,閣下已變成了山野之人,一如鄉間之習俗所欲塑造的那般。
Now, as is fitting, you have become a mountain-dweller, and such as the custom of the country would have you.
1:619
τοιαῦτα παρὰ τῆς τύχης ἀπέλαυσας ὁ παρὰ τὴν πενίαν πάλαι φιλοσοφῶν
這便是閣下自命運那裡所蒙受之待遇——閣下昔日雖處貧困之中,猶能潛心於哲學。
Such is what you have enjoyed at Fortune's hand, you who once philosophized amid poverty.
1:620
ὅθεν ἐμφιλοχωρεῖς τῇ πατρίδι καὶ σκοπεῖς οὐχ ὅθεν ἔσῃ σοφώτερος, ἀλλ' ὅθεν ἂν ἴδοις κομῶντα τὰ λήια
因此,閣下如今眷戀故土,不再思量如何能變得更有智慧,而只關切從何處能望見穀物茂盛豐美。
Whence you now cling to your homeland, and consider not by what means you might grow wiser, but by what means you might see the crops standing luxuriant.
1:621
ἐγὼ δέ σε ποθῶν τοὺς Ἔρωτας μέμφομαι, εἰ μὴ δύνανται ψυχὴν μίαν ἀντερᾶν ποιῆσαι τῶν οὕτω ποθούντων
而我,因思念閣下之故,不禁埋怨愛神——若祂們竟無法使一顆靈魂,對如此深切思念之人予以回報之愛。
But I, longing for you, find fault with the Loves, if they are not able to make one soul love in return those who so long for it.
1:622
Ζαχαρίαι καὶ Φιλίππωι ἀδελφοῖσ Τὰ ὑμέτερα γράμματα καὶ τὴν εἰς ἡμᾶς εὔνοιαν ἐδήλου καὶ γνώμης οὐκ ἀπήλλακτο σώφρονος, ἑκάτερον δὲ τῇ τοῦ ἑτέρου προσθήκῃ καθαρὸν ὑπεφαίνετο·
致查加里亞斯與腓立普二位兄弟:閣下二位之來信,既顯明了對我之善意,又不乏審慎明智之見識,且此二者相輔相成,彼此互為映襯,愈顯純粹——
To Zacharias and Philippos, brothers: Your letter both showed goodwill toward us and was not without prudent judgment; and each quality appeared purer by the addition of the other—
1:623
οὔτε γὰρ ὡς ποθοῦντες ἁπλῶς οὕτως ἔχειν ἡμᾶς ἐβουλήθητε, ἀλλ' εἰ μὴ καὶ τὸ συμφέρον προσείη περιττὴν ἡγεῖσθε τὴν θέαν, οὔτε τῷ τοῦ μέλλοντος ἀδήλῳ περιδεεῖς γεγονότες τὴν πρὸς ὑμᾶς ἰέναι πάλιν ἀπηγο ρεύσατε, ἀλλ' ἦν καινὸς ὁ τρόπος τῆς συμβουλῆς καὶ ῥητορικῇ πρέπων ἐννοίᾳ, οὔτε τὸ καλοῦν ἔχων θρασύ, καὶ τὴν ἀποτροπὴν ὑφορώμενος
因為閣下二位並非僅僅出於思念,便單純盼望我如此前往與你們同在;若非確有實際益處相隨,閣下便認為此番相見乃屬多餘之舉;閣下亦未因未來之不可預料而心生過度憂懼,以致阻止我再度前往閣下處——反倒是,閣下建言之方式頗為新穎,且合乎修辭學家之思致:既無邀約之魯莽冒進,又暗含勸阻之戒慎顧慮。
for you did not wish us to be so disposed simply because you longed for us, but you consider the visit superfluous unless advantage also attend it; nor, made overly fearful by the uncertainty of the future, did you forbid our coming to you again — but the manner of your counsel was novel and fitting to a rhetorician's mind, having neither boldness in its invitation nor open dissuasion, yet quietly guarding against it.
1:624
ἐγὼ δὲ τοσοῦτον ἀπέχω τοῦ κόμπου καὶ πραγμάτων ἐρᾶν καὶ τὴν ἑτέρων εὐδαι μονίαν ζηλοῦν, ὥστε καίπερ οὐ κατὰ νοῦν πράξας ἐνταῦθα, τοσοῦτον ὅμως ἐκαρτέρησα χρόνον
至於我,則與誇耀之心、對世務之貪戀、以及對他人福祉之艷羨,相去何其遙遠,以至於儘管我在此地行事並不如己意,我仍舊在此忍耐堅守了如此之久的時日。
But I am so far removed from boastfulness, from loving worldly affairs, and from envying the good fortune of others, that although things here have not gone according to my mind, I have nevertheless endured so long a time.
1:625
καὶ νῦν ἐπειδήπερ ἐπαγγέλλονταί μοι ποιήσειν τὰ μέτρια, οὐχ ἕρμαιον ἡγοῦμαι κούφαις ἁπλῶς ἐλπίσι βασιλέως πόλιν ἰδεῖν, καὶ ταῦτα τῆς ἡσυχίας ἐρῶν καὶ μίαν ταύτην εὐδαιμονίαν ἡγούμενος καὶ τοῦ Βυζαντίου πρὸς ἔννοιαν ὅλως ἐλθών, ὅπως ἐφόδιον εὕροιμι τοῦ ποτὲ πραγμάτων ἔξω γενέσθαι καὶ θειοτέρας ἀπολαῦσαι ζωῆς
如今,既然有人承諾將為我做出合宜適度之安排,我便不認為僅憑輕率之空泛期望,便可視前往帝都一遊為天賜良機——尤其我本就眷戀寧靜安逸,並以此為唯一之幸福;而我之所以會想到拜占庭,終究也只是為了尋得一份憑藉,以期有朝一日能脫離俗務之紛擾,享受更為神聖之生活。
And now, since indeed they promise to do what is reasonable for me, I do not count it a godsend simply on light hopes to see the imperial city — especially since I love quietude and account this my one happiness, and have come to think of Byzantium at all only that I might find provision for someday being free of worldly affairs and enjoying a more divine life.
1:626
πλὴν οὐκ ἐρῶν τῶν πραγμάτων τίθεμαι τὸ δοκοῦν
然而,我採取此般心意,並非出於對世務之貪戀。
Yet it is not out of love for worldly affairs that I set down this resolve.
1:627
οὐδὲν γὰρ αἱρετὸν ὃ μὴ θεοῦ δέχεται νεῦμα, καὶ μὴ γινόμενον ἕκαστον τὸ μὴ θεὸν ἔχειν ἐπαινοῦντα δηλοῖ, ὥσπερ κἄν τι γένηται μὴ πάθει συνεζευγμένον, θεῷ πάντως ἐδόκει καὶ γέγονε
因為若非蒙神之首肯,則無一事物值得揀選;凡未能成就之事,皆顯明神並不悅納此事;正如,凡非出於一己情感私慾而成就之事,則必定是蒙神悅納,方才得以成就。
For nothing is truly to be chosen which does not receive God's assent, and whatever does not come to pass shows that it does not have God's approval — just as, if anything should come to pass that is not bound up with mere passion, it was assuredly approved by God, and so it came to be.
1:628
καὶ οὔτε τι μὴ δοκοῦν ἔστι γενέσθαι οὔτε γεγενημένον μὴ δοκεῖν, ὥστε εἴ τι τῶν ἐπηγγελμένων προβαίη, μένειν ὡς ἔοικε δεῖ, καὶ ἀντιλέγειν οὐκ ἔχω
凡未蒙悅納之事,不能成就;凡已然成就之事,亦不能不蒙悅納;因此,倘若所承諾之事有所進展,看來我便理當留下,對此我實無可辯駁。
And neither can anything come to pass that is not approved, nor can what has come to pass be unapproved; so that if any of the things promised should go forward, it seems I must remain here, and I have nothing to say against it.
1:629
εἰ δὲ λόγοι ταῦτα καὶ οἴχεται ἡ τῶν μὴ γενομένων ἀνάγκη, τὴν τοῦ θεοῦ δείκνυσι ψῆφον ὡς ὑμᾶς ἰέναι κελεύουσαν
但倘若這一切僅止於空言,而『事不成就』之必然性隨之消散,那便顯明了神之裁決,乃是命我前往閣下二位處。
But if these prove mere words, and the necessity of their not coming to pass departs, it will show God's verdict to be bidding me to come to you.
1:630
εἰ γὰρ μή, ταῦτα πάν τως ἂν ὑπῆρξεν ἐφ' οἷς με μένειν ἐχρῆν
因為若不然,則必定會出現使我不得不留下之種種緣由了。
For if it were not so, there would certainly have arisen those very things on account of which I would have had to remain.
1:631
Διοδώρωι Ὤιμην σε τὴν τῶν μαρτύρων παρ' ἡμῖν ἐπιτελέσαι πανήγυριν καὶ διδόναι μόλις ἡμῖν εὐτυχῆσαι τῇ θέᾳ·
致狄奧多羅。我原以為你會與我們一同慶祝殉道者的節期,並勉強賜予我們得見你面容的福分;
To Diodorus. I thought that you would keep the festival of the martyrs with us, and would grant us, however grudgingly, the good fortune of your presence;
1:632
σὺ δὲ κἂν ὄναρ ἴδῃς τὸν Μαϊουμᾶν, ὡς ἔοικε, δυσχεραίνεις καὶ τὸν οἰωνὸν δεδιὼς ἀποφράδα τὴν ἡμέραν καλεῖς
然而你,看來即便只在夢中見到馬猶馬,也心生厭惡;你畏懼那預兆,竟稱那日為不祥之日。
but you, it seems, are vexed even if you merely dream of Maiuma, and fearing the omen, you call the day inauspicious.
1:633
οὕτω σοι πάλαι καὶ πόρρωθεν τὸ μῖσος ἐνέστακται, ὡς διὰ τοῦτο μηδὲ τοὺς φίλους ἐθέλειν ὁρᾶν, καὶ διελέγχεις τὸν χρόνον αὔξειν τὸν θυμὸν μᾶλλον ἢ διελέγχειν εἰδότα
這仇恨早已深植你心,且由來已久,以致你因此連朋友也不願相見;你證明了時間所知曉的,是增添怨憤,而非消解怨憤。
So long ago, and from so far off, has this hatred been instilled in you, that on its account you are unwilling even to see your friends; and you prove that time knows how to increase resentment rather than to refute it.
1:634
ταῦτα προὔλεγον ἀεί, ταῦτα καὶ γέγονεν
這是我向來所預言的,如今果然應驗了。
This I always used to foretell, and this has indeed come to pass.
1:635
ὁρῶν γάρ σε διὰ τοὺς λυποῦντας καὶ τὸν τόπον ἀποστρεφόμενον, ἰοὺ ἰού πολλάκις ἔφην, ὡς ἅπαξ ἡμῶν ἀπαλλαγεὶς οὐκ ἐθελήσεις αὖθις ὁρᾶν
因為我見你因那些令你憂傷之人,竟連此地也避而遠之,我屢屢哀嘆道:「唉,唉!」——只怕你一旦脫離我們,便再也不願與我們相見了。
For seeing you turn away even from the place itself, because of those who grieved you, I often cried, "Alas, alas!"—fearing that once freed from us, you would never wish to see us again.
1:636
ἀλλ' οὐδὲ Ἀχιλλεὺς τοσοῦτον χρόνον ἐθυμοῦτο τοῖς Ἀχαιοῖς, ἀλλὰ λυπήσας ἀπὼν εἶξεν αὖθις ὡς ἔδει καὶ μετεβάλετο
然而,就連阿基里斯對亞該亞人動怒,也不曾持續這麼久;他雖以缺席使他們憂傷,卻終究依理讓步,回心轉意了。
But not even Achilles remained wrathful against the Achaeans so long a time; rather, having grieved them by his absence, he in due course yielded again, as he ought, and relented.
1:637
χάριν δ' οὖν ὅμως οἶδα τῇ Τύχῃ ὅτι μὴ Θέτιν ἔχεις μητέρα·
但我仍要感謝命運女神,幸而你的母親不是忒提斯;
Yet still I am grateful to Fortune, that you do not have Thetis for your mother;
1:638
πάλαι γὰρ ἂν ηὔξω καὶ ἀπολώλειμεν
否則你早已為此禱求,而我們也早已滅亡了。
for long ago you would have made your prayer against us, and we would have perished.
1:639
Εἰρηναίωι Τοῖς περὶ Ζώναιον τὴν ἐμὴν εὔνοιαν ἐνεποίει, τὸ μὲν πρῶτον ὑμεῖς, μετὰ δὲ τὴν πεῖραν τῶν νέων ἡ φύσις
致艾任乃俄。對佐奈俄一家人,我起初的善意是你所栽植的,然而在與那些年輕人相處之後,便是他們自身的天性所栽植的了。
To Irenaeus. Toward those of Zonaeus' circle, my goodwill was instilled at first by you, but after experience of the young men, by their own nature.
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