And why need I tell you more about him? For once you have come to know him by experience, you will surely judge my praise too small, and will call me a feeble orator, as one unable even to express his true merits.
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ΔιοδώρωιΤοῦτοἐκεῖνοὃκαὶπροσδοκῶντίμοιγέγονεν
致狄奧多羅斯:正是我所預料的那件事,如今果然發生了。
To Diodorus. This is that very thing which has come to pass even as I expected.
For I supposed that, as soon as you arrived there, seeing the tribunal of magistrates and the chorus of orators and the throng of petitioners following after, you would at once be filled with pride, and if anyone merely wished to speak, you would scarcely tolerate the speaker.
And our account of ourselves will be brief—for what have I to do with those hidden away in obscurity?—this, surely, is what you will say concerning us.
This very thing I expected, and it has come to pass: such is the pride of our orators here, who even call other men 'petitioners,' magnifying with solemnity their own affairs.
And now you seem to think that you had chosen us as friends formerly, not because you judged us worthy, as indeed was fitting, but because, for want of better company, you made do with those at hand; and surely you now regret the time you spent among us so unworthily.
Yet I would pray that this be granted to me rather than to be resplendent with abundance of gold, or to have attained the very summit of any fortune whatsoever.
But if none of this happens, and you still keep silent, I for my part, having suffered such things, shall bring an accusation, and some judge versed in love will decide the case, and shall determine what penalty you must suffer or pay.
Rather, the suffering shall be waived, lest you grieve me, your lover, once more; but he will decree that you pay so many letters as, by their abundance, to console for the length of the preceding silence.
but since it is also fitting that there be some occasion, through which one must first come into converse, and then, having had experience of one another, come to admire — for this reason I have given this letter to the learned Theon.
For through this letter you will first look upon him with favour, but afterward, I think, judging the letter superfluous, you will admire the man for his own sake.
To Eusebius: If even a single day makes those who long for someone grow old, for how long a time do you suppose I must have grown old — struck as I am by longing for you in this way (for who, having once experienced you, departs without loving you?), and deprived for so long a time of the sight of you? But you do well in lightening my hardships by your letters, emulating those wise physicians who, when unable to heal, at least console the suffering.
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τοιοῦτοςἡμῖνγέγοναςἀντὶσαυτοῦπαρέχωντὰγράμματα
你於我而言便是如此,以你的書信代替你本人而呈現於我面前。
Such have you become to us, offering your letters in place of yourself.
But if I leave anything undone, consider that it is because I am simply unable to do it; and I blame fortune that I am not all-powerful, so that I might bestow upon you as great a favour as I in fact wish.
To Elias: When I took your letter into my hands, I seemed to see you yourself present — so entirely did you set your charm within the letter — and I kept smiling at it again and again, just as when, beholding you, I would be filled to the full with delight.
As for our companion Megas, if I were able easily to give as much as I in fact wish, you would already have received him back, without fail, both perfected and a finished orator.
For it arrives, in its title, wondrous indeed — how great! — but in substance bearing nothing strange, but rather what has already been the object of study by many and various men.
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σοῦδὲχάρινκαὶὅτιβέλτιονεἰπεῖνσεσιγήσθω
然而看在你的份上,凡是更可說(於其不利)之言,且讓它保持緘默吧。
But for your sake, let whatever better might be said against it be left unspoken.
Nevertheless, a debt of gratitude shall stand recorded to your credit in my memory — though not such as that which lay with the Persian king in favour of Pausanias, who was not prudent to the end.
For he, having no reverence even for Plataea, nor for the trophies dear to him, betrayed to the barbarians the very Greece that had been saved through him — as though he could not bear to remain fortunate to the end.
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σὺδὲτὰοἰκεῖαπεριέπωνοὐδὲνὅτιμὴδράσεις
而你,眷顧自己所親之人,凡力所能及者,必無一事不為。
But you, cherishing what is your own, will do nothing that you ought not.
To Diodorus: Still you are silent? Still you disdain what is ours? And yet I supposed that you had arrived at the very fill of pride, considering silence a dignified thing, while we for our part would deal with the matter more ambitiously still, so that we might even overcome the brow lifted high through silence.
no sooner had you seen Caesar's city than you walk on high, and are vexed that you are not borne aloft on Perseus' wings; while, when you reckon what is ours, it still seems to you small, and nothing at all.
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ὅθενσοινόμοςπαλαιὸςκαὶπανταχοῦκρατῶνπαρεβαίνετο
因此,那自古以來、放諸四海皆準的法則,竟被你所違犯。
Whence the ancient law, prevailing everywhere, has been transgressed by you.
the law to write how the sea bore him, how the land escorted him on his journey, whether he enjoyed good fortune, whether the place received him with favour.
Of these things, then, you yourself have said nothing, nor have we anything to relate; but, so far as concerns me, you have become more voiceless than the very fish.
But, lest the concerns of our friendship, coming through silence toward forgetfulness, should little by little slip away, I renew the matter once again and become the kinder toward you.
But if anything vexing has occurred, let it be given over to the winds, and to the fortune of human affairs, which, sporting with what belongs to us, runs now up now down and turns with the slightest tilt, wishing nothing to remain standing and unmoved.
yet it is not against us first that Fortune has taken the field; already she has seized many another from the very midst of the bridal chamber, and turned the wedding-chamber into a place of lament.
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ὢπόσοιταῖςἐλπίσιτρυφῶντεςμῦθοςδιὰταύτηνἐγένοντο
啊,有多少人,正沉浸於盼望之樂中,卻因她而僅僅淪為一則故事。
Ah, how many, luxuriating in their hopes, have become through her but a tale.
But though she conquers by decree, and no sooner wills a thing than it comes to pass, let her be conquered by philosophy and right judgment; and let this be some advantage granted to those devoted to the Muses — to know how to bear their fortunes.
And I pass over in silence the dangers of child-rearing, and the fear that attends even good fortune, lest one should ever come to lose what one presently has.
Free from all the ills that are companions of life, she is gone upon the highway that is truly a highway, the road which all must travel, since indeed we have been born.
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ΔιοδώρωιΝῦνἔγνωνὅσονἠδίκειςπρότερονσιωπῶν·
致狄奧多羅。如今我才明白,你先前的緘默對我造成了多大的虧待:
To Diodorus: Now I have learned how greatly you wronged me before, in your silence:
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ἐξὧνγὰρηὔφραναςγράφων, ἐκτούτωνὅλωςσιγήσαςλυπεῖς
因為你先前正是憑書信使我歡喜,如今卻正因全然緘默,以同樣的緣故,使我憂傷。
for by the very things through which you gladdened me in writing, by these same things, having now kept utter silence, you grieve me.
For when I took your letter into my hands, I was filled with the old happiness, seeming to have you present in your writing, and I was moved to say something to you as though you were present.
Some things I said, and other things I seemed to hear you saying; and only with difficulty, coming to myself, did I realize that these were but a dream, and that I had been deceived.
Write, then, often, so that being without the sight of you we may take comfort in dreams — since even a passionate lover, unfortunate in his beloved, has seen a happy dream and is thereby transformed.
As for the bearer of this letter — my cousin, and, if I may already speak of what is soon to be, my future kinsman by marriage — look upon him with kindly eyes, and, should it be needful, lend him the aid of your tongue as an ally; and consider that in so doing you grant the whole favour to me.
To Diodorus: How great was the kindness which the excellent Zacharias enjoyed at your hands, he himself relates often, and we have heard it, and your own letters likewise made it clear.
But I, even when jesting, never depart from the truth, nor, when speaking truly, do I depart from playfulness — whenever, that is, my discourse is addressed to those I love.
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ὥστεθάρρειτοὺςἐμοὺςἐπαίνους·
所以,請對我的稱讚坦然以對:
Therefore, take courage regarding my praises:
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οὐδὲγὰρπαντελῶςτῶνἀπερριμμένωνεἶπαρ'ἐμοί
因為你絕非全然屬於被我所摒棄之列。
for you are by no means altogether among those rejected by me.
To Dorotheus: You are, it seems, a man clever indeed at making small things great, and at granting the gift of the Muse to whomever you please; and by your praises you have made me appear not such as I am in speech, but such as it is fitting I should become.
For what is ours, before judges well-disposed toward us, perhaps seems great; but before those wishing to examine it closely, it will seem the opposite.
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ἀλλάμοιγένοιομᾶλλοντὸπρότερον·
但願你於我而言,寧可作前一種判官;
But may you be to me, rather, a judge of the former kind;
for, fearing your letter, my discourses cried out again and again, 'Let us remain unnoticed, O father!' — and I could hardly console them, promising that they would travel only from home to home.
And should anyone raise his brow and disdain the words of a lover, they reverse the order, and that solemn person suddenly falls in love and speaks humbly.
For my longing for you, striking me with its whole current, dragged my reason toward itself, and I was terribly at a loss, not knowing what was to become of me.
and they let fly their shafts, and you, once struck, changed; and you who before were haughty toward us now begged me to become kind, so that you might not suffer from us the same things we had suffered from you.
To Ilasius. If the old saying holds that the possessions of friends are held in common, and the most learned Peter is my friend, then he might reasonably be reckoned yours as well.
He, being in need of something from you, and wishing altogether to obtain it, moved me to write this letter, believing that I have such influence with you that I could not reasonably fail in anything I ask.
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ἀλλ'εἰμὲνἀληθῆνομίζει, βεβαίωσονἔτιτὴνγνώμην·
倘若他所想不虛,願你更加證實他的看法;
Now if he thinks rightly, do confirm his opinion still further;
To Elias. As for your gift, the experience of it moves those who have known it to wonder, and its report moves others likewise; but both together move me to keep your kindness forever inscribed in memory.
And being admired for having become, through such benefits, a servant of my homeland in such good things, I trace back, in memory, the cause of these good things to you.
For what is sweeter than to hear men speaking, at the very moment one has prayed, through their voices, for their presence? Fortune ought indeed to have granted this long ago; and it may yet come to pass and reach fulfilment, if you gods so will—meanwhile, in your stead, letters are being furnished to us.
another, upon seeing the swallows, judges that spring has come; but I, enjoying your voice, thought myself greater than Croesus with all his talents of gold, and than the Great King seated beneath his plane tree; and instead of the swallows, I seemed to have the very Muses singing to me.
But I shall stop here, lest, wishing to display my pleasure too openly, I might seem in my letter something of a sophist after all, and you, laughing together, taunt me with that jest so familiar between us.
Except that your addressing me jointly doubled my pleasure—just as for those who arrive at Delphi, whenever, having sung a hymn, they have Apollo as their theme, and Artemis too becomes at once a part of the song.
Why, then, do you still keep silent? It is not enough, in one's own defence, to forestall a charge by levelling it first at oneself; rather, whoever, being guilty, then blames others—strip away his pretended accusation of others, and he stands self-accused.
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καὶμήμοιπρόφερετὴνἐνΒυζαντίῳδιαγωγὴνσιγώντωνἡμῶν·
也請不要拿我們同在拜占庭的那段日子來反駁我,說我當時保持沉默;
And do not cite against me our sojourn together in Byzantium, claiming that I was the one who kept silent;
Ah, would that I had again a solemn tribunal, an Attic judge, and the splendid dignity of Athens, in the days when rhetoric flourished under a noble fortune, and Plato—how shall I put it with restraint?—could not bear to see her prosper;
for an indictment would at once be lodged against you, that you wrong Greece by holding rhetoric—on which the cities themselves stand—to be nothing; and I would come forward to prosecute you.
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ἀλλάμοιμικρὸνδίδουνεανιεύεσθαι·
但請容我略略逞一逞少年人的血氣;
But allow me a little indulgence to play the hot-headed youth;
Take, for instance, this fine fellow speaking about you—he dares even to utter something against rhetoric, from which he has derived his prosperous life and his renown; so that even should he win his verdict, he is in fact defeated, since he prevails by means of that very thing from which his power to prevail derives.
And he calls Plato as his witness, who assigned rhetoric to the lowest rank, and proceeded at great length into insult against orators. Let the judges of this argument, once they have learned this—
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ἀλλ'οὐκἂνἔτιπροσθείηντὸτίμημα
——但我不願再多加什麼刑罰了。
—but I shall propose no penalty beyond this.
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ΠῶλονδὲκαὶΚαλλικλέαλέγωνπροστίθειτοὺςΠλάτωνος·
而當你提及波洛斯與卡里克勒斯時,也請一併算上柏拉圖自己所造之人;
And when you speak of Polus and Callicles, add to them Plato's own creations too;
To Zacharias. Our winter has now indeed come to an end, and it has ceased for us who complained of both things—the silence and the season; and spring has arrived, welcome to us, and has become more truly spring than it was ever wont to be;
for it is not only the swallows that sing of the season, but Rumour too proclaims her verdict concerning you—that you have advanced to greatness, that you have been enrolled among the chorus of fortunate orators.
To Zacharias. Now I have truly learned that Rumour was, after all, not mere talk but a reality, and I marvel, perhaps, at the Attic custom which enshrined her also among the gods.
For not only does Hesiod hymn her as a goddess, but the Athenians too, who learned of the battle at Mycale on the very same day it was fought, declared it intolerable unless they held Rumour to be a goddess.
Now, were this discourse addressed to another, I would say at once that you will arch your brow at us and complain of suffering terribly, unless some governor should repeatedly hail you as 'orator,' and that you will think yourself grander than the famous Demosthenes upon the Attic rostrum;
for he led but a single city with his public speeches, whereas you shall hold sway over a court, from which justice proceeds to the subjects of the emperor.
Do not, then, disappoint her hope, by turning away from her and knitting your brows at her—since they say that even lovers, once they have, after long and difficult effort, attained their desire, forget, through the pleasure now present, the toils that went before.
Having found your soul divided between just judgment and eloquence, they now keep company with one another, as is fitting, since they are sisters and have Zeus as their common father.
For ever since you departed long ago, no longer holding Caesar's affairs in your hand, as indeed came to pass, they forsook our cities, our concerns fell into neglect, and they stood before their father accusing those on earth.
For that a man so preeminent should not disdain his lesser fellows, but should even take the lead in correspondence, remember friendship, and be willing to hear something even from those who address him — this, in you, is an added marvel, practicing, I think, the very philosophy of Socrates; but for me the matter is a heavy burden, living as best I can in obscurity and praying to escape notice.
But now I both blush to write and cannot bear to remain silent, rousing your tongue to sound forth again in harmonious strain, and hunting great things by means of small.
for, wishing to reveal the future before the event itself proved it, and calling to mind an ancient piece of good fortune, he summoned you as his fellow-workers, and forthwith prophesied to all what was to come.
O Zeus and ye other gods, may I have power to do something greater than before, and may Megas reap from us as much benefit as the one who cares for him desires.
To Zacharias, brother. Having received a share of your letters, I seem not to remain as I was before, but to grow wanton with the occasion and to count the opportunity a windfall.
For behold, all at once I have become one of those who ask something of you, and you, marveling, I suppose, at the suddenness, will quickly quote the line from comedy.
But I judged it a terrible thing if, by watching for the proper occasion, I should fail to ask the sooner for what is fitting both for you to give and for me to receive.
For having been set over certain cities in matters of justice, and having received the title of defensor, he lived up to that very name, so that he even overcame the very nature of the sycophant.
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οὐδεὶςγὰροὐδὲνοὐδὲἀδίκωςἐμέμψατο
無人曾對他提出任何指控,即便是不公正的指控,亦未曾有過。
For no one, not even unjustly, ever brought any charge against him.
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ἀλλὰτοῦτοτάχακαὶγέλωςἐδόκειτοῖςἄρχουσιπρὸὑμῶν·
然而,這在您之前的官員看來,或許反倒成了一件可笑之事;
But this, perhaps, even seemed a laughing matter to the officials before your time;
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μόνουγὰρἦσαντοῦλαβεῖν·
因為他們所關心的,唯有收受一事而已。
for they were concerned with nothing but receiving.
To Zacharias, brother. Having gladly received your letter, as was fitting, yet unable to praise it as it deserved, I very nearly sent the very same letter back to you, changing only its heading.
For in the very words with which you wrote in admiration of my work, I seemed to be hearing your own praised, and you seemed to me to be doing something similar to what it would be if Nireus — who came to Ilium the most beautiful of men — had admired Thersites.
For the letter itself, through the very words with which it professed to praise my work, adorned itself, displayed its own beauty, and stirred its admirer to yet greater longing.
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ἀλλὰκαὶτὴνπρεσβείανοὐμετρίωςἐπῆραςτοῖςγράμμασιν
而且您藉這封信,也大大地抬高了這番懇求的分量。
But you also, by your letter, exalted the plea beyond measure.
But if I am praised for interceding, what then would I myself be, once I have granted my assent? For by as much as giving surpasses asking, by so much does the one who is about to give surpass, in the reckoning of virtue, the one who has asked.
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ὁδὲλογιώτατοςΑἰνείαςὡςἤδηλαβὼνἀνυμνεῖ·
而那位極富文采的埃涅阿斯,已然如同已蒙恩惠一般,開始歌頌您了;
And the most eloquent Aeneas already sings your praises as though he had already received the favour;
But if, before even receiving it, he proclaims your praise, what would he become once he has obtained what he desires? And someday, recounting your deeds, he will surely add that you knew how to double your favours through their very swiftness.
To Zacharias and Philip, brothers. I loved the admirable Julian even apart from this — for he is well able to draw whoever meets him toward affection — but I rejoiced far more that he became for me an occasion also for writing to you.
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τούτουγὰρεἴποτελαβοίμην, ὑπὲρτὸνΚινύρανεἶναιδοκῶ
因為若我一旦得償此願,我自認便勝過基倪拉斯了。
For if ever I should obtain this, I think myself to surpass even Cinyras.
He asks nothing difficult, but wishing me to be present with him there too, through your good offices, he hopes that this will come to pass through you — as indeed I too hope altogether.
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ἐγὼδὲοὐδὲνἂνὅτιμὴπαρὼνἐγινόμην
而我自己,若能親身在場,實在沒有什麼是我做不到的。
But for my part, there is nothing I would not achieve, were I but present.
As for the consistory, I do not know what it is, for it strikes my ear with a Roman pomp; yet for your sake I love even the name, and I would wish it truly to be something divine, and I honour a title whose function I have never known.
But if your fortune has also changed for the greater, nevertheless remain, in your deeds, what you were of old, lest I should call you a boastful consistorian.
for it presented to me such suitable friends as I had prayed to find, and after but a brief interval it gathered audiences for me and stirred up applause, and a certain report, taking hold of me, carried my name through every mouth; and somehow I seem to grow bold with youthful spirit, to have my mind lifted up by the applause, and to possess, quite artlessly, the very temper of a sophist — as you yourself would say.
For if you will say that you have no leisure, but that your profession continually brings you some gain, that indeed would be a terrible thing — alas, terrible — if you cannot spare yourself for us even for a brief moment in the whole year; and yet I do rejoice with you in your business.
But if, growing rich by other means from your profession, you remain silent, I congratulate you on this too; yet I would not wish you to grow so rich as to be puffed up against us and no longer to know those who were once your dearest friends.
And yet we gape open-mouthed for your letters, and gaze toward the sea no less than Phyllis, who kept calling for Demophon — that unjust man who knew not how to return her love — who, though he had but lately become her bridegroom and was increasing his love for Phyllis, went away and left the bridal chamber, giving her indeed his assurance that he would return, and holding out hope.
But when he was set free and had gone, he changed at once and never saw Phyllis again, while she wept toward the sea and counted the merchant ships, wondering whether perhaps one of them might be bringing back Demophon.
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ἀλλὰγὰρτὸκαθ'ἡμᾶςοἶμαιδεινότερον·
然而,我以為我們自己的處境,恐怕更為可悲;
But indeed, I think our own case is more grievous still;
And when, having said such things many times over, I gave those present cause to suspect something was amiss, they indeed said, 'Whatever is the matter with you?'
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οὐγὰρδήσοικαὶπαρὼνἐκεῖνοςτυγχάνει
『他該不會其實真的就在你身邊吧!』
'Surely he is not, in fact, actually present with you!'
But when I unfolded the letter and examined it, I was so delighted that I willingly set aside what was at hand, lest again … having said this many times.
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καὶὁτῶνμελλόντωνμεκατήπειγεπόθος
而對未來之事的渴望,更催逼著我。
and the longing for what was to come pressed hard upon me.
To Ulpius: Though I already loved the admirable Strategius before, now I have come to love him yet more, because he has become the occasion of the letters we exchange with one another;
And if our letter is indeed to your liking, then honor the one responsible for it — one who already acknowledges his gratitude to you for the zeal you showed beforehand, but who will proclaim your kindness all the more, if you should bring the favor to its completion.