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On His Own Life 1 part 2/3

Greek original · 215 verses · some words can be tapped for a gloss · long chapter, split into parts; this part covers 1:228–1:442 (644 verses in all)

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1:228
οἷς συνδονεῖται πάντα καὶ συσσείεται– ὡς εὐδρομούσης τἆλλα τῆς ἐκκλησίας
By which everything is shaken together and convulsed — as if the Church were otherwise running so smoothly!
因這事,一切都隨之震盪、搖撼——彷彿教會在其他方面正順利無阻似的!
1:229
πῶς δ' ἄν ποτ' ἢ ναῦς ἢ πόλις, πῶς δ' ἂν στρατός ἢ καὶ χοροῦ πλήρωμα, πῶς δ' οἶκος φίλος σταίη πλέον τὸ βλάπτον ἢ κρατοῦν ἔχων; τοῦτ' οὖν ἔπασχε τηνίχ' ὁ Χριστοῦ λεώς·
How could ever a ship or a city, how could an army or the full company of a chorus, how could a beloved household ever stand firm, having the harmful element prevail over the ruling one? This, then, was what the people of Christ suffered at that time.
一艘船、一座城,又怎能長久?一支軍隊,或一整個歌隊,又怎能長久?一個可親的家庭,又怎能長久——若讓有害的一方勝過掌權的一方?這正是基督的子民當時所遭受的。
1:230
πρὶν γὰρ παγῆναι καὶ τυχεῖν παρρησίας, πρὶν ἐκλυθῆναι σπαργάνων τῶν παιδικῶν, οὔπω τελείως τὴν βάσιν ἐρηρεισμένος, ἐκόπτετ', ἐρριπτεῖτο, ἐσπαράσσετο ἐν ὄψεσιν τεκόντων εὐγενὴς τόκος ἀτεκνίαν πεινῶσι τὴν ἐμὴν λύκοις
For before it was made firm and had gained confidence, before it was freed from its infant swaddling-bands, not yet having planted its footing securely, the noble offspring was struck, cast down, torn apart before its parents' eyes — by wolves hungering to make me childless.
因為它尚未穩固、尚未獲得坦然發言的自由,尚未脫離孩童的襁褓,腳跟也還未完全站穩,這高貴的後裔便在父母眼前被擊打、被摔擲、被撕裂——被那些渴望使我斷絕子嗣的餓狼所害。
1:231
οὐ γὰρ φορητὸν ἄνδρα τὸν πενέστατον, ῥικνόν, κάτω νεύοντα καὶ δυσείμονα, γαστρὸς χαλινοῖς, δάκρυσιν τετηκότα φόβῳ τε τοῦ μέλλοντος, ὡς δ' ἄλλων κακοῖς, οὐδ' εὐφυῶς ἔχοντα τῆς προσόψεως, ξένον, πλανήτην, γῆς σκότῳ κεκρυμμένον τῶν εὐσθενούντων καὶ καλῶν πλέον φέρειν
For it was not to be borne that a man most poor, shriveled, stooped and shabbily clad, wasted by the bridle of the belly [fasting], by tears, and by fear of what was to come — as well as by others' misfortunes — a man not even comely in countenance, a stranger, a wanderer, hidden in the earth's obscurity, should carry more weight than those strong and fair.
因為這是難以忍受的:一個極其貧窮、乾癟枯瘦、俯首而行、衣衫襤褸的人,被禁食的韁繩、被眼淚、被對未來的恐懼所消磨——也被他人的災禍所折磨——這樣一個相貌也並不出眾、身為異鄉客、四處漂泊、隱身於大地幽暗之中的人,竟比那些強壯俊美之人更具份量。
1:232
Σχεδὸν γὰρ αὐτῶν ταῦτα ἐξηκούετο·
For this, more or less, is what was heard from them:
因為從他們那裡所聽見的,大致如此:
1:233
τιμῶμεν θρόνους, σὺ δ' εὐλάβειαν·
'We honor sees/thrones; you honor reverence.'
「我們尊崇的是主教座,你尊崇的卻是虔誠。」
1:234
ἀρτύσεις ἡμῖν φίλαι, σοὶ δ' εὐτέλεια, καὶ τρυφῆς ἔσθων ἅλας τῆς ὀφρυώδους ἁλμυρὸν καταπτύεις
'Seasoned delicacies please us, but plainness suits you; and while we savor the salt of proud luxury, you spit out its briny taste.'
「精緻的佳餚合我們的意,樸素卻合你的意;我們品嚐的是驕矜奢華之鹽,你卻把那鹹澀之味吐了出來。」
1:235
δουλεύομεν καιροῖς τε καὶ λαῶν πόθοις ἀεὶ διδόντες τῷ πνέοντι τὸ σκάφος, χαμαιλεόντων τε τρόπον καὶ πολυπόδων πολλὰς τιθέντες τοῖς λόγοις ἀεὶ χρόας
'We are slaves to the times and to the desires of the people, always letting the boat go with the blowing wind, and, like chameleons and octopuses, always putting many colors on our words.'
「我們是時勢與民眾慾望的奴僕,總是任船隨風而行,又如變色龍與章魚一般,總在言辭上不斷變換色彩。」
1:236
σὺ δ' ἡμὶν ἄκμων ἀνήλατος, τῆς ὀφρύος
'But to us you are an anvil that cannot be hammered out — of that pride —'
「但對我們而言,你卻是一塊無法被鍛打的鐵砧——那樣的高傲——」
1:237
ὥσπερ μιᾶς γε πίστεως οὔσης ἀεί στενοῖς τὸ δόγμα τῆς ἀληθείας σφόδρα, σκαιὰν βαδίζων πάντοτε τοῦ λόγου τρίβον
'as though, faith being ever one, you narrow the doctrine of truth exceedingly, always walking the awkward path of reasoning.'
「彷彿信仰本是唯一的,你卻把真理的教義收窄得極其嚴苛,總是走著道理上那條笨拙的小徑。」
1:238
πόθεν δέ σοι, βέλτιστε, καὶ γλώσσῃ λάλῳ τὸν λαὸν ἕλκειν, τοὺς δὲ βάλλειν εὐστόχως κακῶς φρονοῦντας ἐν πολυσχιδεῖ πλάνῃ, διπλοῦν τιν' ὄντα τοῖς φίλοις καὶ τοῖς ξένοις, τοῖς μὲν λίθον μάγνητα, τοῖς δὲ σφενδόνην; Ταῦτ' εἰ μὲν οὐκ' ἔσθ', ὥσπερ οὐκ' ἔστιν, κακά, τί δυσχεραίνεις ὥς τι πάσχων ἔκτοπον; εἰ δ' ἔστι καὶ σοὶ τοῦτο φαίνεται μόνῳ, κρῖνον δικαίως ὡς θεοῦ παραστάτης ξαίνειν με τὸν πταίοντα, τὸν λαὸν δ' ἔα, ὃς οὐδὲν ἠδίκηκεν ἢ στέργων ἐμέ ἡττημένος τε τῶν ἐμῶν διδαγμάτων
'And where, best of men, do you get the ability, with a glib tongue, to draw the people, and to strike accurately those of ill mind wandering in manifold error — being a double sort of man to friends and to strangers, a magnet-stone to the one, a sling to the other? If these things are no evils — as indeed they are not — why do you take offense as though suffering something monstrous? But if they are evils, and this appears so to you alone, judge rightly, as God's advocate, to tear at me who have erred, but leave the people be, who have done no wrong except loving me and being won over by my teachings.'
「最尊貴的先生啊,你這伶牙俐齒之人,又是從哪裡得來這本領,既能吸引百姓,又能精準打擊那些在紛雜謬誤中心思邪僻之人——對朋友和對外人竟判若兩人,對這邊如磁石吸引,對那邊卻如投石索攻擊?若這些並非罪惡——事實上確實不是——你何必如遭逢怪異之事般憤憤不平?但若這確是罪惡,而且只有你一人看出,那就請你秉公判斷,身為神的辯護者,去撕扯我這犯錯之人吧,卻放過那百姓——他們並未行任何不義,只不過是愛我、又被我的教導所折服罷了。」
1:239
Τὰ πρῶτα μὲν δὴ καὶ φέρειν οἷός τε ἦν
At first, indeed, I was still able to bear it.
起初,我確實還能夠忍受。
1:240
εἰ γάρ με καὶ τὸ καινὸν ἐπτόει βραχύ, ὡς ἀθρόως τις ὠσὶν ἐμπεσὼν ψόφος ἢ τοῖς ἀπείροις ἀστραπῆς αὐγῆς τάχος, ἀλλ' ἦν ἔτ' ἀπλὴξ καὶ φέρειν πάντα σθένων·
For even if the novelty startled me a little — like some sudden noise falling suddenly on the ears, or, to those unaccustomed, the swiftness of a lightning-flash — still I remained unshaken, having strength to bear it all.
縱使那新奇之事略略使我一驚——如同某種突如其來、猝然撞入耳中的聲響,或如閃電之光那令未經歷者措手不及的迅疾——我卻依然未被擊倒,仍有力量承受這一切。
1:241
ἥ τ' ἐλπὶς οὖσα πραγμάτων ἐλευθέρων, τοῦ μὴ πάλιν μοι ταὐτὸ συμπεσεῖν πάθος, ἔπειθε ῥᾷον διαφέρειν τὴν συμφοράν
And the hope that my circumstances would be free [of trouble], that the same suffering would not befall me again, persuaded me to bear the calamity more easily.
而那盼望事務終將自由無擾、盼望同樣的苦難不再臨到我身上的希望,使我更容易承受這場災禍。
1:242
ἃ δ' ἦλθεν ἡμῖν αὖθις ἐκ τούτων κακά– ὢ πῶς ἂν ἐκφράσαιμι τοὺς ἐμοὺς πόνους; ὢ τῶν κακῶν ποριστά, δαῖμον βάσκανε, πῶς ἴσχυσας τοσοῦτον ἐκπλῆσαι κακόν; οὐχ αἷμά μ' οὐδὲ βάτραχος, οὐ σκνιπῶν νέφος οὐδὲ κυνόμυια οὔτε τις κτηνῶν φθορά, οὐ φλυκτίς, οὐ χάλαζ', οὐκ ἀκρίς, οὐ σκότος, οὐ πρωτοτόκων ὄλεθρος, ἔσχατον κακῶν, ἔκαμψεν ἡμᾶς (ταῦτα γὰρ τῶν ἀγρίων Αἰγυπτίων μάστιγες ἐκβοώμεναι)
But the evils that came upon me again from these — oh, how could I ever express my sufferings? O purveyor of evils, envious demon, how did you have the strength to accomplish so great an evil? Not blood, nor frogs, nor a cloud of gnats, nor the dog-fly, nor any destruction of cattle, not boils, not hail, not locusts, not darkness, not the death of the firstborn — last of evils — bent me low (for these were the plagues cried out against the savage Egyptians).
但這些事之後再度臨到我的災禍——唉,我該如何形容我的痛苦呢?你這禍患的供應者、嫉妒的邪魔啊,你怎能有力量成就如此巨大的惡事?不是血,不是青蛙,不是蚋蟲之雲,也不是狗蠅,也不是任何牲畜的毀滅,不是瘡,不是雹,不是蝗蟲,不是黑暗,也不是那最後、最慘烈的頭生子之死,都未能使我屈服(這些原是加諸於那些兇殘埃及人身上、人所呼喊控訴的災殃)。
1:243
{καὶ πρός γ' Ἐρυθρᾶς κῦμα συγκλύσαν λεών.} τί δ' ὦσεν ἡμᾶς; κουφότης Αἰγυπτίων
{And besides, the wave of the Red Sea that overwhelmed the host.} But what pushed me down? The fickleness of Egyptians.
{更有紅海的波浪,將那大軍盡數吞沒。}但究竟是什麼把我推倒的呢?是埃及人的輕浮善變。
1:244
ὡς δ' ὦσεν, εἰπεῖν ἄξιον·
But how it pushed me down is worth telling:
但它是如何把我推倒的,值得一述:
1:245
στήλη γὰρ ἄν αὕτη γένοιτο τῶν κακῶν αἰωνία
for this would become an eternal monument to these evils.
因為這事必將成為這些惡行永恆的紀念碑。
1:246
Ἦν τίς ποθ' ἡμῖν ἐν πόλει θηλυδρίας, Αἰγύπτιον φάντασμα, λυσσῶδες κακόν, κύων, κυνίσκος, ἀμφόδων ὑπηρέτης, ἄρις, ἄφωνον πῆμα, κητῶδες τέρας, ξανθὸς μελάνθριξ, οὖλος ἁπλοῦς τὴν τρίχα– τὰ μὲν παλαιά, τὰ δ' ἀρτίως εὑρημένα·
There was once in that city a certain effeminate man, an Egyptian apparition, a rabid evil, a dog, a mongrel cur, a lackey of the street-corners, a sprat, a voiceless calamity, a monstrous sea-beast — fair-haired yet dark-haired, curly yet straight of hair: some features old, others but newly devised.
那城中曾有過這樣一個娘娘腔的人物,一個埃及來的幻影,一個瘋狂的禍害,一條狗,一隻雜種小狗,街頭巷尾的走卒,一條小魚,一場無聲的災殃,一頭如巨獸般的怪物——金髮卻黑髮,鬈曲卻又平直:有些特徵是舊有的,有些則是新近設計出來的。
1:247
τέχνη γάρ ἐστι δημιουργὸς δευτέρα
For artifice is a second creator.
因為技藝乃是第二個造物主。
1:248
πλεῖστον γυναικῶν ἔργον, εἴτ' οὖν ἀρρένων, χρυσοῦν, ἑλίσσειν τὴν φιλόσοφον σισόην
The chief occupation of women — or indeed of men [like him] — is, all golden, to curl the 'philosophic' lock of hair.
女人們(或者說,像他這樣的男人)最主要的工作,便是——渾身金光閃閃地——去鬈曲那「哲人式」的髮綹。
1:249
τὰ τῶν γυναικῶν ἐν προσώποις φάρμακα σοφοὶ φερόντων·
Let the wise wear the cosmetics of women upon their faces!
讓智者們也在臉上塗抹女人的脂粉吧!
1:250
εἰς τί γὰρ μόναι σοφαί τὴν ἀπρεπῆ τε καὶ κακὴν εὐμορφίαν, ἣ πρόγραμμ' ἐστὶ καὶ σιωπῶν τοῦ τρόπου, ὡς οὐκ ἐχόντων Μαξίμους καὶ ἀρρένων; ἡ κουρὰ τοῦτ' ἔδειξε λανθάνον τέως
For why should women alone be wise in unseemly and base comeliness — which is a manifesto, even in its silence, of one's character — as though men had no 'Maximuses' of their own? The shearing revealed this, hidden until then.
為何唯獨女人才「精於」那不雅又低劣的美貌之道——這種美貌,即便無言,也早已宣告了一個人的品性——彷彿男人就沒有自己的「馬克西穆斯」似的?那一剪髮,便揭露了先前所隱藏的真相。
1:251
τοιαῦτα θαύμαθ' ἡμὶν ἐκ τῶν νῦν σοφῶν, διπλοῦν τιν' εἶναι τὴν φύσιν τὸ σχῆμά τε ἀμφοῖν μερίζειν τοῖν γενοῖν τρισαθλίως, κόμην γυναιξίν, ἀνδράσιν βακτηρίαν
Such are the marvels we now have from today's 'wise men': to be double in nature, and, most wretchedly, to divide one's very form between both sexes — hair for women, [yet also] the staff for men.
這便是我們從當今這些「智者」身上所見的奇觀:本性竟是雙重的,外形竟三倍可悲地在兩性之間分裂——既有女人的長髮,又有男人的手杖。
1:252
ἐκόμπαζ' ὥς τι τῇ πόλει δοκῶν, ὤμους σκιάζων βοστρύχοις ἀεὶ φίλοις, πέμπων λογισμοὺς σφενδονωμέναις κόμαις, πᾶσαν φέρων παίδευσιν ἐν τῷ σώματι
He used to boast, as if he were something to the city, always shading his shoulders with his beloved flowing curls, dispatching his 'wisdom' with locks that swung like a sling, carrying his whole education in his very body.
他慣常誇耀,彷彿自己在城中是了不起的人物,總以他鍾愛的鬈髮遮蔽雙肩,以那如投石索般甩動的髮綹發送他的「智慧」,將自己全部的學問都承載在身體之上。
1:253
Πολλὰς διελθὼν οὗτος, ὡς ἀκούομεν, ὁδοὺς πονηράς–ἅστινας δ' ἄλλοις μέλοι, οὐ γὰρ τὰ πάντ' ἔμοιγε ἐκζητεῖν σχολή·
This man, as we hear, having traveled many wicked roads — but let others concern themselves with which ones, for I have no leisure to search out everything —
據我們所聞,此人曾走過許多邪惡的道路——至於是哪些道路,就留給旁人去操心吧,因為我無暇一一查考——
1:254
βίβλοι δ' ὅμως φέρουσιν ἀρχόντων ὅσαι– ταύτῃ τελευτῶν ἐγκαθέζεται πόλει
yet however many the records of the magistrates attest — in the end he settled down in this city.
然而,不論官府的紀錄記載了多少樁,他最終還是在這座城裡安頓了下來。
1:255
οὐδὲν γὰρ εἶχε βρῶμα τῶν εἰωθότων·
For he had none of his accustomed livelihood.
因為他已無他慣常維生的憑藉。
1:256
ὀξὺ βλέπων δὲ καὶ σοφῶς ὀσφρώμενος– σοφὸν γὰρ ἔστω καὶ τὸ πικρῶς συντεθέν, τὸ δ' ἐστὶν ἡμᾶς τῆς καθέδρας ἐκβαλεῖν τοὺς οὔτ' ἔχοντας, οὔθ' ὅλως τιμωμένους, πλὴν τοῦ φυλάξαι καὶ καταρτίσαι λεών·
Seeing sharply and smelling out shrewdly — for let even a bitterly-contrived scheme be called shrewd — namely, to cast us out of our see, us who neither possessed it [for gain] nor were honored at all in it, save for the guarding and perfecting of the people —
他目光敏銳,嗅覺靈敏——就算是這種惡毒設計出的計謀,也不妨稱之為精明吧——那便是要把我們逐出主教座,而我們既未從中獲利,也未因此享有任何尊榮,所擁有的不過是看守與造就百姓的職責——
1:257
σοφώτερον δέ, καὶ γὰρ οὐ διὰ ξένων, αὐτῶν δ' ἀφ' ἡμῶν συμπλέκει τὸ δρᾶμ' ὅλον, ὡς ἂν σοφιστὴς τῶν κακῶν καὶ συνθέτης, τῶν ταῦτ' ἀήθων καὶ πλοκῆς πάντῃ ξένων, ἄλλην δὲ τιμᾶν δεινότητ' εἰθισμένων·
and more cleverly still — for it is not through strangers, but from our own people, that he weaves this whole drama — as a sophist and contriver of evils [directed] against men unaccustomed to such things and utter strangers to intrigue, men who were used to honoring a different kind of skill —
而更狡猾的是——因為他編織這整齣戲碼,所憑藉的並非外人,而正是我們自己人——如同一個惡事的詭辯家與編造者,對付那些對此類事全然陌生、對陰謀詭計毫無所知、素來只尊崇另一種才能的人——
1:258
εἰπεῖν σοφόν τι καὶ λέγοντα θαυμάσαι βίβλων τε θείων ἐκλέγειν τὴν καρδίαν
the skill of saying something wise and being admired while speaking, and of drawing out the very heart of the divine Scriptures.
那才能便是:能言善道、出言便令人讚嘆,並能從神聖經卷中擷取出其核心精髓。
1:259
Καινόν τιν' εἰπεῖν ἐν κακοῖς λόγον θέλω·
I wish to say something strange amid these evils:
在這重重禍患之中,我想說一句奇特的話:
1:260
ἐχρῆν τὸν αὐτὸν πᾶσιν εἶναι δὴ τρόπον, ἢ τὸν κακῶν ἄπειρον ἢ τὸν ποικίλον
it was needful that all men be of the same character — either all alike inexperienced in evil, or all alike versatile [in cunning].
本該所有人都具有相同的性情——要麼人人皆不諳邪惡,要麼人人皆同樣詭詐多變。
1:261
ἧττον γὰρ ἐβλάπτοντ' ἂν ἔκ τινών τινες ἀντιζυγούντων ἢ συνεστώτων τρόπων·
For then some would suffer less harm from others, whether their characters stood opposed to one another or were alike.
如此一來,無論彼此的性情是相互抗衡,或是彼此相似,受害也會少一些。
1:262
νῦν δ' εἰσὶ θήρα τῶν κακῶν οἱ βελτίους
But as it is, the better sort are prey to the wicked.
然而事實上,較良善的人卻成了邪惡之人的獵物。
1:263
τίς ἡ τοσαύτη σύγχυσις τοῦ πλάσματος; ὡς σφόδρ' ἀνίσως ἐζύγημεν ἐκ θεοῦ
What is this vast confusion in our making? How very unevenly we have been yoked together by God!
我們被造之中這偌大的混亂究竟為何?我們竟是如此極不對等地被神配成一軛!
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τίς τὸν κάκιστον ὄψεται τῶν μετρίων δολοῦντα, συμπλέκοντα, μηχανώμενον, κλέπτονθ' ἑαυτὸν μυρίαις ἀεὶ στροφαῖς; τὸ μὲν γὰρ εὐκίνητον εἰς μοχθηρίαν τηρεῖ τὰ πάντα καὶ βλέπει τὰ καίρια·
Who will ever see the wickedest of men among the moderate/upright as he deceives, plots, contrives, always stealing himself away with countless twists and turns? For that which is quick to move toward wickedness watches everything and sees what is opportune;
誰能在那些正直的人中,識破那最邪惡之人的欺詐、密謀、算計,以及他總以無數詭計掩藏自己的行徑呢?因為那易於趨向邪惡之物,能洞察一切、看準時機;
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τὸ δ' εἰς ἀρετὴν πρόχειρον εἰς ὑποψίαν τῶν χειρόνων ἀργόν τε καὶ νωθὲς φύσει
but that which is disposed toward virtue is by nature slow and sluggish in suspecting the worse [in others].
而那傾向於美德之物,天性遲鈍怠惰,不易猜疑他人的惡意。
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οὕτως ἁλίσκετ' εὐχερῶς ἡ χρηστότης
Thus is goodness so easily ensnared.
良善便是如此輕易地落入陷阱。
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Πῶς τοῦτο ποιεῖ καί–σκοπεῖθ'–ὡς ποικίλως
How does he accomplish this — and observe — in how many varied ways!
他是如何做到這一點的呢——且看——手法何等多變!
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Αἰγύπτιόν τιν' ἄλλον ὄψει Πρωτέα
You will see in him another Egyptian Proteus.
你會在他身上看見另一個埃及的普羅透斯。
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τῶν εὐνοούντων γίνεται καὶ τῶν σφόδρα πιστῶν
He becomes one of the well-disposed, and of those exceedingly faithful [to me].
他搖身一變,成了善意之人,甚至成了極其忠實之人。
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τίς οὕτως ὡς ἔμοιγε Μάξιμος στέγης, τραπέζης, δογμάτων, βουλευμάτων κοινωνός; οὐδὲν θαῦμα·
Who was ever so much a partner of my roof, my table, my doctrines, my counsels, as Maximus was to me? No wonder —
有誰曾像馬克西穆斯那樣,與我共享屋簷、同席共食、共論教義、共商謀議?這並不奇怪——
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κύων ὑλακτῶν δῆθεν τοὺς κακόφρονας καὶ τῶν ἐμῶν πρόθυμος αἰνετὴς λόγων
a dog, barking, forsooth, at those of evil mind, and an eager praiser of my words.
他儼然是一條狗,對著那些心懷惡意之人狂吠,又熱切地讚頌我的言辭。
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ὁμοῦ δὲ ταῦτα, καί τι τῶν ἐν βήματι λαβὼν νόσημα, λεῖμμα τῆς πρώτης νόσου, τὸ δ' ἦν ἄπαυστος ζῆλος, ἔμφυτον κακόν– οὐ ῥᾳδίως γὰρ κάμπτεται πονηρία–, τούτοις βραβεύων ἀνίσως, αὑτῷ φίλως, δύω συνεργοῖς χρώμενος τῆς πικρίας, πρώτῳ τε δευτέρῳ τε ἀνθρωποκτόνοις, μόγις ποτ' ἐξέρρηξεν ἀσπίδος τόκον
Along with all this, having also caught, from [his time at] the [bishop's] chair, a certain sickness — a remnant of his first disease, and this was unceasing envy, an inbred evil (for wickedness is not easily bent) — judging these matters unevenly, in his own favor, employing two collaborators in his bitterness, the first and the second, both man-slayers, he at last, with difficulty, hatched forth the brood of the asp.
除此之外,他還從主教座那裡染上了一種病症——他先前那病的殘餘,那便是不止息的嫉妒,一種根深蒂固的惡(因為邪惡並不容易被制伏)——他評判這些事並不公正,只偏袒自己,並動用了兩個苦毒的同謀者,一先一後,二者皆是殺人者,終於,他艱難地孵出了毒蛇之卵。
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πῶς ἀποκλαύσω; σκότος αἰθρία λαμπρά, καὶ τὸ συντεθὲν κακόν πόρρωθεν ἦλθεν ἡμίν, Αἰγύπτου νέφος
How shall I lament this? Darkness out of a bright, clear sky! And this fabricated evil came upon us from far away — a cloud out of Egypt.
我該如何為此哀哭呢?晴朗的天空竟驟然降下黑暗!這場精心編造的災禍,竟是從遠方臨到我們的——一片來自埃及的雲。
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Κατάσκοποι μὲν πρῶτον, οὓς τῆς ἐκκρίτου γῆς Ἰσραήλ ποτ' ἐξέπεμψ' ὁ γεννάδας·
Spies first [came] — such as the noble one [Moses] once sent forth to the chosen land of Israel.
首先是探子——正如那位高貴之人〔摩西〕昔日曾差派人前往那蒙揀選之地以色列。
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πλὴν οὐκ Ἰησοῦς οὐδὲ Χάλεβ οἱ σοφοί, ἀλλ' εἴ τις ὕβρις ἐν νέοις καὶ πρεσβύταις, Ἄμμων, Ἀπάμμων, Ἁρποκρᾶς, Στίππας, ῬόδωνἌνουβις, Ἑρμάνουβις, Αἰγύπτου θεοί, πιθηκόμορφοι καὶ κυνώδεις δαίμονες, δύστηνα ναυταρίδια καὶ παράφθορα, εὔωνα, μικροῦ κέρματος πολλοὺς θεούς ῥᾷστ' ἂν προθέντα, εἴπερ ἦσαν πλείονες
Except not the wise Joshua nor Caleb, but rather whatever insolence there was among young and old — Ammon, Apammon, Harpocras, Stippas, Rhodon, Anubis, Hermanubis, gods of Egypt, ape-shaped and dog-like demons, wretched, rascally little sailors, utterly corrupt, cheap men who, for a small coin, would most readily have offered up many gods — if only there had been more of them.
只是這回並非智者約書亞與迦勒,而是老少之中種種傲慢無禮之輩——阿蒙、阿帕蒙、哈波克拉斯、斯提帕斯、羅東、阿努比斯、赫爾曼努比斯——這些埃及的神祇,猴形狗樣的鬼怪,一群可悲、卑劣的小水手,徹底墮落、貪圖小利之徒,若真有更多的神明可供出賣,他們必定會為了些許小錢,最樂意地將眾神統統獻出。
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Ἔπειτα μικρὸν ὕστερον οἱ πεπομφότες τούτους, στρατηγοὶ τῆς φάλαγγος ἄξιοι ἤ, τῶν κυνῶν εἰπεῖν τι προσφυέστερον, οἱ ποιμένες
Then, a little later, [came] those who had sent them — generals worthy of the phalanx, or, to say something more fitting for dogs, their shepherds/handlers.
隨後不久,又來了那些派遣他們前來的人——堪為方陣統帥之輩,或者,若要說個更適合狗的稱呼,便是牧犬人。
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πλέον γὰρ οὐδὲν φθέγξομαι – καίπερ σφαδᾴζων ἔνδοθεν πολλοῖς λόγοις ὥσπερ τις ἀσκὸς δέσμιος γλεύκους ζέων ἢ καὶ φυσητὴρ χαλκέως γέμων πνοῆς– αἰδοῖ τε τοῦ πέμψαντος, εἰ καὶ κουφόνους, αὐτῶν τ' ἐκείνων, οἷς τι συγγνώμης τυχόν μετῆν ὑποσπασθεῖσιν ἐξ ἀγροικίας, ὅποι φέροιεν οἱ κακοί, κινουμένοις, οὓς ἐνθάδ' ἡμὶν ἐδημιούργησε φθόνος
For I will say no more — though I writhe within with many unspoken words, like some bound wineskin seething with new wine, or a smith's bellows full of breath — out of respect for him who sent them, light-minded though he was, and for those men themselves, who perhaps deserved some forgiveness, having been dragged along from rustic simplicity, moved wherever the wicked might carry them — men whom envy fashioned for us here.
因為我不願再多說——雖然我心中激盪翻騰,滿是未吐之言,如同一只緊束的酒囊被新酒漲得沸騰,又如鐵匠的風箱脹滿了氣息——這是出於對那差遣者的敬重,儘管他輕率淺薄;也是出於對那些人自身的敬重,他們或許值得幾分寬恕,畢竟他們是被人從鄉野的樸拙中拖拉出來,任那些惡人牽引至何處便到何處——這些人,正是嫉妒在此地為我們一手造就的。
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σοφοί, τὸ πρόβλημ' εἴπατ'–οὐκ ἔμοιγε γάρ τοῦτ' εὐσύνοπτον, πλήν τις εἰ φράζοι σοφῶν–·
Wise men, tell me the answer to this riddle — for it is not at all clear to me, unless some wise man could explain it —
智者啊,請解開這個謎題吧——因為在我看來,這實在不易明白,除非有哪位智者能為我解說——
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πῶς Πέτρος αὐτός, ὁ βραβεὺς τῶν ποιμένων, πρώην μὲν ἡμᾶς ἐγκαθίστη γράμμασιν οὕτω προδήλως διπλόης ἐλευθέροις, ὡς αὐτὰ πείσει τὰ πρὸς ἡμᾶς γράμματα, καὶ συμβόλοις ἐτίμα τῆς ἱδρύσεως, νῦν δ' ἧκεν ἡμῖν ἔλαφος ἀντὶ παρθένου; ταῦτ' οὐ πρόδηλα, ταῦτα δεῖθ' ἑρμηνέως
how is it that Peter himself, the arbiter of the shepherds, formerly established me [in office] by letters so plainly free of duplicity — as the very letters addressed to us will prove — and honored [me] with tokens of my installation, yet now has sent us a deer instead of a virgin? These things are not at all evident; they require an interpreter.
何以彼得本人——眾牧者的仲裁者——先前曾以書信如此明白無疑地確立我〔的職位〕,毫無二心可言(這由那些寫給我們的信函本身即可證明),並以就任的信物向我致敬,如今卻給我們送來一頭鹿代替童貞女?這實在毫不明白,需要解人來闡明。
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πονηρῶς ἐν βίῳ πεπαισμένων; ὀφθήσεται δὲ ἄλλο παιγνικώτερον; οἶνόν τις εἶπε συμπότης πάντων κρατεῖν, ἄλλος γυναῖκα, τὴν δ' ἀλήθειαν σοφός·
...of those wickedly schooled in life? Will something even more absurd be seen? One drinking-companion said that wine prevails over all; another said woman; but the wise one said truth.
……那些在人生中受盡邪惡歷練的人?難道還會看見更荒誕的事嗎?有一個宴飲的同伴說,酒勝過一切;另一個說,女人勝過一切;但那智者卻說,真理勝過一切。
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ἐγὼ δ' ἂν εἶπον χρυσόν, ὡς ἔχει κράτος
But I would say: it is gold that holds the power,
但我要說,是黃金掌握大權,
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τούτῳ τὰ πάντα ῥᾳδίως πεσσεύεται
by it all things are easily maneuvered, like pieces on a board.
藉此,萬事都如棋子般,被輕易擺佈。
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οὔπω τὸ δεινόν, εἰ τὰ τοῦ κόσμου μόνα πλέον παρ' ἡμῖν ἰσχύει τοῦ πνεύματος
It would not yet be so terrible, if only the things of the world prevailed among us more than the Spirit.
若只是世俗之物在我們中間比聖靈更有力量,那還不算可怕;
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πόθεν δ' ὁ χρυσὸς τῷ κυνί, ζητητέον
But whence the dog got his gold must be asked.
但這隻犬的黃金從何而來,卻該追問。
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πρεσβύτερον ἐκ Θάσου τιν' ἥκοντ' ἐνθάδε χρυσὸν φέροντα τῆς ἐκεῖσ' ἐκκλησίας, ἐφ' ᾧ πρίασθαι Προικονησίας πλάκας, τοῦτον περισήνας καὶ λαβὼν συμπράκτορα πολλαῖς τε δήσας ἐλπίσιν τὸν ἄθλιον– οἱ γὰρ κακοὶ τάχιστα μίγνυνται κακοῖς– τὸν χρυσὸν εἶχεν εἰς ἅπανθ' ὑπηρέτην, πιστὸν συνεργόν, γνήσιον συνέμπορον
A certain presbyter had come here from Thasos, bringing gold from the church there, with which to buy slabs of Proconnesian marble; this man he fawned upon and won as accomplice, and having bound the wretch with many hopes — for evil men most quickly join with evil men — he had the gold as servant for everything, a faithful co-worker, a genuine partner in trade.
有一位長老從塔索斯來到此地,帶著那裡教會的黃金,原是要用來購買普羅孔尼索斯的石板;這犬向他百般諂媚,收他為同謀,又以種種希望捆綁這可憐人——因為惡人最快與惡人結合——於是他把這黃金當作萬事的僕役、忠實的同工、地道的生意夥伴。
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καὶ γὰρ οἱ πρώην ἐμέ σέβοντες, ὡς ἄχρηστον, ἄχρυσον φίλον περιφρονοῦσι φίλτατοι καὶ ῥᾳδίως κλίνουσι πρὸς τὸ χεῖρον ὡς ῥοπὴ ζυγοῦ
For indeed those very ones who once revered me — my dearest friends — now despise me as useless, a friend without gold, and readily incline to the worse, like the swing of a scale-beam.
就連那些從前敬重我的人,我最親愛的朋友,如今竟也把我當作無用之物、無金之友而輕視,並且輕易地如天平的擺動般,傾向那更壞的一方。
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οἱ δ' ὥσπερ λύκοι κλέπται φανέντες ἀθρόως μάνδρας ἔσω, πολλοὺς ἔχοντες μισθίους ἐκ τοῦ στόλου, ἐξ ὧν Ἀλεξάνδρεια ῥᾷστ' ἀνάπτεται– καὶ γὰρ συνεμπίπτουσι τῷ στόλῳ σαφῶς–, κεῖραι προθυμοῦντ' εἰς καθέδραν τὸν κύνα, πρὶν ἤ τι λαῷ, πρὶν κτίλοις ἐκκλησίας, πρὶν ἡμὶν αὐτοῖς, ὡς κυσὶν γοῦν, γνωρίσαι
But they, like wolves suddenly appearing as thieves within the fold, having many hired men from the fleet — men by whom Alexandria is most readily set aflame, for clearly they riot along with the fleet — were eager to shear the dog into the see, before making it known at all to the people, before making it known to the church's own leaders, before making it known even to us ourselves — as if to dogs, at any rate.
他們卻如狼群,忽然化作賊人,闖入羊圈;他們手下有許多來自艦隊的僱工——亞歷山卓正是因這些人而最容易被點燃騷亂,因他們顯然與艦隊一同滋事——這些人急切要把這犬剪毛立於主教座,甚至不曾先告知百姓,不曾先告知教會的群羊之首,也不曾先告知我們自己——彷彿告知我們,不過是告知狗罷了。
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οὕτω φασὶν καὶ ταῦτα προστεταγμένοι
So they say, having been ordered to do this too.
他們如此宣稱,說是奉命行此事。
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οὕτως Ἀλεξάνδρεια τιμᾷ τοὺς πόνους
Thus does Alexandria honor labors!
亞歷山卓竟是這樣酬報勞苦的!
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οὕτω δικάσαι τις ὑμὶν ἄλλος εὐμενής
So might some other, kindly disposed, judge your case!
但願另有一位仁慈的人,如此為你們斷案!
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ὁ κλῆρος δέ–καὶ γὰρ ἐγγύθεν ᾤκουν–ἀνήφθη καὶ τάχιστα τὸν λόγον ἄλλῳ δίδωσιν ἄλλος
But the clergy — for indeed they dwelt nearby — were set aflame, and most swiftly one gave the report to another.
教士們——因他們就住在附近——立刻被激動起來,一個接一個,飛快地把消息傳開。
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εἶτ' ἐγείρεται φλὸξ λαμπρὰ λίαν·
Then a very bright flame arose.
於是騰起一片極明亮的火焰。
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ὢ πόσων μὲν ἐν τέλει, πόσων ξένων δὲ συρρυέντων καὶ νόθων
Oh, how many officials, how many strangers and bastards streamed together!
噢,何等多的顯貴、何等多的外人與私生子,蜂擁而至!
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οὐκ ἦν γὰρ ὅστις οὐκ ἐμεμήνει τοῖς τότε τοιαῦθ' ὁρῶντες τἀπίχειρα τῶν πόνων
For there was no one who was not driven mad then, seeing such wages for his labors.
那時無人不因見了這般勞苦的報償而發狂。
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τί μακρὰ τείνω; ἐκ μὲν ἡμῶν αὐτίκα χωροῦσιν ὀργῇ, τοῦ σκοποῦ τῷ μὴ τυχεῖν ἀλγοῦντες
Why do I dwell on this at length? At once they depart from us in anger, grieved at missing their aim.
何必長篇細述?他們立刻忿然離開我們,為未能達成目的而痛苦。
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ὡς δ' ἂν μὴ μάτην ὦσιν κακοί, τὸ λεῖπον ἐκπληροῦσι τῇ σκηνῇ τέλος
But so that they might not be evil in vain, they fulfill the remaining task in a tent.
但為使他們的惡行不致徒然,他們便在一頂帳篷中完成了剩下的勾當。
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εἰς γὰρ χοραύλου λυπρὸν οἰκητήριον ἀχθέντες οἱ σεμνοί τε καὶ θεῷ φίλοι λαόν τ' ἔχοντες τῶν ἀποβλήτων τινάς κυνῶν τυποῦσι τὸν κάκιστον ποιμένα, κείραντες οὐ δήσαντες οὐδὲ σὺν βίᾳ·
For having been led into the wretched dwelling of a flute-player, these solemn ones, dear to god, having as their "people" some of the castoff dogs, they fashion the most wicked shepherd — shearing him, not binding him, nor by force.
因為他們被領進一個吹笛人簡陋的居所,這些「莊嚴」而「蒙神喜愛」的人,帶著一些被棄之犬充當「百姓」,塑立了這最惡劣的牧者;只是剪了毛,並未捆綁,也不曾動用暴力——
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κύων γὰρ ἦν πρόθυμος εἰς τὰ κρείσσονα
for he was a dog only too willing for advancement.
因為他本是一隻樂於高就的犬。
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τομὴ δ' ὑπῆλθε βοστρύχους εὐφορβίους λύουσ' ἀμόχθως τὸν πολὺν χειρῶν πόνον, τοσοῦτον αὐτῷ καὶ μόνον δεδωκυῖα, ὅσον γυμνῶσαι τὸ τριχῶν μυστήριον, τριχῶν, ἐν αἷς ἔκειτο τὸ σθένειν ἅπαν, ὥσπερ λέγουσι τῷ κριτῇ Σαμψών ποτε, ὃν ἡ κόμη προὔδωκεν ἐξυρημένη, τριχῶν, ἀώρου κἀνεμοφθόρου θέρους, ἅς τις γυνὴ τέτμηκεν εἰς ἐχθρῶν χάριν
The shearing came upon his Euphorbus-like curls, effortlessly loosing the great toil of many hands, having given him only this much: to strip bare the mystery of the hairs — of hairs in which lay all his strength, just as they say of Samson the judge once, whom his shorn hair betrayed — of hairs, an untimely, wind-ravaged harvest, which a woman cut for the sake of enemies.
剪刀落下,除去了他歐福爾波斯般的鬈髮,毫不費力地解消了雙手多年的辛勞,僅僅給了他這一件事:使頭髮的奧祕赤裸顯露——那頭髮,正是他全部力量所在,正如人所說的士師參孫,他被剃去的頭髮出賣了他;那頭髮,那不合時、被風摧殘的收成,被一個女人為敵人之故剪去。
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Ποιμὴν δὲ δειχθεὶς ἐκ κυνῶν ἐκ ποιμένων πάλιν κύων πέφηνε·
Though declared a shepherd from among dogs, from a shepherd he has again turned out to be a dog.
雖被立為出身群犬之中的牧者,他卻又從牧者變回了一隻犬。
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κύων ἔρημος, μήτε τῆς κόμης ἔτι φέρων τὸ κάλλος, μήτε τὴν ποίμνην στρέφων, αὖθις μακέλλων ὀστέοις ἐπιτρέχων
A destitute dog, having neither the beauty of his hair any longer, nor tending a flock, but again running after bones from the meat-market.
一隻孤苦的犬,既不再有美髮之榮,也不再牧養羊群,反倒又去追逐肉市裡的骨頭。
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δράσεις δὲ δὴ τί τὴν καλὴν κόμην; πάλιν θρέψεις φιλεργῶν; ἢ μενεῖς τοῖος γέλως; ἄμφω γὰρ αἰσχρά, καί τι τοῖν δυοῖν μέσον οὐκ ἔστιν εὑρεῖν οὐδὲ ἕν–πλὴν ἀγχόνης
So what will you do about your fine hair? Will you labor to grow it out again? Or will you remain such a laughingstock? For both are shameful, and there is nothing whatever to be found between the two — except the noose.
你這美髮又當如何處置?是要辛勤重新蓄養,還是就這樣做個笑柄?兩者都可恥,二者之間竟找不出任何中間地步——除了上吊。
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θήσεις δὲ ποῦ μοι τὰς τρίχας, πέμψεις δὲ ποῦ; σκηναῖς θεάτρων, εἰπέ μοι, ἢ παρθένοις; τίσιν δὲ τούτων αὖθις; ἦ Κορινθίαις ταῖς σαῖς, μεθ' ὧν τὰ θεῖα ἐξησκοῦ ποτε μόνος μόναις τε πανσόφως κοινούμενος; ἀνθ' ὧν σε θήσω μᾶλλον οὐρανοῦ κύνα
Where then will you put my hair, tell me, and where will you send it? To the stages of theaters, tell me, or to maidens? And to which of these, in turn? To your Corinthian women, with whom once you practiced divine things alone, communing most wisely with them alone? In return for which I shall rather set you as the Dog of heaven.
告訴我,你要把頭髮放在哪裡,送給誰?送給劇院的戲台,還是送給少女?又是哪些少女?莫非是你的哥林多女子,你曾單獨與她們一同修習神聖之事,極其巧妙地與她們單獨相交?為此,我倒要把你安置為天上的犬星。
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Εὐθὺς μὲν οὖν τοσοῦτον ἤλγησεν πόλις τοῖς τηνικαῦτα συμβεβηκόσιν κακοῖς, ὥστ' ἐπρίοντο πάντες·
So at once the city was so grieved by the evils that had then occurred, that everyone gnashed their teeth.
城中立刻因當時所發生的惡事而如此悲痛,以致眾人無不咬牙切齒。
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ἐξέχει θ' ἅπας λόγους ἀηδεῖς τοῦ βίου κατηγόρους, θυμοῦ φέροντος ἃ φρένες συνεκρότουν
And everyone poured out harsh words, accusations against his conduct, wrath giving voice to what the mind had been forging.
眾人都傾吐出刺耳的話語,控告他生平的行徑,怒氣說出了心中早已鑄成的論斷。
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ἄλλος τι δ' ἄλλο ἠράνιζεν εἰς ἑνός κακοῦ τελείου πάντοθεν συμφωνίαν
Each contributed his share, one thing from one, another from another, toward the complete harmony, from every side, of a single tale of wickedness.
這人添一件,那人添一件,各自湊集,終於從四面八方合成一齣完整惡行的和聲。
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ὥσπερ γὰρ ἐν τοῖς σώμασιν συνανίσταται πάθη τὰ μικρὰ ταῖς μεγάλαις ἀρρωστίαις, κἂν ἠρεμοῦντα τῷ σθένειν τέως τύχῃ, οὕτως ἐκείνου πάντα τὰ πρόσθεν κακά ἐστηλίτευσεν ἡ τελευταία στάσις
For just as in the body the small afflictions rise up together with the great illnesses, even if till then they happened to lie quiet through its strength, so this final uprising exposed to public shame all his former evils.
正如在身體裡,微小的病痛會隨著大病一同發作,即便此前它們因身體強壯而一直安靜潛伏;照樣,那人從前的一切惡行,都被這最後的騷亂公然示眾。
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ἀλλ' οὐκ ἐμοῦ γε ταῦτ' ἂν ἐξέλθοι ποτέ
But these things would never come forth from me.
但這些話,本不當出自我口。
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ἐνδάκνω δ' ἐγώ τῶν πρόσθεν αἰδοῖ καίπερ ἠδικημένος
But out of shame I bite back what I might say of the past, though I have been wronged.
我卻因羞恥,強自忍住不提從前之事,儘管我曾受了冤屈。
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Τί οὖν; σὺ τοῦτον οὐ χθὲς εἶχες ἐν φίλοις καὶ τῶν μεγίστων ἠξίους ἐγκωμίων; τάχ' ἄν τις ἀπαντήσειε τῶν ταῦτ' εἰδότων καὶ τὴν τότ' εὐχέρειαν αἰτιωμένων, ὑφ' ἧς ἐτίμων καὶ κυνῶν τοὺς χείρονας
What then? Did you not, just yesterday, hold this man among your friends and deem him worthy of the greatest praises? So someone might quickly answer, one of those who know these things and who blame that former facility of mine, by which I honored even the worse of dogs.
那又如何?你昨日不是還把此人當作朋友,且認為他配得極高的讚譽嗎?——或許有知情之人會這樣質問,並責怪我當日的輕信,說我因這輕信,竟連比狗更卑劣的人也加以尊崇。
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ἄγνοιαν ἠγνόησα μίσους ἀξίαν
My ignorance was one deserving of hatred.
我陷入了一種該當被憎恨的無知。
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ἐξηπατήθην ὡς Ἀδὰμ γεύσει κακῇ
I was deceived, like Adam, by an evil taste.
我如亞當一般,被邪惡的滋味所欺騙。
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ὡραῖον ἦν τὸ πικρὸν εἰς ὄψιν ξύλον
The bitter tree was beautiful to look upon.
那苦毒的樹,看去卻是美好的。
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τὸ σχῆμά μ' ἠπάτησε τῆς ὁρωμένης ἄχρι προσώπου πίστεως καὶ ῥημάτων
The outward appearance deceived me — a faith and words seen genuine only so far as the face.
那外表欺騙了我——那信與那言語,看來真誠,卻僅止於臉面而已。
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εὐπειθέστερον πρὸς εὐλάβειαν ῥᾳδίως ὁρμωμένου ἢ οὖσαν ἢ δοκοῦσαν, ὢ χρηστοῦ πάθους·
too easily persuaded, readily inclined toward piety, whether real or only apparent — oh, what a well-meaning failing!
我過於輕信,輕易地就傾向於虔敬,無論那虔敬是真是假——唉,這是何等良善的弱點啊!
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ὃ βούλεται γάρ, τοῦθ' ἕκαστος οἴεται
For what each one wishes, that he believes.
因為人各信其所願信的。
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Τί χρῆν με ποιεῖν; εἴπατ', ὦ σοφώτατοι
What ought I to have done? Tell me, O wisest ones.
我當如何行呢?請告訴我,諸位最有智慧的人啊。
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τί δ' ἄν τις ὑμῶν ἄλλο τι πρᾶξαι δοκεῖ οὕτως ἔτι στενῆς τε τῆς ἐκκλησίας οὔσης τόθ', ὥστε καὶ καλάμης τι συλλέγειν; ἐξουσίαν γὰρ οὐ τοσαύτην ὁ στενός, ὅσην δίδωσι καιρὸς ὁ πλάτους γέμων
And what else does any of you think he might have done, when the church was then still so straitened that one had even to gather stubble? For the narrow circumstance does not grant as much scope as a season full of abundance grants.
當那時教會仍是如此窘迫,甚至要拾取麥稈殘穗度日,你們當中還有誰以為自己能有別的作為?窘迫的境況所給的權柄,遠不如豐裕的時機所給的那麼多。
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μέγιστον ἦν μοι καὶ πατῶν αὐλὴν κύων ἐμὴν σέβων τε Χριστὸν ἀνθ' Ἡρακλέους
It was the greatest thing to me that even a dog trod my courtyard, revering Christ instead of Heracles.
對我來說,最大的事莫過於:連一隻犬也踏入我的庭院,敬拜基督而非海克力斯。
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τὴν ἐπ' αἰσχίστοις φυγήν πίστιν πεποίηθ' ὡς θεοῦ πάσχων χάριν
I took his flight amid most shameful circumstances as a pledge of faith, believing that he was suffering for God's sake.
我把他那極可恥處境下的逃亡,當作信實的憑據,相信他是為神的緣故而受苦。
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μαστιγίας ἦν, ἀλλ' ἐμοὶ νικηφόρος
He was a scoundrel deserving the lash, but to me a victor.
他本是個該受鞭笞的無賴,於我卻是個勝利者。
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εἰ τοῦτο δεινόν, οἶδα πολλὰ πολλάκις τοιαῦθ' ἁμαρτών
If this is terrible, I know I have often, many times, erred in such ways.
若這是可怕的事,我知道我曾多次、屢屢如此犯錯。
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ἆρα συγγνώσεσθέ μοι, ἄνδρες δικασταί, τῆς καλῆς ἁμαρτίας; ἦν μὲν κάκιστος, ἀλλ' ἐτίμων ὡς καλόν
Will you then forgive me, gentlemen judges, for my noble error? He was most wicked, but I honored him as good.
諸位審判官啊,你們可願意寬恕我這美善的過錯嗎?他確實極其邪惡,但我卻把他當作良善的人來尊崇。
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Ἦ φθέγξομαί τι καὶ νεανικώτερον; ἰδού, προτείνω τὴν ἄκαιρον καὶ λάλον γλῶσσαν·
Shall I say something even bolder still? Behold, I put forth my ill-timed, talkative tongue.
我是否該說出更大膽的話?看哪,我伸出這不合時宜、多話的舌頭,
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ὁ θέλων ἀνηλεῶς ἐκτεμνέτω
let whoever wishes cut it out, without mercy.
任憑誰願意,就毫不留情地把它割去吧。
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τί δ' οὐχὶ τέτμητ'; ἢ δοκεῖ σοι καὶ σφόδρα, ἣ μακρὰ σιγᾷ καὶ πλέον σιγήσεται, ἴσως δίκας τίνουσα τῆς ἀκαιρίας, ὡς ἂν μάθῃ μὴ πᾶσιν εἶναι δεξιά; κἀκεῖνο δ' οἷον·
Why has it not been cut? Or does it indeed seem so to you — this tongue that has long been silent and will be silent still more, perhaps paying the penalty for its ill-timedness, so that it may learn not to be pleasing to everyone? And that too, what a thing:
為何它還沒被割去?或者,你竟真以為它已如此——這舌頭早已久久緘默,且將更加緘默,或許正是為它的不合時宜而受懲罰,好叫它學會,不是對誰都討喜。而那一點,又是何等的事啊:
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ὄντως ἀσυλλόγιστον ἡ πονηρία
Truly, wickedness is without reason.
邪惡實在是毫無理性可言。
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ὃν γὰρ τὸ χρηστὸν οὐκ ἐποίησ' ἥμερον, τί ἂν δράσειεν ἄλλο τῶν πάντων ποτέ; καὶ οὗ τοσοῦτός ἐστιν ἡ τιμὴ ψόγος, τούτου τί φήσεις τὸν τρόπον; ἦ κακὸν μέγα; ταῦτ' εἰ μέν ἐστι πιστά, μὴ ζήτει πλέον·
For what else could he ever do, whom kindness itself did not make gentle? And as for him for whom honor itself becomes reproach, what will you say his character is? A great evil, surely? If these things are trustworthy, seek no further;
那善意都不能使之馴良的人,還能指望他做出什麼別的事來呢?而那以尊榮本身為恥辱的人,你又該說他是怎樣的性情?豈不是大惡嗎?若這些都是真實可信的,就不必再多加追問;
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εἰ δ' οὐκ ἀληθῆ, μηδὲ τὰ πρόσθεν δέχου
but if they are not true, do not accept the former things either.
但若這些不是真的,那麼從前的事也不可輕信。
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τούτων τί ἂν γένοιτο δυσμαχώτερον; οὕτω μὲν ἔνθεν ἠλάθη κακῶς κακός, εἰπεῖν δ' ἀληθὲς μᾶλλον ὡς καλῶς κακός
What could be harder to contend against than this? Thus, on the one hand, an evil man was driven out from here in disgrace; but to speak the truth more exactly, an evil man was driven out rightly.
還有什麼比這更難以辯駁的呢?他這惡人就這樣狼狽地被逐出此地;但說句更確切的話,他這惡人其實是被正當地逐出的。
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Ἐπεὶ δὲ φύλοις βαρβάρων κακὸν φέρων βασιλεὺς ἑῷος εἶχεν ὁρμητήριον τὴν Θεσσαλονίκην, τηνικαῦτα τί πλέκει κύων ὁ παγκάκιστος; ἄθρει μοι πάλιν·
But when the eastern emperor, bringing harm to the tribes of the barbarians, held Thessalonica as his base of operations, what does the all-wicked dog contrive at that time? Watch with me again:
當東方的皇帝正給蠻族各支帶來災殃、以帖撒羅尼迦為根據地之時,這極惡的犬又在那時編織什麼陰謀呢?請再與我一同細看。
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ἄρας τὸ συρφετῶδες Αἰγύπτου στῖφος– λέγω δὲ τοὺς κείραντας αὐτὸν ἀπρεπῶς– ὡς τὴν καθέδραν βασιλικῷ προστάγματι πήξων ἑαυτῷ τῷ στρατοπέδῳ προστρέχει
having taken up the motley rabble of Egypt — I mean those who had shorn him so improperly — as though to fix the see for himself by imperial decree, he runs to the camp.
他率領那埃及烏合的雜牌人馬——我是說那些不成體統地為他剪毛的人——想憑皇帝的敕令為自己奠定主教座,於是趕往軍營。
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κἀκεῖθεν αὖθις ὡς κύων ἀπορριφείς ὀργῇ τε πολλῇ χὠρκίοις φρικώδεσιν– οὔπω γὰρ ἦν τὰ ὦτα διατεθεὶς κακῶς οὐδεὶς καθ' ἡμῶν, ἀλλ' ἔτ' εἶχον ὑγιῶς– εἰς τὴν Ἀλεξάνδρειαν αὖθις φθείρεται, ὀρθῶς γε ποιῶν τοῦτο καὶ μόνον σοφῶς
And from there again, cast out like a dog with much wrath and dreadful oaths — for as yet no one's ears had been ill-disposed against us, but they were still sound — he slinks off ruined once more to Alexandria, doing this rightly, and this alone wisely.
而從那裡,他又如犬一般被摒棄逐出,帶著滿腔怒氣與令人戰慄的重誓——那時尚無人在我們面前搬弄是非、敗壞我們的名聲,我們的名聲仍然清白——他又敗落而逃往亞歷山卓,這唯一的一件事,他做得正當,也做得明智。
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Πέτρῳ γάρ, ᾧ δίσχιστος ἡ γραφίς ποτ' ἦν πάντα γράφοντι ῥᾳδίως τἀναντία, μισθοφορικόν τι τῶν ἀνεστίων ἔχων ἐπιφύεται καὶ τὸν γέροντ' ἀποστενοῖ, ἢ τοῦτον αἰτῶν, ὅνπερ ἤλπισε, θρόνον ἢ τοῦ παρόντος μὴ μεθήσεσθαι λέγων, ἕως ὑπάρχου τὴν κινουμένην φλόγα, μὴ ταῖς παλαιαῖς προστεθῇ τι συμφοραῖς, ὡς εἰκὸς ἦν δείσαντος ἔξω πέμπεται
For he fastens himself upon Peter — whose pen was once cloven in two, writing all things readily as their opposites — with a hired band of vagrants, and harasses the old man, either demanding the see he had hoped for, or declaring he would not relinquish the one he presently held — until the prefect, fearing, as was natural, that the kindled flame might be added to the old calamities, sends him away.
因為他攀附上彼得——那人的筆鋒曾一度分岔,輕易寫出彼此相反的話——帶著一群無家可歸者的僱傭之眾,糾纏這老人,苦苦相逼,或是索求他所盼望的那主教座,或是聲言他決不放棄眼下所據的那個——直到總督,如常情所料,恐怕這被鼓動的烈燄,會添加在舊日的災禍之上,便把他遣送出境。
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καὶ νῦν δοκεῖ μὲν ἠρεμεῖν, δέος δέ μοι, μή που τὸ δεινὸν καὶ χαλάζης ἔγκυον νέφος συνωσθὲν ἐκ βιαίου πνεύματος τοῖς οὐ δοκοῦσι τὴν χάλαζαν ἐκχέῃ
And now he seems to be quiet, but I fear lest somewhere the terrible cloud, pregnant with hail, driven together by a violent wind, may pour out its hail upon those who do not expect it.
如今他看似安靜,但我卻擔心,唯恐那滿含冰雹的可怕雲層,被狂暴的風勢驅趕聚攏,終究向那毫無防備的人傾瀉冰雹。
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οὐ μή ποτ' ἤρεμον γὰρ ἡ μοχθηρία οὐδὲν φρονήσει, κἂν σχεθῇ παραυτίκα
For wickedness will never think anything peaceable, even if restrained for the moment.
因為邪惡永不會存有安靜的念頭,即便暫時受了約束。
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Τοιαῦτα φιλοσοφοῦσιν οἱ νυνὶ κύνες– κύνες ὑλάκται, τοῦτο καὶ μόνον κύνες
Such is the "philosophy" the dogs of today practise — barking dogs, this and this alone are they dogs.
今日這些犬所奉行的『哲學』便是如此——只會狂吠的犬,唯獨在這一點上,牠們才真是犬。
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ὦ Σώκρατες, τὰ πρῶτα μέχρι νῦν φέρεις
O Socrates, up to now you still bear away the prize.
蘇格拉底啊,直到如今,你仍居首位。
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φθέγξωμ' ἐγώ τι πιστότερον τῆς Πυθίας; ἀνδρῶν ἁπάντων Μάξιμος σοφώτατος. Ἐγὼ δὲ τληπαθὴς μέν, εἰ καί τις βροτῶν, ἤμην τ' ἀπ' ἀρχῆς, εἰμί τε πλέον τὰ νῦν, πόνοις μὲν ἐκ γῆς, κινδύνοις δὲ ποντίοις, ἐξ ὧν ἐσώθην–καὶ χάρις πολλὴ φόβοις
Shall I utter something more trustworthy than the Pythia? "Of all men, Maximus is wisest." But I — if any mortal ever was — was long-suffering from the beginning, and am more so now: through toils on land, through perils at sea, from which I was saved — and great thanks are owed even to my fears.
我該說出比皮媞亞更可信的話嗎?『世間萬人之中,馬克西穆斯最有智慧。』至於我,若有誰算是飽經憂患的凡人,那便是我,自始便是如此,如今更甚:陸地上有勞苦,海上有兇險,我雖蒙拯救得脫——但那恐懼本身,也大可感謝。
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οὗτοι δεδώκασίν με τοῖς ἄνω σαφῶς πάντων ὑπερκύψαντα τῶν πλανωμένων
These trials have clearly delivered me up to the things above, having risen above all who go astray.
這一切顯然已把我帶到上頭的事物那裡,使我超乎一切迷失之人。
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ὅμως δὲ τὴν τότ' οὐ φέρων ἀτιμίαν καὶ τῆς ἀφορμῆς ἀσμένως δεδραγμένος, ὡς τὸν κάκιστον ᾐσθόμην κεκαρμένον, πάντων μὲν ἡμῖν τῶν φίλων ἐγκειμένων, οἳ καί με φρουρᾶς εἶχον εἴσω λαθρίου τηροῦντες ὁρμάς, ἐξόδους, ἀναστροφάς, πάντων δ' ὁρώντων τὴν πάλην τῶν δυσμενῶν, οἳ τὴν τομὴν ᾤοντο τοῦ λόγου λύσιν– ταῦτ' οὖν ὁρῶν τε καὶ φέρειν οὐ καρτερῶν ἀνδρός τι πάσχω (καὶ γὰρ οὐκ ἀρνήσομαι) ἁπλουστέρου τι μᾶλλον ἢ σοφωτέρου
Nevertheless, not bearing the disgrace of that time, and having gladly seized the occasion, when I perceived that the most wicked one had been shorn — while all our friends pressed upon me, who even kept me within a secret guard, watching my comings, goings, movements, and while all watched the struggle of our enemies, who thought the cutting to be the dissolution of my case — seeing these things, then, and not enduring to bear them, I did something of a rather too-simple man, I will not deny it, rather than of a wiser one.
然而,我終究忍受不了當時的羞辱,便欣然抓住這機會——當我察覺那最惡之人已被剃了頭——那時我們所有的朋友都圍在我身邊,甚至暗中設下守衛,監視我的一舉一動、出入往來;同時仇敵們的較量,眾人也都看在眼裡,他們以為那剪毛之舉,已足以瓦解我立場的根基——我見了這一切,忍受不住,便做出了一件事(我不會否認)——那更像是出於一個過於單純之人,而非出於一個更有智慧之人所為。
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πρύμναν γάρ, ὡς λέγουσι, κρούομ' αὐτίκα, οὐκ εὐμαθῶς μέν·
For at once, as they say, I put about — though not in a way easily grasped.
因為我立刻,如人所說的,掉轉了船尾——雖然這並不容易被人理解。
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Νῦν δ' ἐξιτήριός τις ἐρράγη λόγος, ὃν ἐξέπεμψα πατρικῶν σπλάγχνων πόνῳ
Now some parting speech broke forth, which I sent out with a father's inward anguish.
此時,一篇告別之辭終於迸發而出,是我以父親肺腑之痛送出的。
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τινος ἀνίστατ' εὐθὺς ὥσπερ ἐκ καπνοῦ βίας ἑσμὸς μελισσῶν καὶ βοαῖς ἐκμαίνεται·
At once, as if from smoke, a violent swarm of bees arose, and was maddened with cries.
立刻,彷彿因煙而起,一群蜂猛烈地飛揚起來,隨著呼喊而狂亂。
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ἄνδρες, γυναῖκες, παρθένοι, νεανίαι, παῖδες, γέροντες, εὐγενεῖς, οὐκ εὐγενεῖς, ἄρχοντες, ἠρεμοῦντες, ἐκ στρατοῦ τινες, ζέων ἕκαστος ἶσον ὀργῇ καὶ πόθῳ, ὀργῇ κατ' ἐχθρῶν καὶ πόθῳ τοῦ ποιμένος·
Men, women, maidens, youths, children, old men, nobles, commoners, magistrates, quiet folk, some from the army — each one seething equally with anger and longing, with anger against the enemies and longing for the shepherd.
男子、婦女、少女、青年、孩童、老者、貴族、平民、官長、平日安靜的人、還有軍中之人——各人心中都同樣沸騰著憤怒與渴慕,對仇敵懷著憤怒,對牧者懷著渴慕。
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ἀλλ' οὐκ ἐμὸν γὰρ τῇ βίᾳ κάμψαι γόνυ, οὐδ' ἀσπάσασθαι τὴν ἄθεσμον ἵδρυσιν, ὃς οὐδὲ τὴν ἔνθεσμον ἤνεγκ' ἄσμενος
But it was not mine to bend the knee to violence, nor to embrace the unlawful installation — I who did not even gladly bear the lawful one.
但屈膝於暴力之下,非我所能為,我也不能接受那不合律法的擁立——我這連合法的擁立都未曾甘心承受的人。
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Ἄλλην τρέπονται τοῦ πόθου ταύτην ὁδόν
They turn their longing to this other path instead.
他們便把渴慕轉向了這另一條路。
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ὅρκοις τε πολλοῖς καὶ λιταῖς κεχρημένοι τὸ γοῦν παραμεῖναι καὶ βοηθεῖν ἠξίουν καὶ μὴ προέσθαι τοῖς λύκοις τὸ ποίμνιον
Employing many oaths and entreaties, they demanded that I at least remain and help, and not abandon the flock to the wolves.
他們用許多誓言與懇求,要求我至少留下相助,不要把羊群棄給豺狼。
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πῶς ἂν δυναίμην καρτερεῖν τὸ δάκρυον; Ἀναστασία, ναῶν ὁ τιμιώτατος, ἣ πίστιν ἐξήγειρας ἐν γῇ κειμένην, κιβωτὲ Νῶε, τὴν ἐπίκλυσιν μόνη κόσμου φυγοῦσα καὶ φέρουσα δεύτερον κόσμον τὸν ὀρθόδοξον ἐν τοῖς σπέρμασιν, σοὶ μὲν πολὺς καὶ πάντοθεν ἐπιρρεῖ λεώς ὡς τοῦ μεγίστου κινδύνων ἑστηκότος ἡμῶν γενέσθαι τὸ κρατεῖν ἢ τοῦ πόθου·
How could I hold back my tears? Anastasia — you whose very name is "Resurrection" — most honored of shrines, who raised up faith that lay prostrate on the ground; ark of Noah, you who alone escaped the flood that overwhelmed the world, bearing in your seed a second world, the orthodox one — to you a vast people streams from every side, as though the gravest of dangers stood before us: whether the victory should be ours, or that of their longing.
我怎能忍住不落淚呢?阿納斯塔西亞啊——你的名字本意就是『復活』——眾聖殿中最受尊崇的一座,你曾使倒臥在地的信仰重新站立;挪亞的方舟啊,你獨自逃脫了淹沒世界的洪流,懷藏正統信仰的種子,孕育著第二個世界;眾多百姓從四面八方湧向你,彷彿最大的危險正懸於一線:究竟得勝的,會是我們,還是他們的渴慕。
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ἐγὼ δ' ἄφωνος ἐν μέσῳ σκότου γέμων, οὐδ' ὡς καταστείλαιμι τὰς φωνὰς ἔχων, οὐδ' ὡς ὑποσχοίμην τι τῶν αἰτουμένων
But I, voiceless, filled with darkness in the midst of it, having neither the power to still their cries, nor to promise anything of what was asked.
但我卻在那當中默然無聲,滿心昏暗,既無力平息他們的呼喊,也無法應允他們所求的任何一件事。
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τὸ μὲν γὰρ οὐχ οἷόν τε, τῷ δ' ὑπῆν φόβος
For the one thing could not be, and fear lay beneath the other.
因為一事既不可能,另一事則潛伏著恐懼。
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Ἔθλιβεν αὐχμός, σώματ' ἦν διάβροχα
Thirst pressed hard upon them, yet their bodies were drenched with sweat.
乾渴逼迫著他們,身體卻已被汗水浸透。
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φωναὶ δ' ἔλειπον, αἱ γυναῖκες ἐν φόβῳ, καὶ τῶν, ὅσαι μάλιστα εἶεν μητέρες, παίδων ὀδυρμός, ἐνδεδώκει δ' ἡμέρα
Voices failed; the women were seized with fear, and there was the wailing of the children of those who were most truly mothers; and the day was declining.
聲音已然斷絕,婦女們陷於恐懼之中,那些最真切為人母者的孩子哭號不已;白晝也漸漸低沉下去。
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ὤμνυ δ' ἕκαστος μὴ πρὶν ἐνδώσειν πόνων, κἂν ἐνταφῆναι τῷ νεῲ δέῃ καλῶς, ἢ τῶν ποθουμένων τιν' ἐκβαλεῖν λόγον
Each one swore that he would not relax his toil before either being nobly entombed within the temple itself, or bringing out some word of those he longed for.
人人起誓,決不停止勞苦,除非自己在聖殿中得體面地被埋葬,或是為他所思念之人帶出片言隻語。
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οἷόν τις εἰπεῖν ἐξεβιάσθη πόνῳ– φεῦ τῆς ἀκοῆς, ἣ μὴ τότ' εὐθὺς ἐφράγη
Such a thing was one man forced by anguish to utter — alas for the ear that was not stopped up at once that moment!
有人竟被痛苦所迫,說出這樣的話——唉,那時我的耳朵怎麼沒有立刻被堵住!
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συνεκβαλεῖς γὰρ εἶπε σαυτῷ τριάδα. ἕως φοβηθείς, μή τις ἐκβῇ κίνδυνος, ὅρκον μὲν οὐδ' ὥς–καὶ γάρ' εἰμ' ἀνώμοτος, ἵν' ἐν θεῷ κἀγώ τι κομπάσω μικρόν, ἐξ οὗ λέλουμαι πνεύματος χαρίσματι–, λόγον δ' ἔδωκα τῷ τρόπῳ πιστούμενον μενεῖν, ἕως φανῶσι τῶν σκοπῶν τινες – καὶ γὰρ τότ' ἠλπίζοντο–, προσδοκῶν τότε λύσειν ἐμαυτὸν φροντίδων ἀλλοτρίων
"For you will cast out the Trinity along with yourself," he said to me — until, fearing lest some danger should arise, he pressed for an oath; yet not even so did I swear — for indeed I am one who takes no oaths, that I too might boast a little in God, from the gift of the Spirit by which I have been washed — but I gave my word, made trustworthy by my character, that I would remain, until some of the watchmen should appear (for indeed they were then expected), hoping then to free myself from cares not my own.
「你這是要把三一之道與你自己一同拋棄了!」他這樣對我說——直到他心懷恐懼,怕生出什麼危險,便逼我起誓;然而即便如此我仍不曾起誓——因我原是不起誓的人,好叫我也能在神裡稍稍誇口幾分,這是因著我從那洗淨我的聖靈之恩賜而然——但我以我的操守作保,許下諾言留下,直等到某些哨探出現(那時人們確實盼望著他們出現),指望那時能使自己脫離他人的憂慮。
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οὕτω διεκρίθημεν ἀλλήλων μόγις, νικῶντες ἄμφω τῇ σκιᾷ τῆς ἐλπίδος·
So we parted from one another with difficulty, both of us conquering by the mere shadow of hope.
我們就這樣艱難地彼此分開,二人都僅憑著盼望的影子取勝。
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οἱ μὲν γὰρ ὡς ἔχοντες ἡμᾶς ἐφρόνουν, ἐγὼ δὲ μικρὸν ὡς μενῶν ἔτι χρόνον
For they supposed, as it were, that they still possessed me, while I thought I would remain but a little while longer.
因為他們自以為仍然擁有我,我卻以為自己只會再停留片刻。
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θεῖος δ' αὖθις ἤστραπτεν λόγος, τάχιστα πυκνωθέντος ὥσπερ ἑρκίου ἢ καὶ φάλαγγος τοῦ πεπονθότος μέρους τάχει στρατηγίας τε καὶ πλήθει χερός
And once more the divine word flashed forth, when the stricken part of the people was very swiftly massed together, like a palisade or a phalanx, through speed of generalship and multitude of hands.
於是神聖的道再次如閃電般發出光芒,那受創的一部分〔百姓〕迅速地聚攏起來,如同柵欄,又如方陣,憑著統帥的敏捷與眾手的眾多。
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οἱ γὰρ τὸ πρόσθεν δέσμιοι τῶν δογμάτων καὶ τοῦτ' ἔχοντες εἰς τὸ συγκεῖσθαι μόνον ὁρῶντες, οἷ' ἔπασχον, ἔστεργον πλέον
For those who before were bound captives to their doctrines, having only this — to stand united together — when they saw what they were suffering, loved the truth all the more.
因為那些從前被〔異端〕教義所繫縛的人,原只求彼此聯結一事,眼見自己所遭受的一切,便更加地愛慕〔真道〕了。
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τοὺς μὲν γὰρ ἦγεν ἡ τριὰς λαλουμένη, μακρὸν ἀποδημήσασα τοῦ λόγου χρόνον– ὀκνῶ γὰρ εἰπεῖν, ὡς πάλαι τεθαμμένη–, τὸ πατρικὸν κήρυγμα καὶ προσήλυτον
For some were drawn by the Trinity now being proclaimed — having journeyed far away from that teaching for a long time (I hesitate to say, as though long entombed) — the ancestral preaching, become as it were a new convert.
有些人是被此刻宣講的三一之道所引領——那道理曾長久遠離、彷彿久已埋葬(我實在不忍如此說)——那祖傳的宣講,如今竟彷彿成了新入教者。
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ἦν γάρ ποτ', εἶτ' ἔληξεν, εἶτ' ἦλθεν πάλιν τὴν ἐκ τάφων ἀνάστασιν πιστουμένη
For it once was, then it ceased, then it came again, confirming the resurrection from the tombs.
它曾一度存在,後來止息,其後又再度來臨,證實了從墳墓中的復活。
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τοῖς δ' ἦν λόγος τις τῶν ἐμῶν ἴσως λόγων, οἱ δ' ὡς ἀθλητῇ καρτερῷ προσέτρεχον, οἱ δ' ὡς ἑαυτῶν ἔργον εἶχον ἀσμένως
To some it was, perhaps, but a report of my own words; others ran to me as to a steadfast athlete; others gladly claimed it as their own achievement.
對某些人而言,這或許只是關於我言語的一則傳聞;另一些人則如奔向一位堅忍的競技者般奔向〔我〕;還有些人歡喜地把這當作自己的功績。
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οἱ μέν, πύθεσθε ταῦτα τῶν εὖ εἰδότων, οἱ δ', ἐκδιηγήσασθε τοῖς οὐκ εἰδόσιν– εἴπερ τινὲς τοσοῦτον ὑμῶν μακρόθεν ἢ τῆς κρατούσης νῦν Ἰταλῶν ἐξουσίας–, ὡς ἂν λαληθῇ ταῦτα καὶ τοῖς ὕστερον ὡς ἄλλο τῶν καινῶν τι τοῦ βίου κακῶν, ὧνπερ ὁ μάταιος ὁλκὸς ἡμερῶν φέρει πλεῖον τὸ χεῖρον ἐμπλέκων τῷ κρείσσονι
Some say, "Learn these things from those who know them well"; others, "Relate them fully to those who do not know" — if indeed any of you are so far off, or beyond the dominion the Italians now hold — so that this too may be told to those who come after, as one more of the new evils of life, of which the vain procession of days brings ever more, weaving the worse together with the better.
有人說:「去向那深知此事的人打聽吧」;又有人說:「向不知情的人詳述這一切吧」——若你們當中真有人身處如此遙遠之地,或在義大利人如今所轄的疆域之外——好叫這事也能傳給後人,作為人生新添的又一樁禍患;而虛空流轉的歲月所帶來的,正是越來越多把惡與善交織在一起的事。
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Οὔπω λέγω τὸν ὀρθὸν ἐν πίστει λεών, τὸν τῆς ἐμῆς ὠδῖνος εὐγενῆ τόκον, οὓς ἔστιν εἰπεῖν οὐδενὸς πεφηνότος τῶν συμφρονούντων τῷ παρόντι προστρέχειν, ὡς τοὺς ἀνύδρους ταῖς φανείσαις ἰκμάσι, λιμοῦ βοηθὸν τὸν λόγον ποιουμένους, ἢ φωτὶ μικρῷ τοὺς ἄγαν σκοτουμένους
I do not yet speak of the people upright in faith, the noble offspring of my travail, of whom it may be said that, though none like-minded had yet appeared, they hastened to the one at hand, as the parched to waters newly sprung, making the word their help against famine, or as those deep in darkness to a small light.
我尚未提及那信仰純正的百姓,我生產之苦所結出的高貴果實;論到他們,可以說,儘管尚無同心的人顯現,他們卻奔向眼前僅有的〔我〕,如同乾渴者奔向新湧的水泉,把〔我的〕話當作抵禦飢荒的援助,又如深陷黑暗者奔向微小的光。
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τί δ' ἄν τις εἴποι τῶν ξένων τῆς πίστεως, ὅπως ἔχαιρον τῷ λόγῳ, μεμνημένος; Πολλαὶ μέν εἰσιν αἱ παρέξοδοι λίαν τῆς ἀπλανοῦς τε καὶ τεταγμένης ὁδοῦ πᾶσαι φέρουσαι πρὸς βυθοὺς ἀπωλείας, εἰς ἃς διεῖλεν ὁ φθορεὺς τὴν εἰκόνα, ὡς ἂν παρείσδυσίν τιν' ἐντεῦθεν λάβοι γνώμας τεμών, οὐ γλῶσσαν ὡς πάλαι θεός
And what could one say of those strangers to the faith, remembering how they rejoiced in the word? Very many indeed are the by-paths leading astray from the unerring and ordered way, all bearing down to the depths of perdition, into which the Destroyer has divided the image of God, that thereby he might gain some secret entrance, cleaving opinions — not the tongue, as God did of old.
至於那些與信仰無關的陌生人,回想他們如何因這道而歡喜,又能說什麼呢?從那不迷失、有秩序的道路岔出的旁路實在太多,全都通往毀滅的深淵;那毀壞者正是把〔神的〕形像分裂於其中,好藉此暗中滲入,所割裂的是人的意念,而非如神昔日所行的、割裂人的言語。
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ἐντεῦθέν εἰσιν αἱ νόσοι τῶν δογμάτων·
From this arise the diseases of doctrines.
教義的種種病症,正是由此而生。
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οἱ θεῖον οὐδὲν εἰδότες ἢ φορὰν μόνην, ὑφ' ἧς γενέσθαι καὶ φέρεσθαι πᾶν τόδε·
those who know nothing divine but mere flux, by which all this universe came to be and is carried along.
有人不曉得任何神聖之事,只知〔盲目的〕流轉,以為萬有正是憑此而生成、憑此而運行。
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οἱ πλῆθος εἰσάγοντες ἀνθ' ἑνὸς θεῶν καὶ τοῖς ἑαυτῶν προσπεσόντες πλάσμασιν·
those who introduce a multitude of gods instead of one, and have fallen prostrate before their own fabrications.
有人以眾神取代獨一的神,並拜倒在自己所捏造的偶像之前。
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οἱ τὴν πρόνοιαν μὴ διδόντες τοῖς κάτω καὶ πάντα συντιθέντες ἀστέρων πλοκαῖς
those who deny providence to the things below, and ascribe everything to the interweavings of the stars.
有人不承認下界萬物有天意眷顧,卻把一切歸之於星辰的交織運轉。
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ὅσοι τε λαὸς ὄντες ἔκκριτος θεοῦ τὸν υἱὸν ἐσταύρωσαν εἰς τιμὴν πατρός·
and as many as, being God's chosen people, crucified the Son in honor of the Father.
還有那些身為神揀選之民的人,竟以尊崇父的名義把子釘上十字架。
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καὶ πνεῦμα καὶ ἀνάστασιν, οἵ τε προφητῶν γράμματ' ἐξαρνούμενοι·
and denied both the Spirit and the resurrection, and those who deny the writings of the prophets.
又〔否認〕聖靈與復活,並否認眾先知典籍的人。
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Χριστόν θ' ὅσοι σέβουσιν ἐν νόμου σκιαῖς
and as many as worship Christ still in the shadows of the Law.
還有那些仍在律法的陰影中敬拜基督的人。
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οἱ τὸν Βυθὸν Σιγήν τε προχρόνους φύσεις τιμῶντες αἰῶνάς τε τοὺς θηλάρσενας, Σίμωνος ἰὸς τοῦ Μάγου, ὧν φύματα οἱ συντιθέντες τὴν θεότητ' ἐκ γραμμάτων·
those who honor Bythos the Deep and Sige the Silence as pre-temporal natures, and the male-female Aeons — the venom of Simon Magus — whose offshoots are those who compose the Godhead out of numerical letters.
有人尊崇「深淵」與「靜默」為先於時間的本體,尊崇那雌雄同體的諸永世〔埃翁〕——這是行邪術者西門的毒液——而由此滋生的贅瘤,便是那些用字母數目拼湊出神性的人。
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οἱ τὴν Παλαιὰν καὶ Νέαν δύω θεοῖς νείμαντες, αὐστηρῷ τε κἀγαθωτάτῳ·
those who allotted the Old and the New Testaments to two gods, one harsh and one most good.
有人把舊約與新約分屬兩位神明,一位嚴酷,一位至善。
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οἱ τρεῖς φύσεις τιθέντες οὐ κινουμένας, τὴν πνεύματος χοός τε τήν τ' ἀμφοῖν μέσην
those who posit three immovable natures: that of the spirit, that of matter, and that midway between the two.
有人設立三種不變動的本體:一屬靈,一屬塵土,一居於兩者之間。
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οἱ τῷ Μανοῦ χαίροντες ἀρχικῷ σκότῳ
those who delight in the primal darkness of Mani.
有人喜悅摩尼所立的原初黑暗。
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οἱ Μοντανοῦ τὸ πνεῦμα τιμῶντες κακῶς·
those who wrongly honor the spirit of Montanus.
有人謬誤地尊崇孟他努的靈。
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οἱ τὴν Ναυάτου κενὴν ἔπαρσιν ὀφρύος
those who honor the empty pride of Novatus's brow.
有人〔尊崇〕諾瓦圖那空洞高傲的眉宇。
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οἱ τῆς ἀρεύστου τριάδος συναιρέται, οἱ τῆς ἀτμήτου φύσεως διαιρέται·
those who compress together the undivided Trinity, those who divide the uncut nature.
有人把不可分割的三一硬要合而為一,有人則把不可切割的本體強行分裂。
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αὖθις τε τούτων ὥσπερ ἐξ ὕδρας μιᾶς πολλῶν φυέντων δυσσεβείας αὐχένων, ὁ τῇ κτίσει τὸ πνεῦμα συντιθεὶς μόνον, ὁ καὶ τὸν υἱὸν προστιθεὶς τῷ πνεύματι·
And again of these, as if many necks of impiety had grown from a single hydra — the one who ranks the Spirit alone with creation, and the one who also adds the Son to the Spirit.
而在這些人當中,又彷彿有許多不敬虔的頭顱從同一條九頭蛇滋生出來——有人只把聖靈列入受造之列,也有人更把子也和聖靈一同列入其中。
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οἵ τ' εἰσάγοντες ἥλικα Καίσαρος θεόν·
and those who introduce a god who is a mere contemporary of Caesar.
還有那些引入一位僅與凱撒同時代之神明的人。
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οἱ τὴν δόκησιν εἰσάγοντες ἐκτόπως·
those who monstrously introduce the doctrine of mere semblance.
有人荒謬地引入〔基督不過是〕幻影的說法。
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οἱ δεύτερον λέγοντες υἱὸν τὸν κάτω·
those who call the one below a second son.
有人把那位居下者稱為第二個子。
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οἱ μὴ τέλειον τὸν σεσωσμένον, ἀλλ' ἄνουν
those who hold that the one who was saved was not complete, but without mind.
有人〔主張〕那得救的〔人性〕並非完全,乃是沒有理性靈魂的。
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αὗται γάρ εἰσιν, ὡς τύπῳ φράσαι, τομαί τῆς ὀρθότητος ἐκτόπων τε μητέρες
For these are, to speak in outline, the cuttings of orthodoxy, and mothers of monstrosities.
這些,簡而言之,便是正道的種種割裂,也是種種怪異之說的母體。
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Τούτων δὲ τίς ἦν οὕτως ἀκίνητος τότε, ὡς μὴ τὸ οὖς γε τοῖς ἐμοῖς κλίνειν λόγοις; τοὺς μὲν γὰρ ᾕρει τὸ κράτος τῶν δογμάτων, οἱ δ' ἡμεροῦντο τῷ τρόπῳ τῆς λέξεως
Of these, who then was so unmoved as not to incline his ear to my words? For some were captured by the force of the doctrines, others were tamed by the manner of the speech.
在這些人當中,那時有誰竟能如此不為所動,不肯側耳聽我的話呢?有人被教義的力量所折服,也有人被言辭的態度所馴服。
1:388
οὐ γὰρ μετ' ἔχθρας οὐδὲ λοιδόρως πλέον ἢ κηδεμονικῶς τοὺς λόγους προήγομεν, ἀλγοῦντες, οὐ παίοντες οὐδ' ἐπηρμένοι καιρῷ ῥέοντι καὶ πλάνῳ καθώς τινες– τίς γὰρ λόγῳ τε καὶ κράτει κοινωνία; – οὐδὲ πρόβλημα τὸ θράσος ποιούμενοι τῆς ἀλογίας–δεινῶς γὰρ ἔντεχνον τόδε καὶ σηπιῶδες, τὸ μέλαν ἐκ βάθους ἐμεῖν, ὡς τοὺς ἐλέγχους ἐκδιδράσκειν τῷ ζόφῳ–, ἀλλ' ἡμέρως τε τοῖς λόγοις καὶ προσφόρως ἐντυγχάνοντες ὡς λόγου συνήγοροι τοῦ συμπαθοῦς τε καὶ πράου καὶ μηδένα πλήσσοντος·
For it was not with hatred, nor more with reviling than with solicitous care, that I brought forth my words — grieving, not striking, nor puffed up by the fleeting and errant occasion as some are (for what fellowship is there between reason and force?), nor making boldness a screen for irrationality (for this is a terribly cunning and cuttlefish-like thing, to vomit blackness from the depths, so as to escape refutation by the murk) — but meeting my hearers gently and fittingly with words, as advocates of a reason that is compassionate and mild and strikes no one.
因為我發出言語,並非出於仇恨,也不是責罵多於顧念——我是為之憂傷,並非擊打,也不像有些人那樣因浮動迷亂的時勢而自高自大(理性與強權之間豈有什麼相通?);也不曾以無理的膽大妄為作掩護(因為這是極其狡詐、如烏賊一般的手段:從深處噴出墨汁,好在昏暗中逃避責難);而是溫和、恰當地以言語與人相接,作為那滿有同情、溫柔、不傷害任何人之道理的辯護者。
1:389
ἐξ οὗ καὶ τὸ νικᾶσθαι λόγος, καὶ τὸ κρατεῖν δὲ τιμιώτερον πολύ πειθοῖ βιαίᾳ τῷ θεῷ προσκτώμενον
Whence even to be worsted is still a reasoned thing, and to prevail is far more honorable, winning souls for God through a persuasion mighty in its own power.
由此,即便落敗也仍合乎理性,而得勝則更為尊貴得多——是憑著強而有力的說服,為神贏得〔人心〕。
1:390
τοιαῦτα πλαξὶ ταῖς ἐμαῖς ἐνεγράφη
Such things were inscribed upon my tablets.
這些事都銘刻在我的心版之上。
1:391
Ἄλλος τις οὗτος τῆς ἐμῆς παιδεύσεως νόμος, σοφῶς τε καὶ καλῶς γεγραμμένος·
This is another law of my upbringing, wisely and well written.
這是我教養中的另一條律則,寫得既智慧又美好。
1:392
μὴ μίαν ὁδὸν τῆς εὐσεβείας εἰδέναι τὴν εὔκολόν τε καὶ κακὴν γλωσσαλγίαν, μηδ' ἐν θεάτροις καὶ φόροις καὶ συμπόταις ὁμοῦ γελῶντας, ᾄσμασιν χαυνουμένους, πρὶν καὶ πλυθῆναι γλῶσσαν ἐξ αἰσχρῶν λόγων, μηδ' ἐν βεβήλοις ὠσὶ καὶ Χριστοῦ ξένοις ῥίπτειν ἀφειδῶς τῶν λόγων τοὺς μυστικούς, παίζοντας ἐν τοῖς καὶ πόνῳ θηρωμένοις·
not to know only one way of piety — the easy and wicked glibness of tongue — nor, laughing together in theaters and marketplaces and at drinking-parties, made loose and giddy by songs, before the tongue has even been washed clean of shameful words, nor to cast the mystic words recklessly before profane ears and those strange to Christ, playing with the very things that are hunted down only through toil.
〔那條律則〕就是:不可只曉得一條敬虔之道——那輕易又邪惡的饒舌;也不可在劇場、市集與酒宴之中一同嬉笑,因歌曲而放縱輕浮,甚至舌頭都還沒有從污穢的言語中洗淨;也不可在褻瀆的耳朵前、在與基督無干的人面前,肆意拋擲那些奧秘的言辭,把唯有藉勞苦才能獵得之物當作兒戲。
1:393
ἀλλ' ἐντολαῖς μὲν ὡς μάλιστα εὐσεβεῖν πτωχοτροφοῦντα, ξενοδοχοῦντα, ταῖς νόσοις ἀρκοῦντα, καρτεροῦντα, καὶ ψαλμῳδίαις, εὐχαῖς, στεναγμοῖς, δάκρυσιν, χαμευνίαις, γαστρὸς πιεσμοῖς, ἀγχόναις αἰσθήσεων, θυμοῦ γέλωτος χειλέων εὐταξίᾳ τὴν σάρκα κοιμίζοντα πνεύματος κράτει
but rather to be pious, above all, by the commandments — feeding the poor, entertaining strangers, tending to the sick, enduring hardship — and by psalm-singing, prayers, groanings, tears, sleeping on the bare ground, subduing the belly, restraining the senses, and by the good order of anger, laughter, and lips, lulling the flesh to sleep through the strength of the spirit.
反倒要竭力藉著誡命而敬虔:賙濟窮人、接待客旅、照顧病患、忍耐到底;又藉著唱詩、禱告、嘆息、流淚、席地而臥、克制口腹、約束感官,並以怒氣、笑容、嘴唇的節制,憑著聖靈的力量使肉體安靜下來。
1:394
Πολλαὶ γάρ εἰσιν αἱ σωτηρίας ὁδοί, πᾶσαι φέρουσαι πρὸς θεοῦ κοινωνίαν·
For many are the paths of salvation, all leading toward communion with God.
因為救恩的道路有許多條,全都通向與神的相交。
1:395
ἃς χρή σ' ὁδεύειν, οὐ μόνην τὴν ἐν λόγῳ
which you must travel — not the way of speech alone.
這些路你都當行走,不單是那憑言語的一條。
1:396
λόγος γὰρ ἀρκεῖ καὶ ψιλῆς τῆς πίστεως, μεθ' ἧς ἀτεχνῶς τὸ πλέον σῴζει θεός
For speech suffices even for bare faith alone, with which, quite simply, God saves the greater part of mankind.
因為單憑言語,對於單純的信也已足夠;而神正是靠著這信,簡簡單單地拯救了大多數人。
1:397
εἰ δ' εἰς σοφοὺς ἔπιπτεν ἡ πίστις μόνον, θεοῦ παρ' ἡμῖν οὐδὲν ἦν πενέστερον
But if faith fell to the wise alone, nothing would be poorer among us than God.
倘若信仰只歸於智者,那麼在我們當中,再沒有什麼比神更貧乏的了。
1:398
ἀλλ' εἶ φιλόγλωσσός τις ἢ ζήλου πλέως καὶ δεινόν, εἴ σοι μὴ ῥυήσεται λόγος (ἀνθρώπινον γὰρ εὔχομαι κἀνταῦθά σοι)·
But if you are one fond of speech, or full of zeal, and it seems terrible to you should speech not flow freely for you (for even here I make a human allowance for you)—
但倘若你是個愛好言辭的人,或滿懷熱心,而覺得若言語不能暢流於你,實在可怕(因為就連在此,我也願給你一點合乎人情的寬容)——
1:399
λάλει μέν, ἐν φόβῳ δὲ μηδὲ πάντοτε, μὴ πάντα μηδ' ἐν πᾶσι μηδὲ πανταχοῦ, ἀλλ' ἔστιν οἷς ὅσον τε καί που καί ποτε
then speak — but in fear, and not at all times; not everything, nor to everyone, nor everywhere, but to some, and how much, and where, and when is fitting.
那就說吧——但要存著敬畏,也不可時時如此;不可事事皆說,不可逢人便說,也不可處處都說,唯獨在當說之人、當說之量、當說之地與當說之時而說。
1:400
καιρὸς γὰρ παντός, ὡς ἀκούεις, πράγματος·
For there is a season for every matter, as you have heard it said.
因為,如你所聽聞的,凡事都有定時。
1:401
μέτρον τ' ἄριστον τῶν σοφῶν ἑνὸς λόγος
and "measure is best" — the word of one among the wise.
而「適度為上」,正是一位智者所留下的話。
1:402
Χωρὶς τὰ Μυσῶν καὶ Φρυγῶν ὁρίσματα, χωρὶς τὰ τῶν ἔξωθεν τῶν τ' ἐμῶν λόγων
Separate are the boundary-marks of the Mysians and the Phrygians; separate are the concerns of those outside and of my own discourses.
密西亞人與弗呂家人的疆界各不相干;外邦人的〔言論〕與我自己的言論,也是各不相涉。
1:403
τῶν μὲν γάρ εἰσι πρὸς ἐπίδειξιν οἱ λόγοι ἐν μειρακίσκων συλλόγοις καὶ πλάσμασιν, ἐν οἷς μέγ' οὐδὲν ἢ ἀτυχεῖν ἢ τυγχάνειν σκιᾶς–σκιᾶς γὰρ οὐδὲν εὐσθενέστερα
For the words of the former are for display, amid gatherings of young lads and fictions, in which it matters little whether one fails or succeeds — mere shadow, for they are nothing stronger than a shadow.
因為前者的言辭只為炫示,用於少年人的聚會與虛構之作,成敗於其中皆無關緊要——不過是影子罷了,實在沒有什麼比影子更無力的了。
1:404
ἡμῖν δ'–ἀληθεύειν γάρ ἐστιν ὁ σκοπός– οὕτως ἔχειν, ἢ μή, περιδεὲς τὸν λόγον
But for us — since our aim is to speak the truth — it is a matter fraught with dread whether the matter stands so or not.
但對我們而言——因為我們的目的乃是道出真理——事情究竟是這樣還是不是,都是令人戰慄不已的大事。
1:405
ὁδὸς γὰρ ἀμφίκρημνος, ἧς ἔξω πεσεῖν πεσεῖν προδήλως ἐστὶν εἰς Ἅιδου πύλας
For it is a road with precipices on either side, and to fall outside it is manifestly to fall into the gates of Hades.
因為這是一條兩側皆是懸崖的道路,一旦跌出其外,顯然便是墮入陰間的門戶。
1:406
ὅθεν μάλιστα τοὺς λόγους φυλακτέον, τὰ μὲν λέγοντας, τῶν δ' ἀκούοντας σοφῶς, ἔστιν δ' ὅτ' ἐκχωροῦντας ἀμφοῖν ἐξίσης στάθμῃ δικαίᾳ τῷ φόβῳ κεχρημένους
Wherefore one must guard one's words above all — speaking some things wisely, and hearing others wisely, and there are times when one must withdraw from both equally, using fear as a just measuring-line.
因此最當謹守自己的言語——有些話要智慧地說出,有些話要智慧地聽入,也有時候必須對兩者一律迴避,以敬畏作為公正的準繩。
1:407
ἧττον γὰρ οὖς ἢ γλῶσσα κίνδυνον φέρει·
For the ear brings less danger than the tongue.
因為耳朵所帶來的危險,總比舌頭少。
1:408
ἧττον δ' ἀκοῆς τὸ καὶ φυγεῖν ἐκ τοῦ μέσου
and less than even hearing is to flee altogether from the midst.
而比聽聞更少危險的,是乾脆從當中逃離。
1:409
Οὕτω μαθόντες ἐκ γραφικῶν θεσπισμάτων, οἷς ἐτράφημεν πρὶν συναχθῆναι φρένα, οὕτως ἄγοντες καὶ πολίτας καὶ ξένους, ἤδη γεωργῶν ἦμεν ἐν τοῖς πλουσίοις, εἰ καὶ συνακτὸν οὐχ ὁμοῦ τοὐμὸν θέρος
Having thus been taught by the oracles of Scripture, on which we were nourished before our mind had come to maturity, and thus guiding both citizens and strangers, I was already counted among the wealthy farmers, even though my harvest was not to be gathered all at once.
我如此從聖經的訓諭中受教——那正是我心思尚未成熟以前所賴以哺育的——並如此引領本地人與外邦人,我已然躋身富足的農夫之列,儘管我的收成並非一時可以聚集齊全。
1:410
τοὺς μὲν γὰρ ἄρτι τῶν ἀκανθῶν ἡμέρουν·
For some I was just then clearing of thorns.
有些人,我當時才剛開始為他們除去荊棘。
1:411
οἱ δ' ὡμαλίζονθ', οἷς δ' ἐβάλλετο σπόρος, οἱ δ' ἐν γάλακτι, τῶν δ' ὑπὲρ γῆς ἡ φυή, οἱ δ' ἐχλόαζον, οἱ δ' ἐδεσμοῦντο στάχυς, οἱ δ' ἡδρύνοντο, οἱ δὲ λευκοὶ πρὸς θέρος·
others were being leveled; in others the seed was being cast; others were still in the milk, others' growth had only just risen above the ground; others were turning green, others were being bound into sheaves, others were ripening, and others stood white, ready for harvest.
有些正被平整;有些正撒下種子;有些還在乳漿之中,有些的幼苗剛剛冒出地面;有些正轉青,有些正被捆成禾捆,有些正在成熟,還有些已然發白,可以收割了。
1:412
ἅλως τιν' εἶχε, τοὺς δὲ θημών τις φίλος·
a threshing-floor held some, and a friendly stack held others.
打穀場容納了一些,友善的禾堆則容納了另一些。
1:413
οἱ δ' ἐκρίνοντο, οἱ δὲ σιτώνων ἔσω, οἱ δ' ἦσαν ἄρτος, τῆς γεωργίας πέρας– ἄρτος γεωργὸν τὸν καμόντα μὴ τρέφων νῦν, τοὺς δὲ μηδὲν ἐκχέαντας ἰκμάδος
others were being winnowed, others were within the granaries, and others had already become bread — the end of the whole labor of farming — bread that now does not feed the farmer who toiled for it, but feeds those who poured out none of that labor's sweat.
有些正在被簸揚,有些已在糧倉之內,有些則已成了餅——這正是耕種的終局——這餅如今並不餵養那勞苦耕作的農夫,反倒餵養那些一滴汗水都不曾流出的人。
1:414
Ἐβουλόμην ἐνταῦθα στῆσαι τὸν λόγον καὶ μηδὲν εἰπεῖν τῶν ἀναξίων λόγου
I wished to halt my discourse here, and say nothing of what is unworthy of mention.
我原想在此打住我的話語,不再提及那些不值一提的事。
1:415
νῦν δ' οὐκ ἐᾷ με τὰ πρόσω τῶν πραγμάτων·
But now what lies ahead in these events does not permit me to stop.
然而如今,事態的後續發展卻不容我如此。
1:416
ὧν τὰ μὲν ἦλθε δεξιῶς, τὰ δ' ἀγνοῶ, τί χρὴ λέγειν με καὶ τίνι μοίρᾳ προσνέμειν
Of these things, some turned out favorably, but others I do not know how I ought to speak of, or to what lot I should assign them.
這些事中,有些結果順遂,但另一些,我實在不知該如何言說,也不知該歸於何種命運之列。
1:417
τοῦτον ἐχόντων τὸν τρόπον ἡμῶν ἐφίστατ' ἀθρόως αὐτοκράτωρ ἐκ τῆς Μακεδνῆς βαρβάρων στήσας νέφος πλήθει τε πολλῷ καὶ θράσει τεθηγμένων·
While we stood in this condition, an emperor suddenly set upon us, having raised up out of Macedonia a cloud of barbarians, whetted keen by their great numbers and boldness.
正當我們處於這般景況之時,一位皇帝忽然襲來,他從馬其頓一帶掀起一片蠻族的烏雲,其人數之眾多、膽氣之剛猛,令人心驚。
1:418
ἄνθρωπος οὐ κακὸς μὲν εἰς πίστιν θεοῦ ὅσον κρατῆσαι τὰς ἁπλουστέρας φύσεις, καὶ τῆς τριάδος ὑπερφυῶς ἡττώμενος ( σπλάγχνων γὰρ οὗτός ἐστι καὶ πάντων λόγος, στερρᾶς ἐφ' ἕδρας ἀσφαλῶς βεβηκότων)·
A man not evil, as regards faith in God, so far as to hold sway over the simpler natures, and marvelously overcome by the Trinity — for this is, indeed, the reckoning of the inmost heart and of all things, when they stand securely fixed upon a firm foundation.
這人論到對神的信仰,倒也不算惡劣,足以掌控那些心性單純的人;他更是奇妙地為三一之道所折服——因為這正是內心深處與一切事物的定論,唯有當它們穩穩地立於堅實的根基之上時方能如此。
1:419
οὐ μὴν τοσοῦτος τῇ ζέσει τοῦ πνεύματος, ὡς ἀντισῶσαι τοῖς παρελθοῦσιν τὰ νῦν καιρῷ τὰ καιροῦ πταίσματ' ἐξιώμενος·
Yet not so great in the fervor of his spirit as to make the present equal to what had gone before, healing the failures of that season by good timing.
然而他靈裡的熱忱卻不足以使當下與過往相稱,也不足以憑〔恰當的〕時機來彌補那一時的過失。
1:420
ἢ τὴν ζέσιν μὲν ἶσος, οὐκ ἶσος δέ γε, τί φῶ; τὸ θάρσος ἢ θράσος; διδάξατε
Or was he equal in fervor, yet not equal — what shall I call it? — in courage, or in rashness? Teach me!
抑或說,他的熱忱雖相當,卻在另一事上不相當——我該怎麼稱呼它呢?是勇氣,還是魯莽?請你們教教我吧!
1:421
ἴσως δ' ἄμεινον τὸ προμήθειαν καλεῖν
But perhaps it is better to call it forethought.
但或許稱之為「先見之明」更為恰當。
1:422
οὐ γὰρ κατείργειν, ἀλλὰ πείθειν ἔννομον εἶναι νομίζων, καὶ πρὸς ἡμῶν τι πλέον αὐτῶν τ' ἐκείνων, οὓς θεῷ προσάξομεν– τὸ μὲν γὰρ ἀκούσιον κρατούμενον βίᾳ, ὥσπερ βέλος νευρᾷ τε καὶ χερσὶν δεθέν ἢ ῥεῦμ' ἐν ὁλκῷ πάντοθεν στενούμενον, καιροῦ διδόντος τὴν βίαν περιφρονεῖ
For I deemed it lawful not to compel but to persuade, and this more to our advantage, and to that of those whom we shall bring to God — for that which is unwilling, mastered by force, like an arrow bound by bowstring and hands, or a stream constricted on every side in its channel, when opportunity offers, scorns the force that held it;
因我以為不應強迫,而應以說服為合宜之舉,且此於我們、以及於那些我們將要引領歸於神的人,皆較為有利——因為凡出於不情願、被強力所制服者,如箭矢被弓弦與手所束縛,又如溪流在渠道中四面受阻,一旦時機來臨,便會蔑視那曾束縛它的強力;
1:423
τὸ δ' ἑκούσιον βέβαιον εἰς πάντα χρόνον δεσμοῖς ἀλύτοις τῶν πόθων ἐσφιγμένον– ταῦτ' ἐννοῶν ἔμοιγε τὸν φόβον δοκεῖ τέως κατασχὼν πάντας ἕλκειν ἡμέρως προθεὶς τὸ βούλεσθ' ἄγραφον πειθοῦς νόμον
but that which is voluntary remains firm for all time, bound tight by the unbreakable bonds of longing. Pondering this, it seemed best to me, restraining fear for a time, to draw all men gently, setting up 'willingness' as the unwritten law of persuasion.
而出於自願者,則永固不移,被渴望那不可解的繫索所緊緊束縛——念及此,於我看來,最好是暫且抑制恐懼手段,溫和地牽引眾人,將「甘願」立為勸導的不成文法則。
1:424
Ὡς δ' οὖν ἐπέστη ἄσμενος τρισασμένοις– ἃ μὲν τετίμηκέν με τῇ πρώτῃ θέᾳ, οἷς τ' εἶπεν οἷς τ' ἤκουσεν εὐμενέστατα, τί χρὴ λέγειν με; καὶ γὰρ αἰσχύνης γέμον, εἰ τηλίκος ὢν φρονεῖν δοκοίην τηλίκοις, ᾧ τίμιον τοῦτ' ἔστι καὶ μόνον, θεός
So when he came, himself rejoicing, to a people thrice-rejoicing — with what honors he honored me at our first meeting, with what he said and what he heard, both most graciously — what need is there for me to tell? For indeed it would be shameful, if, being such as I am, I should seem to take pride in such things — I, for whom this alone is precious: God.
於是當他[皇帝]來臨,自己滿心歡喜,來到那三倍歡喜的百姓之中——他在初次相見時如何尊崇我,他所說與所聽又是何等和藹可親,我又何須贅言?因為若我這樣的人,竟因這等事而自鳴得意,實在可恥——於我而言,唯獨神才是可貴的。
1:425
δίδωσι, φησί, τὸν νεών θεὸς δι' ἡμῶν σοί τε καὶ τοῖς σοῖς πόνοις – φωνὴν ἄπιστον πρὶν προελθεῖν εἰς τέλος
'God gives,' he said, 'the church through us to you and to your labors' — a saying unbelievable before it came to its fulfillment.
「神,」他說,「藉著我們,將這聖殿賜給你,賜給你的勞苦。」——這話語,在未應驗成就之前,實在令人難以置信。
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οὕτως γὰρ ἦσαν ἡ πόλις κατὰ κράτος ἑστῶτες, ἡ πολλή τε καὶ δεινὴ ζέσις, ὡς μηδ' ἄν, εἴ τι τῶν ἀηδῶν συμπέσοι, εἴξοντες, ἀλλ' ἕξοντες, ὧνπερ ἐκράτουν·
For thus the city stood fast in violence — so great and terrible was the ferment — that even if something untoward should occur, they would not yield, but would hold fast to what they controlled;
因為這城如此以強力屹立不動——那洶湧而可怕的騷動如此劇烈——以致即便發生任何不快之事,他們也絕不退讓,反而要死守他們所把持的[聖殿];
1:427
εἰ δ' ἐκβιάζοιντ', ἀλλὰ τὸν βαρὺν χόλον ἡμῖν ἐπαφήσοντες, ὧν ῥᾷστον κρατεῖν
but if they were forced out, they would still unleash their heavy wrath upon us, over whom it was easiest to prevail.
但即便他們被強力驅離,也要將沉重的怒氣發洩在我們身上——在他們看來,制伏我們乃是最容易不過的事。
1:428
ἐμὲ δὲ συμμιγὴς τρόμῳ παλμός τις εἶχεν ἡδονῆς
As for me, a throbbing of pleasure mingled with trembling held me.
至於我,一種與戰慄交織的喜悅悸動攫住了我。
1:429
ὦ Χριστέ μου, ὃς οἷς πέπονθας εἰς τὸ πάσχειν ἐκκαλῇ, σὺ καὶ τότ' ἦσθα τῶν ἐμῶν πόνων βραβεύς, καὶ νῦν γενοῦ μοι τῶν κακῶν παρήγορος
O my Christ, who by what you have suffered call us to suffering, you were then the judge of my labors; be now for me a comforter in my troubles.
噢,我的基督啊,你以自己所受的苦難召喚[我們]受苦——你當時是我勞苦的裁判者,如今也求你成為我患難的安慰者。
1:430
τὸν νεὼν δ' εἶχε στρατός ξιφηφόρος, λαθραῖος ἐκτεταγμένος
But a sword-bearing army held the church, secretly stationed in battle order.
而聖殿[教堂]為佩劍的軍隊所佔據,他們暗中列陣以待。
1:431
ὁ δ' ἀντεπῄει δῆμος οἰδαίνων ἅπας, ψάμμος θαλασσῶν ἢ νιφὰς ἢ κυμάτων κινήματ', ὀργῇ καὶ λιταῖς μεμιγμένος, ὀργῇ καθ' ἡμῶν, πρὸς δὲ τὸ κράτος λιταῖς
And the whole populace surged forth against them, like the sand of the seas, or falling snow, or the heaving movements of waves, mingling wrath and entreaty — wrath against us, but entreaty toward the imperial power.
而全城百姓則洶湧而來與之對抗,如海沙、如飛雪、又如波濤的起伏,怒氣與懇求交織——對我們懷怒,卻向掌權者哀求。
1:432
πλήρεις ἀγοραί, δρόμοι, πλατεῖαι, πᾶς τόπος, διώροφα, τριώροφα νευόντων κάτω ἀνδρῶν, γυναικῶν, νηπίων, παλαιτάτων·
Full were the marketplaces, the streets, the broad avenues, every place, and the two-storied and three-storied buildings, with men, women, infants, and the very aged leaning down to look.
市集、街道、廣場、每一處地方,甚至二層、三層的樓宇,皆擠滿了俯身探望的男女老幼——男子、婦女、嬰孩、耄耋之人。
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πόνος, στεναγμός, δάκρυα, βρυχήματα, εἰκὼν ἁλόντος ἄστεος κατὰ κράτος
Toil, groaning, tears, roaring — the image of a city taken by storm.
苦楚、呻吟、淚水、怒吼——恰似一座被強力攻陷的城市之景象。
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Ἐγὼ δ' ὁ γεννάδας τε καὶ στρατηλάτης, καὶ ταῦτ' ἐν ἀρρωστοῦντι καὶ λελυμένῳ, μικρὰ πνέοντι τῷδέ μου τῷ σαρκίῳ, μέσος στρατηγοῦ καὶ στρατοῦ, βλέπων ἄνω, ᾔειν βοηθῷ χρώμενος τῇ ἐλπίδι, ἕως κατέστην εἰς νεών, οὐκ οἶδ' ὅπως
But I, the valiant one, the general — and this while sick and enfeebled, this flesh of mine scarcely breathing — caught between commander and army, looking upward, went on with hope as my helper, until, I know not how, I found myself standing in the church.
而我,這「英勇的統帥」,且是在病弱、氣力盡失之時,這副軀體幾乎奄奄一息——夾在將領與軍隊之間,仰望上天,以盼望為助,前行不已——直到我不知怎的,竟已站立在聖殿之中。
1:435
πολλοῖς τε γάρ ἔδοξεν εἶναι τῶν τότε κρεῖσσον λόγου, οἷς οὐδὲν ἁπλοῦν ἐστι τῶν ὁρωμένων, ἐν ταῖς μεγίσταις τὸ πλέον καιρῶν ῥοπαῖς
For to many it seemed to be, of all that happened then, a thing beyond words — to those for whom nothing seen is ever simple, especially at the greatest turning points of the times.
於是在許多人看來,這是當時發生之事中超乎言詮的一件——對那些認為凡所見之事皆別有深意的人而言,尤其是在時局最為緊要的關頭。
1:436
ἐγὼ δ' ἀπιστεῖν τοῖς λέγουσιν οὐκ ἔχω, καίτοι προσάντης τοῖς ξένοις εἴπερ τις ὤν
But I cannot disbelieve those who say it, although, if anyone is averse to strange things, it is I.
然而我卻無法不信那些如此說的人,儘管若論誰對奇異之事心存抗拒,那便是我了。
1:437
τοῦ γὰρ προχείρως πάντα πιστεύειν θέλειν χεῖρον τὸ πᾶσιν ἀντιτείνειν ἐξ ἴσης
For worse than readily wishing to believe everything is to resist all things equally.
因為比起輕易地凡事盡信,更糟的是對一切都同等地加以抗拒。
1:438
τὸ μὲν γάρ ἐστι κουφότης, τὸ δὲ θράσος
For the one is levity, the other is rashness.
因為前者是輕浮,後者則是狂妄。
1:439
ὦ βίβλε, κηρύσσοις βίῳ, τοῦ μὴ λαθεῖν τοὺς ὕστερον τόσην χάριν
O my book, proclaim it to life, so that so great a grace may not escape the notice of those who come after.
噢,此書啊,願你向後世宣揚,使如此大的恩典不致被後人所遺忘。
1:440
καιρῷ πρᾶγμα τῷ τότε πρέπον·
A thing befitting that time.
這是一件切合當時時勢的事。
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φιλαίθριον γὰρ οὐδὲν ὡς πανήγυρις
For nothing loves the open air as a festive assembly does.
因為沒有什麼比慶典集會更愛在露天中舉行的了。
1:442
ὃ καὶ παρεῖχε τοῖς μὲν ἐχθροῖς ἡδονήν ὡς δυσφοροῦντος τοῦ θεοῦ τοῖς δρωμένοις, ἡμῖν δ' ἀνίαν ἐν φρεσὶν κεκρυμμένην
This gave pleasure to our enemies, as though God were displeased with what was being done, but to us hidden grief in our hearts.
此事使敵對者心生歡喜,彷彿神對所行之事心懷不悅一般;於我們,卻是深藏心中的憂傷。
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